You say you want a diamond on a ring of gold
You say you want your story to remain untold
All the promisses we made
From the cradle to the grave
When all I want is you
You say you'll give me
A highway with no one on it treasure just to look upon it
All the riches in the night
You say you'll give me
Eyes on a moon of blindness
A river in a time of dryness
A harbour in the tempest
But all the promisses we make
From the cradle to the grave
When all I want is you
You say you want your love to work out right
To last with me thought the night
You say you want diamonds and a ring of gold
Your story to remain untold, Your love not to grow cold
All the promisses we break
From the cradle to the grave
When all I want is you
All I want is you
Sunday, November 2, 2008
Sunday, August 31, 2008
31 August 2008
8:20 am
Hello. I'min page *-* of Philstar
me: hi. will check. have only pdi. may picture?
8:52 am
the 1 where i am wearing a red shirt
me: my parents have philstar. :) baka di pa nila nakikita. where are you?
9:28 am
house. breakfast. *e**ie'* friends slept over. mass 10:30 am. lunch with nanay. 3pm meeting re *ia*. 4pm driving range. ikaw?
me: what are you eating for breakfast? just bumming in bed with *a*i. he's still sleeping. when *a**i* gets here, we have to get our family picture taken, for *a*i's application to school. hopefully *a**i* will be home a little after lunch. how many slept over?
9:32 am
i**i*, the cute guy and *i**e**e, tennis mate of *e**ie. siomai and tinapa.
me: a guy?! yikes! you're nuts.
9:33 am
kunsintidor ba?
me: SOBRA!
9:35 am
you are pretty. i love you. you are so lucky
me: haha! thank you. i love you too. and why am i lucky?
9:49 m
thinking about yesterday morning. i am happy - our conversation, breakfast, a**i* *a* lecture, kiss and hug before you left, tickle, smelling bra, boso in plain view, seated positing, biting
me: keep that in mind.
me: baka maalanganinako at 4. need to have *a*i's picture taken. till what time can you stay ba?
3:19 pm
ok. mga what time ka pwede
me: 5? is that too late?
3:22 pm
5pm ok
me: ok. :)
me: till what time can you stay?
4:26 pm
till 6:15pm
me: how exact. where are you na? done with meeting?
4:30 pm
temple. almost done
4:53 pm
i'm just going around
me: can you pick me up at the far end? near fish and co.
me: will you pay e**e** for the other desktop you ordered but haven't gotten? so you know how much to pay him.
7:21 pm
for 2 computers
me: ok. wha you doing?
7:23 pm
flipping channels. ikaw?
me: hanging out with the boys. :) they're watching the naked brothers band. :)
7:24 pm
in pasig?
me: yes. i love you **. :)
7:26 pm
i love you love
me: will have dinner first. will have to taste my mom's pasta.
7:29 pm
ok love
me: what you doing?
8:37 pm
watching superman hbo. just ate paksiw na bangus. ikaw?
me: kala ko you're not eating na. ate my mom's version of puttanesca.
8:38 pm
akala ko rin you won't eat na
me: i told you i'd have to taste my mom's pasta
8:40 pm
ok love
me: answer honestly. have you ever felt nasasakal with me? even if mabilis lang.
8:46 pm
honestly, no. i'm so happy with you and with us
me: talaga? so no thoughts of disappearing on me yet?
8:49 pm
no such thought
me: ok. lucky you. :)
8:51 pm
i am
me: :)
9:21 pm
what are you doing?
me: just dropped off my mom at my lola's for prayer. on my way home na.
me: what you doing?
9:30 pm
watching hulk in my ipod
me: you're so cute. haha. nasulit talaga ipod mo.
9:33 pm
bite
me: i want to kiss you
9:38 p
i want to kiss and hug you
me: that' all you want to do?
9:40 pm
bite while seated
me: ha, if that's the case, i think we'd be doing more than making out. :)
9:45pm
that's the point
me: hah! DOM! i wonder sometimes. what if...
9:47 pm
what if what?
me: what if everything.
me: what if you waited. what if this were allowed.
9:50 pm
what do you mean?
me: wala lang. we see each other in small doses. and i'm happy. makes me want to spend more time with you. but it makes me wonder if we could spend maximum time with each other, if we'd end up bored with each other. or if this is really different. and we'd still be like this, even if we were always together.
9:57 pm
i think we have a good mix of big and small doses
me: yeah. but makes me wonder nga. what if we lived together. how would things be.
10:11 pm
if we live together, let us mix small and big doses so that we won't get bored.
me: pwede ba yun? we go home to the same place. that's one huge dose. :)
10:17 pm
minsan kiss lang minsan bite minsan back minsan seated minsan neck minsan tongue
me: haha! yun ba yung idea mo ng small and big doses? haha! you're funny. i want to know when you're bored. or when you feel suffocated.
10:20 pm
will do. haha. where are you na?
me: home na. kanina pa.
me: what if i say i'm the one who's getting bored. what will you do?
10:24 pm
i will makeit exciting and change my ways
me: :) ok. that's good. great answer. :) am not bore. :)
me: did you fall asleep on me?
10:44 pm
yes sorry
me: ok lang. goodnight.
10:45 pm
night
Hello. I'min page *-* of Philstar
me: hi. will check. have only pdi. may picture?
8:52 am
the 1 where i am wearing a red shirt
me: my parents have philstar. :) baka di pa nila nakikita. where are you?
9:28 am
house. breakfast. *e**ie'* friends slept over. mass 10:30 am. lunch with nanay. 3pm meeting re *ia*. 4pm driving range. ikaw?
me: what are you eating for breakfast? just bumming in bed with *a*i. he's still sleeping. when *a**i* gets here, we have to get our family picture taken, for *a*i's application to school. hopefully *a**i* will be home a little after lunch. how many slept over?
9:32 am
i**i*, the cute guy and *i**e**e, tennis mate of *e**ie. siomai and tinapa.
me: a guy?! yikes! you're nuts.
9:33 am
kunsintidor ba?
me: SOBRA!
9:35 am
you are pretty. i love you. you are so lucky
me: haha! thank you. i love you too. and why am i lucky?
9:49 m
thinking about yesterday morning. i am happy - our conversation, breakfast, a**i* *a* lecture, kiss and hug before you left, tickle, smelling bra, boso in plain view, seated positing, biting
me: keep that in mind.
me: baka maalanganinako at 4. need to have *a*i's picture taken. till what time can you stay ba?
3:19 pm
ok. mga what time ka pwede
me: 5? is that too late?
3:22 pm
5pm ok
me: ok. :)
me: till what time can you stay?
4:26 pm
till 6:15pm
me: how exact. where are you na? done with meeting?
4:30 pm
temple. almost done
4:53 pm
i'm just going around
me: can you pick me up at the far end? near fish and co.
me: will you pay e**e** for the other desktop you ordered but haven't gotten? so you know how much to pay him.
7:21 pm
for 2 computers
me: ok. wha you doing?
7:23 pm
flipping channels. ikaw?
me: hanging out with the boys. :) they're watching the naked brothers band. :)
7:24 pm
in pasig?
me: yes. i love you **. :)
7:26 pm
i love you love
me: will have dinner first. will have to taste my mom's pasta.
7:29 pm
ok love
me: what you doing?
8:37 pm
watching superman hbo. just ate paksiw na bangus. ikaw?
me: kala ko you're not eating na. ate my mom's version of puttanesca.
8:38 pm
akala ko rin you won't eat na
me: i told you i'd have to taste my mom's pasta
8:40 pm
ok love
me: answer honestly. have you ever felt nasasakal with me? even if mabilis lang.
8:46 pm
honestly, no. i'm so happy with you and with us
me: talaga? so no thoughts of disappearing on me yet?
8:49 pm
no such thought
me: ok. lucky you. :)
8:51 pm
i am
me: :)
9:21 pm
what are you doing?
me: just dropped off my mom at my lola's for prayer. on my way home na.
me: what you doing?
9:30 pm
watching hulk in my ipod
me: you're so cute. haha. nasulit talaga ipod mo.
9:33 pm
bite
me: i want to kiss you
9:38 p
i want to kiss and hug you
me: that' all you want to do?
9:40 pm
bite while seated
me: ha, if that's the case, i think we'd be doing more than making out. :)
9:45pm
that's the point
me: hah! DOM! i wonder sometimes. what if...
9:47 pm
what if what?
me: what if everything.
me: what if you waited. what if this were allowed.
9:50 pm
what do you mean?
me: wala lang. we see each other in small doses. and i'm happy. makes me want to spend more time with you. but it makes me wonder if we could spend maximum time with each other, if we'd end up bored with each other. or if this is really different. and we'd still be like this, even if we were always together.
9:57 pm
i think we have a good mix of big and small doses
me: yeah. but makes me wonder nga. what if we lived together. how would things be.
10:11 pm
if we live together, let us mix small and big doses so that we won't get bored.
me: pwede ba yun? we go home to the same place. that's one huge dose. :)
10:17 pm
minsan kiss lang minsan bite minsan back minsan seated minsan neck minsan tongue
me: haha! yun ba yung idea mo ng small and big doses? haha! you're funny. i want to know when you're bored. or when you feel suffocated.
10:20 pm
will do. haha. where are you na?
me: home na. kanina pa.
me: what if i say i'm the one who's getting bored. what will you do?
10:24 pm
i will makeit exciting and change my ways
me: :) ok. that's good. great answer. :) am not bore. :)
me: did you fall asleep on me?
10:44 pm
yes sorry
me: ok lang. goodnight.
10:45 pm
night
Thursday, August 28, 2008
28 August 2008
me: hi. you fell asleep on e. woke up half an hour ago because of a ipis that crawled along my jawlin. yuk. as in. now i can't sleep. but am soooo sleepy. masakit na mga mata ko. just venting. will try to sleep again.
[call]
8:31 am
on your way ka na ogcc?
me: please don't be cranky on me. i got home super late na and fell asleep past 2, and woke up 530. you know that cause i text you when i got home and when i woke up. we spoke last about the email at 7, and when you text, i was asleep. i only woke up because *o*i called. in between that and the time you called, i coordinated with *o*i and also sent my driver on errands to get *a*i's enrollment forms so that i won't have to rush later. even you don't answer all my texts when you're busy. so please don't be mad at me na.
11:45 am
430 pm later?
me: yes
12:48 pm
ok love. roast chicken
me: minor change in plans. will go home in a bit. try to nap a little more. have a manicure, pedicure and foot scrub. text me what you ate.
me: you done with san miguel mall meeting?
4:03 pm
Yes. punta muna ko hugo boss sa shang mall. ikaw?
6:16 pm
are you still in heat?
me: yes. why?
6:24 pm
i will wear my new shirt tomorrow. Office in the morning then class at 2pm. light day tomorrow? ikaw?
me: 8 to 11, i'll be in *a*ie*, for *a**i*'s PTC and *a*i's eye exam, then **a** board at noon
6:36 pm
i miss hugging my love
7:56 pm
hello. what are you doing? you didn't respond to my earlier text
me: sorry. in office na. what did you eat?
7:58 pm
sushi. did you get my text?
me: yes. that's why i said sorry for not replying. sorry again. sushi where?
8:01 pm
house. take out. i miss hugging you. you so pretty kanina
me: ya. well. tagal pa when you can hug me next. :) you like my make up? :)
8:11 pmn
stunning. i'm meeting **O head monday
me: you don't seem to mniss me. :(
8:15 pm
i do. didn't know how to show it when we were together in office and shang. i will go all out for your firm. i think i made that clear earlier. i hope that means something to you
8:31 pm
i do. didn't know how to show it when we were together in office and shang. i will go all out for your firm. i think i made that clear earlier. i hope that means something to you
me: thank you. it means alot to me. am very grateful you're the kind of person who would do things like this.
9:20 pm
parang you don't want me?
me: what? waht do you mean want? huh?
9:25 pm
desire or yearn
me: and where is this coming from? i could actually say the same for you. you haven't found time for me. i saw you today, meeting. i saw you yesterday, meeting. didn't see you wednesda at all.
9:37 pm
tagal ka pa dyan?
me: a bit. just finished discussing with francis. admin stuff. now working on order. no reaction to my last text?
9:39 pm
a bite sorry
me: :( am serious.
9:42 pm
seriously. i am sorry.
me: sorry lang?
9:43 pm
i love you. you know i can't make promises
me: not asking for promises. a general "i will make up for this week" isn't bawal naman, is it? but don't say that na. i asked for it na eh. not the same.
9:51 pm
how is your saturday morning? i have ateneo bar review in afternoon.can you wear eye make up saturday if ok?
me: eye make up? :) that's a strange request... depends on your invite.
9:54 pm
nice breakfast then hang out
me: where?
me: see? ikaw din, di sumasagot sa text.
me: can i call? re ***
[call]
[call]
8:31 am
on your way ka na ogcc?
me: please don't be cranky on me. i got home super late na and fell asleep past 2, and woke up 530. you know that cause i text you when i got home and when i woke up. we spoke last about the email at 7, and when you text, i was asleep. i only woke up because *o*i called. in between that and the time you called, i coordinated with *o*i and also sent my driver on errands to get *a*i's enrollment forms so that i won't have to rush later. even you don't answer all my texts when you're busy. so please don't be mad at me na.
11:45 am
430 pm later?
me: yes
12:48 pm
ok love. roast chicken
me: minor change in plans. will go home in a bit. try to nap a little more. have a manicure, pedicure and foot scrub. text me what you ate.
me: you done with san miguel mall meeting?
4:03 pm
Yes. punta muna ko hugo boss sa shang mall. ikaw?
6:16 pm
are you still in heat?
me: yes. why?
6:24 pm
i will wear my new shirt tomorrow. Office in the morning then class at 2pm. light day tomorrow? ikaw?
me: 8 to 11, i'll be in *a*ie*, for *a**i*'s PTC and *a*i's eye exam, then **a** board at noon
6:36 pm
i miss hugging my love
7:56 pm
hello. what are you doing? you didn't respond to my earlier text
me: sorry. in office na. what did you eat?
7:58 pm
sushi. did you get my text?
me: yes. that's why i said sorry for not replying. sorry again. sushi where?
8:01 pm
house. take out. i miss hugging you. you so pretty kanina
me: ya. well. tagal pa when you can hug me next. :) you like my make up? :)
8:11 pmn
stunning. i'm meeting **O head monday
me: you don't seem to mniss me. :(
8:15 pm
i do. didn't know how to show it when we were together in office and shang. i will go all out for your firm. i think i made that clear earlier. i hope that means something to you
8:31 pm
i do. didn't know how to show it when we were together in office and shang. i will go all out for your firm. i think i made that clear earlier. i hope that means something to you
me: thank you. it means alot to me. am very grateful you're the kind of person who would do things like this.
9:20 pm
parang you don't want me?
me: what? waht do you mean want? huh?
9:25 pm
desire or yearn
me: and where is this coming from? i could actually say the same for you. you haven't found time for me. i saw you today, meeting. i saw you yesterday, meeting. didn't see you wednesda at all.
9:37 pm
tagal ka pa dyan?
me: a bit. just finished discussing with francis. admin stuff. now working on order. no reaction to my last text?
9:39 pm
a bite sorry
me: :( am serious.
9:42 pm
seriously. i am sorry.
me: sorry lang?
9:43 pm
i love you. you know i can't make promises
me: not asking for promises. a general "i will make up for this week" isn't bawal naman, is it? but don't say that na. i asked for it na eh. not the same.
9:51 pm
how is your saturday morning? i have ateneo bar review in afternoon.can you wear eye make up saturday if ok?
me: eye make up? :) that's a strange request... depends on your invite.
9:54 pm
nice breakfast then hang out
me: where?
me: see? ikaw din, di sumasagot sa text.
me: can i call? re ***
[call]
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
27 August 2008
6:56 am
morning
7:05 am
office am, law office 12nn, 2pm *e*a (i will submit ** **u to *e**o), 3pm edsa shang with *ie*, 4pm driving range, 7pm edsa shang *ia*
7:13 pm
ok. *i** na lang
9:18 pm
oklove. imagine mo na lang i am there biting.
morning
7:05 am
office am, law office 12nn, 2pm *e*a (i will submit ** **u to *e**o), 3pm edsa shang with *ie*, 4pm driving range, 7pm edsa shang *ia*
7:13 pm
ok. *i** na lang
9:18 pm
oklove. imagine mo na lang i am there biting.
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
26 August 2008
6:23 am
Hello
me: i love you
6:44 am
I love you too love
me: since i can't kiss you now, i'll just imagine kissing you. gigil tongue kiss.
7:18 am
wow. i feel it. since i can't bite it now, i will just imagine.
me: :)
me: i have a persona question. you don't have to answer it if you don't want to. am just curious.
7:26 am
what is it?
me: when you do it with her, do you use any form of birth control? just really curious.
me: sorry, too personal.
me: you seem to be having a hard time with the question. don't answer it.
7:38 am
ok. the rare times we do it - we don't use anything if its safe and we use rubber i not
me: rubber? you have a stash of them at home? or is it planned? aren't those things spontaneous?
7:42 am
1 box of 3 pieces at home. gathering dust.
me: may expiration ata yun ha. you better check. in case you need it. and i'd like to know ha. i'll be honest and say that i'll have trouble dealing with your 2 ulam plate situation and don't know how i'll react. but i'd like to know. i think i should know when you do.
7:49 am
this is awkward but i will tell you
me: awkward. yes. :) sorry. demanding ba? and you shouldn't be defensive about how often you do it. its a marital obligation that i should deal with. even if you do it everyday, i have no right to complain and will just have to deal with it.
7:57 am
will tell you. its going to be once in a blue moon
me: ok
me: question. bakit hirap ka sagutin. dati naman, you could answer straight. now, parang you had a hard time answering.
[call]
9:21 am
thank you princess
me: :)
me: if we were living together, how often do you think we'd be doing it? would we be this active kaya? just thinking... and distracting you from your meeting. :)
11:52 am
biting every night
me: haha... biting lang. :) i can deal with that. will email you *i*a* soon
me: kunyari ka pa. you just wanted to hear my voice. :)
1:25 pm
and bite
me: nap over. :)
1:42 pm
bite time
me: ok. punta ka dito. :)
1:43 pm
alam mong di pwede kaya malakas loob mo. haha
me: yup. exactly. halika na. :) lock natin pinto. :)
1:45 pm
i will politely decline. haha
me: :) all bark, no BITE. :) haha!
1:47 pm
last night, all bite
me: kagabi pa yun. :)
1:49 pm
sorry, i am inadequate. haha
me: ok... drama...
1:51 pm
what time are you leaving for o***?
me: half an hour
1:52 pm
ok love
me: :)
me: where are you?
3:37 pm
*o*e*e*. ikaw?
me: san juan. picking up *a*i nd had 2nd lunch. :) tinola. yum. now having grapes and apples. when rain lets up enough for me to get in car without getting drenched, will go to o***.
me: on my way to o*** na.
3:58 pm
ok. *o*e*e* pa
me: you know what, even without the gifts, you're spending a small fortune on me. such a DOM. :)
me: ok
me: hahaha! sign at beer garden along araneta avenue: two in one ktv 8 years anniversary special free pulutan KISS ALL YOU CAN :) BWAHAHAHA! :)
me: you home na? i feel totally beaten up. will have a massage ha?
5:53 pm
ok. near house na. took a nap. didn't eat lunch
me: that traffic? yikes. am along katipunan also. slow moving traffic. you should eat.
5:55 pm
will grab a BITE
me: sige nga. where? bwahahaha! :) what time is your meeting? eat first before going.
[call]
me: tuloy meeting mo?
8:44 pm
9pm ucc temple. about to leave. are you done?
me: yes. going home na.
8:46 pm
ok love.
me: jan na ka meeting mo?
[call]
me: still at meeting?
10:17 pm
about to end
me: ok. just asking.
11:15 pm
i will sleep na. night love
me: ok. goodnight. will email soon. tapos na. just reading it through.
11:20 pm
night love. i'm imagining im biting and you are holding my *o*o
me: your *o*o! ew! od and wrinkly... holding lang, no licking? :)
11:22 pm
licking and sucking
me: haha... ok. :) goodnight :)
11:24 pm
night
Hello
me: i love you
6:44 am
I love you too love
me: since i can't kiss you now, i'll just imagine kissing you. gigil tongue kiss.
7:18 am
wow. i feel it. since i can't bite it now, i will just imagine.
me: :)
me: i have a persona question. you don't have to answer it if you don't want to. am just curious.
7:26 am
what is it?
me: when you do it with her, do you use any form of birth control? just really curious.
me: sorry, too personal.
me: you seem to be having a hard time with the question. don't answer it.
7:38 am
ok. the rare times we do it - we don't use anything if its safe and we use rubber i not
me: rubber? you have a stash of them at home? or is it planned? aren't those things spontaneous?
7:42 am
1 box of 3 pieces at home. gathering dust.
me: may expiration ata yun ha. you better check. in case you need it. and i'd like to know ha. i'll be honest and say that i'll have trouble dealing with your 2 ulam plate situation and don't know how i'll react. but i'd like to know. i think i should know when you do.
7:49 am
this is awkward but i will tell you
me: awkward. yes. :) sorry. demanding ba? and you shouldn't be defensive about how often you do it. its a marital obligation that i should deal with. even if you do it everyday, i have no right to complain and will just have to deal with it.
7:57 am
will tell you. its going to be once in a blue moon
me: ok
me: question. bakit hirap ka sagutin. dati naman, you could answer straight. now, parang you had a hard time answering.
[call]
9:21 am
thank you princess
me: :)
me: if we were living together, how often do you think we'd be doing it? would we be this active kaya? just thinking... and distracting you from your meeting. :)
11:52 am
biting every night
me: haha... biting lang. :) i can deal with that. will email you *i*a* soon
me: kunyari ka pa. you just wanted to hear my voice. :)
1:25 pm
and bite
me: nap over. :)
1:42 pm
bite time
me: ok. punta ka dito. :)
1:43 pm
alam mong di pwede kaya malakas loob mo. haha
me: yup. exactly. halika na. :) lock natin pinto. :)
1:45 pm
i will politely decline. haha
me: :) all bark, no BITE. :) haha!
1:47 pm
last night, all bite
me: kagabi pa yun. :)
1:49 pm
sorry, i am inadequate. haha
me: ok... drama...
1:51 pm
what time are you leaving for o***?
me: half an hour
1:52 pm
ok love
me: :)
me: where are you?
3:37 pm
*o*e*e*. ikaw?
me: san juan. picking up *a*i nd had 2nd lunch. :) tinola. yum. now having grapes and apples. when rain lets up enough for me to get in car without getting drenched, will go to o***.
me: on my way to o*** na.
3:58 pm
ok. *o*e*e* pa
me: you know what, even without the gifts, you're spending a small fortune on me. such a DOM. :)
me: ok
me: hahaha! sign at beer garden along araneta avenue: two in one ktv 8 years anniversary special free pulutan KISS ALL YOU CAN :) BWAHAHAHA! :)
me: you home na? i feel totally beaten up. will have a massage ha?
5:53 pm
ok. near house na. took a nap. didn't eat lunch
me: that traffic? yikes. am along katipunan also. slow moving traffic. you should eat.
5:55 pm
will grab a BITE
me: sige nga. where? bwahahaha! :) what time is your meeting? eat first before going.
[call]
me: tuloy meeting mo?
8:44 pm
9pm ucc temple. about to leave. are you done?
me: yes. going home na.
8:46 pm
ok love.
me: jan na ka meeting mo?
[call]
me: still at meeting?
10:17 pm
about to end
me: ok. just asking.
11:15 pm
i will sleep na. night love
me: ok. goodnight. will email soon. tapos na. just reading it through.
11:20 pm
night love. i'm imagining im biting and you are holding my *o*o
me: your *o*o! ew! od and wrinkly... holding lang, no licking? :)
11:22 pm
licking and sucking
me: haha... ok. :) goodnight :)
11:24 pm
night
Monday, August 25, 2008
miscellaneous
me: i know na why i feel disconnected. usually kc, i feel all giddy for at least half a day after we part ways. but today, pauwi pa lang, wala na. i think because i can feel you are also slowing down unconsciously. parang not as intense as before. its an underlying feeling, on the outside, you're the ame. but i feel that you aren't so into it as before. subtle changes. less "forever" in your voice and your words. maybe we were going so fast, you unconsciously put on the brake. or maybe nagplateau na. maybe i'mjust getting my period. maybe sawa ka na. i will sleep na. goodnight. love you **.
me: i'm sorry if i've given you the imnpression that you've been remiss, i'm sorry. you have not. i'm just looking for that, "i'd spend the rest of my life with you if i could" feeling, which i'm not getting now. i know you love me, but now, i feel you love me knowing it will end at some point. dati. i felt like you love me with the assumption that it wouldn't. yun lang. loving me knowing it will end is not a bad thing.
me: i'm sorry if i've given you the imnpression that you've been remiss, i'm sorry. you have not. i'm just looking for that, "i'd spend the rest of my life with you if i could" feeling, which i'm not getting now. i know you love me, but now, i feel you love me knowing it will end at some point. dati. i felt like you love me with the assumption that it wouldn't. yun lang. loving me knowing it will end is not a bad thing.
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