me: i know na why i feel disconnected. usually kc, i feel all giddy for at least half a day after we part ways. but today, pauwi pa lang, wala na. i think because i can feel you are also slowing down unconsciously. parang not as intense as before. its an underlying feeling, on the outside, you're the ame. but i feel that you aren't so into it as before. subtle changes. less "forever" in your voice and your words. maybe we were going so fast, you unconsciously put on the brake. or maybe nagplateau na. maybe i'mjust getting my period. maybe sawa ka na. i will sleep na. goodnight. love you **.
me: i'm sorry if i've given you the imnpression that you've been remiss, i'm sorry. you have not. i'm just looking for that, "i'd spend the rest of my life with you if i could" feeling, which i'm not getting now. i know you love me, but now, i feel you love me knowing it will end at some point. dati. i felt like you love me with the assumption that it wouldn't. yun lang. loving me knowing it will end is not a bad thing.
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