8:20 am
Hello. I'min page *-* of Philstar
me: hi. will check. have only pdi. may picture?
8:52 am
the 1 where i am wearing a red shirt
me: my parents have philstar. :) baka di pa nila nakikita. where are you?
9:28 am
house. breakfast. *e**ie'* friends slept over. mass 10:30 am. lunch with nanay. 3pm meeting re *ia*. 4pm driving range. ikaw?
me: what are you eating for breakfast? just bumming in bed with *a*i. he's still sleeping. when *a**i* gets here, we have to get our family picture taken, for *a*i's application to school. hopefully *a**i* will be home a little after lunch. how many slept over?
9:32 am
i**i*, the cute guy and *i**e**e, tennis mate of *e**ie. siomai and tinapa.
me: a guy?! yikes! you're nuts.
9:33 am
kunsintidor ba?
me: SOBRA!
9:35 am
you are pretty. i love you. you are so lucky
me: haha! thank you. i love you too. and why am i lucky?
9:49 m
thinking about yesterday morning. i am happy - our conversation, breakfast, a**i* *a* lecture, kiss and hug before you left, tickle, smelling bra, boso in plain view, seated positing, biting
me: keep that in mind.
me: baka maalanganinako at 4. need to have *a*i's picture taken. till what time can you stay ba?
3:19 pm
ok. mga what time ka pwede
me: 5? is that too late?
3:22 pm
5pm ok
me: ok. :)
me: till what time can you stay?
4:26 pm
till 6:15pm
me: how exact. where are you na? done with meeting?
4:30 pm
temple. almost done
4:53 pm
i'm just going around
me: can you pick me up at the far end? near fish and co.
me: will you pay e**e** for the other desktop you ordered but haven't gotten? so you know how much to pay him.
7:21 pm
for 2 computers
me: ok. wha you doing?
7:23 pm
flipping channels. ikaw?
me: hanging out with the boys. :) they're watching the naked brothers band. :)
7:24 pm
in pasig?
me: yes. i love you **. :)
7:26 pm
i love you love
me: will have dinner first. will have to taste my mom's pasta.
7:29 pm
ok love
me: what you doing?
8:37 pm
watching superman hbo. just ate paksiw na bangus. ikaw?
me: kala ko you're not eating na. ate my mom's version of puttanesca.
8:38 pm
akala ko rin you won't eat na
me: i told you i'd have to taste my mom's pasta
8:40 pm
ok love
me: answer honestly. have you ever felt nasasakal with me? even if mabilis lang.
8:46 pm
honestly, no. i'm so happy with you and with us
me: talaga? so no thoughts of disappearing on me yet?
8:49 pm
no such thought
me: ok. lucky you. :)
8:51 pm
i am
me: :)
9:21 pm
what are you doing?
me: just dropped off my mom at my lola's for prayer. on my way home na.
me: what you doing?
9:30 pm
watching hulk in my ipod
me: you're so cute. haha. nasulit talaga ipod mo.
9:33 pm
bite
me: i want to kiss you
9:38 p
i want to kiss and hug you
me: that' all you want to do?
9:40 pm
bite while seated
me: ha, if that's the case, i think we'd be doing more than making out. :)
9:45pm
that's the point
me: hah! DOM! i wonder sometimes. what if...
9:47 pm
what if what?
me: what if everything.
me: what if you waited. what if this were allowed.
9:50 pm
what do you mean?
me: wala lang. we see each other in small doses. and i'm happy. makes me want to spend more time with you. but it makes me wonder if we could spend maximum time with each other, if we'd end up bored with each other. or if this is really different. and we'd still be like this, even if we were always together.
9:57 pm
i think we have a good mix of big and small doses
me: yeah. but makes me wonder nga. what if we lived together. how would things be.
10:11 pm
if we live together, let us mix small and big doses so that we won't get bored.
me: pwede ba yun? we go home to the same place. that's one huge dose. :)
10:17 pm
minsan kiss lang minsan bite minsan back minsan seated minsan neck minsan tongue
me: haha! yun ba yung idea mo ng small and big doses? haha! you're funny. i want to know when you're bored. or when you feel suffocated.
10:20 pm
will do. haha. where are you na?
me: home na. kanina pa.
me: what if i say i'm the one who's getting bored. what will you do?
10:24 pm
i will makeit exciting and change my ways
me: :) ok. that's good. great answer. :) am not bore. :)
me: did you fall asleep on me?
10:44 pm
yes sorry
me: ok lang. goodnight.
10:45 pm
night
Sunday, August 31, 2008
Thursday, August 28, 2008
28 August 2008
me: hi. you fell asleep on e. woke up half an hour ago because of a ipis that crawled along my jawlin. yuk. as in. now i can't sleep. but am soooo sleepy. masakit na mga mata ko. just venting. will try to sleep again.
[call]
8:31 am
on your way ka na ogcc?
me: please don't be cranky on me. i got home super late na and fell asleep past 2, and woke up 530. you know that cause i text you when i got home and when i woke up. we spoke last about the email at 7, and when you text, i was asleep. i only woke up because *o*i called. in between that and the time you called, i coordinated with *o*i and also sent my driver on errands to get *a*i's enrollment forms so that i won't have to rush later. even you don't answer all my texts when you're busy. so please don't be mad at me na.
11:45 am
430 pm later?
me: yes
12:48 pm
ok love. roast chicken
me: minor change in plans. will go home in a bit. try to nap a little more. have a manicure, pedicure and foot scrub. text me what you ate.
me: you done with san miguel mall meeting?
4:03 pm
Yes. punta muna ko hugo boss sa shang mall. ikaw?
6:16 pm
are you still in heat?
me: yes. why?
6:24 pm
i will wear my new shirt tomorrow. Office in the morning then class at 2pm. light day tomorrow? ikaw?
me: 8 to 11, i'll be in *a*ie*, for *a**i*'s PTC and *a*i's eye exam, then **a** board at noon
6:36 pm
i miss hugging my love
7:56 pm
hello. what are you doing? you didn't respond to my earlier text
me: sorry. in office na. what did you eat?
7:58 pm
sushi. did you get my text?
me: yes. that's why i said sorry for not replying. sorry again. sushi where?
8:01 pm
house. take out. i miss hugging you. you so pretty kanina
me: ya. well. tagal pa when you can hug me next. :) you like my make up? :)
8:11 pmn
stunning. i'm meeting **O head monday
me: you don't seem to mniss me. :(
8:15 pm
i do. didn't know how to show it when we were together in office and shang. i will go all out for your firm. i think i made that clear earlier. i hope that means something to you
8:31 pm
i do. didn't know how to show it when we were together in office and shang. i will go all out for your firm. i think i made that clear earlier. i hope that means something to you
me: thank you. it means alot to me. am very grateful you're the kind of person who would do things like this.
9:20 pm
parang you don't want me?
me: what? waht do you mean want? huh?
9:25 pm
desire or yearn
me: and where is this coming from? i could actually say the same for you. you haven't found time for me. i saw you today, meeting. i saw you yesterday, meeting. didn't see you wednesda at all.
9:37 pm
tagal ka pa dyan?
me: a bit. just finished discussing with francis. admin stuff. now working on order. no reaction to my last text?
9:39 pm
a bite sorry
me: :( am serious.
9:42 pm
seriously. i am sorry.
me: sorry lang?
9:43 pm
i love you. you know i can't make promises
me: not asking for promises. a general "i will make up for this week" isn't bawal naman, is it? but don't say that na. i asked for it na eh. not the same.
9:51 pm
how is your saturday morning? i have ateneo bar review in afternoon.can you wear eye make up saturday if ok?
me: eye make up? :) that's a strange request... depends on your invite.
9:54 pm
nice breakfast then hang out
me: where?
me: see? ikaw din, di sumasagot sa text.
me: can i call? re ***
[call]
[call]
8:31 am
on your way ka na ogcc?
me: please don't be cranky on me. i got home super late na and fell asleep past 2, and woke up 530. you know that cause i text you when i got home and when i woke up. we spoke last about the email at 7, and when you text, i was asleep. i only woke up because *o*i called. in between that and the time you called, i coordinated with *o*i and also sent my driver on errands to get *a*i's enrollment forms so that i won't have to rush later. even you don't answer all my texts when you're busy. so please don't be mad at me na.
11:45 am
430 pm later?
me: yes
12:48 pm
ok love. roast chicken
me: minor change in plans. will go home in a bit. try to nap a little more. have a manicure, pedicure and foot scrub. text me what you ate.
me: you done with san miguel mall meeting?
4:03 pm
Yes. punta muna ko hugo boss sa shang mall. ikaw?
6:16 pm
are you still in heat?
me: yes. why?
6:24 pm
i will wear my new shirt tomorrow. Office in the morning then class at 2pm. light day tomorrow? ikaw?
me: 8 to 11, i'll be in *a*ie*, for *a**i*'s PTC and *a*i's eye exam, then **a** board at noon
6:36 pm
i miss hugging my love
7:56 pm
hello. what are you doing? you didn't respond to my earlier text
me: sorry. in office na. what did you eat?
7:58 pm
sushi. did you get my text?
me: yes. that's why i said sorry for not replying. sorry again. sushi where?
8:01 pm
house. take out. i miss hugging you. you so pretty kanina
me: ya. well. tagal pa when you can hug me next. :) you like my make up? :)
8:11 pmn
stunning. i'm meeting **O head monday
me: you don't seem to mniss me. :(
8:15 pm
i do. didn't know how to show it when we were together in office and shang. i will go all out for your firm. i think i made that clear earlier. i hope that means something to you
8:31 pm
i do. didn't know how to show it when we were together in office and shang. i will go all out for your firm. i think i made that clear earlier. i hope that means something to you
me: thank you. it means alot to me. am very grateful you're the kind of person who would do things like this.
9:20 pm
parang you don't want me?
me: what? waht do you mean want? huh?
9:25 pm
desire or yearn
me: and where is this coming from? i could actually say the same for you. you haven't found time for me. i saw you today, meeting. i saw you yesterday, meeting. didn't see you wednesda at all.
9:37 pm
tagal ka pa dyan?
me: a bit. just finished discussing with francis. admin stuff. now working on order. no reaction to my last text?
9:39 pm
a bite sorry
me: :( am serious.
9:42 pm
seriously. i am sorry.
me: sorry lang?
9:43 pm
i love you. you know i can't make promises
me: not asking for promises. a general "i will make up for this week" isn't bawal naman, is it? but don't say that na. i asked for it na eh. not the same.
9:51 pm
how is your saturday morning? i have ateneo bar review in afternoon.can you wear eye make up saturday if ok?
me: eye make up? :) that's a strange request... depends on your invite.
9:54 pm
nice breakfast then hang out
me: where?
me: see? ikaw din, di sumasagot sa text.
me: can i call? re ***
[call]
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
27 August 2008
6:56 am
morning
7:05 am
office am, law office 12nn, 2pm *e*a (i will submit ** **u to *e**o), 3pm edsa shang with *ie*, 4pm driving range, 7pm edsa shang *ia*
7:13 pm
ok. *i** na lang
9:18 pm
oklove. imagine mo na lang i am there biting.
morning
7:05 am
office am, law office 12nn, 2pm *e*a (i will submit ** **u to *e**o), 3pm edsa shang with *ie*, 4pm driving range, 7pm edsa shang *ia*
7:13 pm
ok. *i** na lang
9:18 pm
oklove. imagine mo na lang i am there biting.
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
26 August 2008
6:23 am
Hello
me: i love you
6:44 am
I love you too love
me: since i can't kiss you now, i'll just imagine kissing you. gigil tongue kiss.
7:18 am
wow. i feel it. since i can't bite it now, i will just imagine.
me: :)
me: i have a persona question. you don't have to answer it if you don't want to. am just curious.
7:26 am
what is it?
me: when you do it with her, do you use any form of birth control? just really curious.
me: sorry, too personal.
me: you seem to be having a hard time with the question. don't answer it.
7:38 am
ok. the rare times we do it - we don't use anything if its safe and we use rubber i not
me: rubber? you have a stash of them at home? or is it planned? aren't those things spontaneous?
7:42 am
1 box of 3 pieces at home. gathering dust.
me: may expiration ata yun ha. you better check. in case you need it. and i'd like to know ha. i'll be honest and say that i'll have trouble dealing with your 2 ulam plate situation and don't know how i'll react. but i'd like to know. i think i should know when you do.
7:49 am
this is awkward but i will tell you
me: awkward. yes. :) sorry. demanding ba? and you shouldn't be defensive about how often you do it. its a marital obligation that i should deal with. even if you do it everyday, i have no right to complain and will just have to deal with it.
7:57 am
will tell you. its going to be once in a blue moon
me: ok
me: question. bakit hirap ka sagutin. dati naman, you could answer straight. now, parang you had a hard time answering.
[call]
9:21 am
thank you princess
me: :)
me: if we were living together, how often do you think we'd be doing it? would we be this active kaya? just thinking... and distracting you from your meeting. :)
11:52 am
biting every night
me: haha... biting lang. :) i can deal with that. will email you *i*a* soon
me: kunyari ka pa. you just wanted to hear my voice. :)
1:25 pm
and bite
me: nap over. :)
1:42 pm
bite time
me: ok. punta ka dito. :)
1:43 pm
alam mong di pwede kaya malakas loob mo. haha
me: yup. exactly. halika na. :) lock natin pinto. :)
1:45 pm
i will politely decline. haha
me: :) all bark, no BITE. :) haha!
1:47 pm
last night, all bite
me: kagabi pa yun. :)
1:49 pm
sorry, i am inadequate. haha
me: ok... drama...
1:51 pm
what time are you leaving for o***?
me: half an hour
1:52 pm
ok love
me: :)
me: where are you?
3:37 pm
*o*e*e*. ikaw?
me: san juan. picking up *a*i nd had 2nd lunch. :) tinola. yum. now having grapes and apples. when rain lets up enough for me to get in car without getting drenched, will go to o***.
me: on my way to o*** na.
3:58 pm
ok. *o*e*e* pa
me: you know what, even without the gifts, you're spending a small fortune on me. such a DOM. :)
me: ok
me: hahaha! sign at beer garden along araneta avenue: two in one ktv 8 years anniversary special free pulutan KISS ALL YOU CAN :) BWAHAHAHA! :)
me: you home na? i feel totally beaten up. will have a massage ha?
5:53 pm
ok. near house na. took a nap. didn't eat lunch
me: that traffic? yikes. am along katipunan also. slow moving traffic. you should eat.
5:55 pm
will grab a BITE
me: sige nga. where? bwahahaha! :) what time is your meeting? eat first before going.
[call]
me: tuloy meeting mo?
8:44 pm
9pm ucc temple. about to leave. are you done?
me: yes. going home na.
8:46 pm
ok love.
me: jan na ka meeting mo?
[call]
me: still at meeting?
10:17 pm
about to end
me: ok. just asking.
11:15 pm
i will sleep na. night love
me: ok. goodnight. will email soon. tapos na. just reading it through.
11:20 pm
night love. i'm imagining im biting and you are holding my *o*o
me: your *o*o! ew! od and wrinkly... holding lang, no licking? :)
11:22 pm
licking and sucking
me: haha... ok. :) goodnight :)
11:24 pm
night
Hello
me: i love you
6:44 am
I love you too love
me: since i can't kiss you now, i'll just imagine kissing you. gigil tongue kiss.
7:18 am
wow. i feel it. since i can't bite it now, i will just imagine.
me: :)
me: i have a persona question. you don't have to answer it if you don't want to. am just curious.
7:26 am
what is it?
me: when you do it with her, do you use any form of birth control? just really curious.
me: sorry, too personal.
me: you seem to be having a hard time with the question. don't answer it.
7:38 am
ok. the rare times we do it - we don't use anything if its safe and we use rubber i not
me: rubber? you have a stash of them at home? or is it planned? aren't those things spontaneous?
7:42 am
1 box of 3 pieces at home. gathering dust.
me: may expiration ata yun ha. you better check. in case you need it. and i'd like to know ha. i'll be honest and say that i'll have trouble dealing with your 2 ulam plate situation and don't know how i'll react. but i'd like to know. i think i should know when you do.
7:49 am
this is awkward but i will tell you
me: awkward. yes. :) sorry. demanding ba? and you shouldn't be defensive about how often you do it. its a marital obligation that i should deal with. even if you do it everyday, i have no right to complain and will just have to deal with it.
7:57 am
will tell you. its going to be once in a blue moon
me: ok
me: question. bakit hirap ka sagutin. dati naman, you could answer straight. now, parang you had a hard time answering.
[call]
9:21 am
thank you princess
me: :)
me: if we were living together, how often do you think we'd be doing it? would we be this active kaya? just thinking... and distracting you from your meeting. :)
11:52 am
biting every night
me: haha... biting lang. :) i can deal with that. will email you *i*a* soon
me: kunyari ka pa. you just wanted to hear my voice. :)
1:25 pm
and bite
me: nap over. :)
1:42 pm
bite time
me: ok. punta ka dito. :)
1:43 pm
alam mong di pwede kaya malakas loob mo. haha
me: yup. exactly. halika na. :) lock natin pinto. :)
1:45 pm
i will politely decline. haha
me: :) all bark, no BITE. :) haha!
1:47 pm
last night, all bite
me: kagabi pa yun. :)
1:49 pm
sorry, i am inadequate. haha
me: ok... drama...
1:51 pm
what time are you leaving for o***?
me: half an hour
1:52 pm
ok love
me: :)
me: where are you?
3:37 pm
*o*e*e*. ikaw?
me: san juan. picking up *a*i nd had 2nd lunch. :) tinola. yum. now having grapes and apples. when rain lets up enough for me to get in car without getting drenched, will go to o***.
me: on my way to o*** na.
3:58 pm
ok. *o*e*e* pa
me: you know what, even without the gifts, you're spending a small fortune on me. such a DOM. :)
me: ok
me: hahaha! sign at beer garden along araneta avenue: two in one ktv 8 years anniversary special free pulutan KISS ALL YOU CAN :) BWAHAHAHA! :)
me: you home na? i feel totally beaten up. will have a massage ha?
5:53 pm
ok. near house na. took a nap. didn't eat lunch
me: that traffic? yikes. am along katipunan also. slow moving traffic. you should eat.
5:55 pm
will grab a BITE
me: sige nga. where? bwahahaha! :) what time is your meeting? eat first before going.
[call]
me: tuloy meeting mo?
8:44 pm
9pm ucc temple. about to leave. are you done?
me: yes. going home na.
8:46 pm
ok love.
me: jan na ka meeting mo?
[call]
me: still at meeting?
10:17 pm
about to end
me: ok. just asking.
11:15 pm
i will sleep na. night love
me: ok. goodnight. will email soon. tapos na. just reading it through.
11:20 pm
night love. i'm imagining im biting and you are holding my *o*o
me: your *o*o! ew! od and wrinkly... holding lang, no licking? :)
11:22 pm
licking and sucking
me: haha... ok. :) goodnight :)
11:24 pm
night
Monday, August 25, 2008
miscellaneous
me: i know na why i feel disconnected. usually kc, i feel all giddy for at least half a day after we part ways. but today, pauwi pa lang, wala na. i think because i can feel you are also slowing down unconsciously. parang not as intense as before. its an underlying feeling, on the outside, you're the ame. but i feel that you aren't so into it as before. subtle changes. less "forever" in your voice and your words. maybe we were going so fast, you unconsciously put on the brake. or maybe nagplateau na. maybe i'mjust getting my period. maybe sawa ka na. i will sleep na. goodnight. love you **.
me: i'm sorry if i've given you the imnpression that you've been remiss, i'm sorry. you have not. i'm just looking for that, "i'd spend the rest of my life with you if i could" feeling, which i'm not getting now. i know you love me, but now, i feel you love me knowing it will end at some point. dati. i felt like you love me with the assumption that it wouldn't. yun lang. loving me knowing it will end is not a bad thing.
me: i'm sorry if i've given you the imnpression that you've been remiss, i'm sorry. you have not. i'm just looking for that, "i'd spend the rest of my life with you if i could" feeling, which i'm not getting now. i know you love me, but now, i feel you love me knowing it will end at some point. dati. i felt like you love me with the assumption that it wouldn't. yun lang. loving me knowing it will end is not a bad thing.
25 August 2008
7:21 am
Good morning
me: hi
8:01 am
treadmill
me: :)
8:02 am
call you after
me: ok
me: may i call? re: meeting?
me: sorry
10:31 am
we are early
me: mckinely na.
me: where do i go?
me: what i wanted to text you was to be patient and give me some time. i love you very much, which is why it isn't easy. and i think this is good for us din. dami complications. but am sure that i love you. and for the record, i would've turned back if i hand't called my mom.
2:59 pm
ok. i love you too
me: please be ok na. as far as i'm concerned, we're still good. yes, we have issues, but from my perspective, the issues are not fatal. just adjustments considering the unique situation. i love you. still the same level for me. maybe just different expectations.
me: sorry i missed your call again. still with my mom. she was freaking ou on the sales staff kc ang tagal.
4:26 pm
ok. sorry to bother you. i'm going home na to work
me: no bother. ok.
4:31 pm
you want to meet up in crowne plaza after your shopping?
me: today? pwede. till what time?
4:36 pm
9pm. i willgo there na and work 1st. thank you for saying pwede
4:50 pm
did you get my text
me: yes. just bringing *a**i* home and then going there na. here san juan na.
4:52 pm
bring computer and some work if ok. i have to work a bit, if ok
me: yes. was planning that.
4:54 pm
thank you
me: leaving san juan na. where do i go?
me: by the way, *a**i* hasn't noticed the flowers. he didn't say anything. maybe later.
5:08 pm
crowne plaza 1713
me: can you get me car pass?
5:12 pm
will go down now
me: ok. thank you.
me: you went through no entry sign.
9:08 pm
*i** did.
me: ok. but isn't that the same thing?
me: you home na?
9:26 pm
yes
me: ok. me din.
9:29 pm
i love you. i had a great day
me: :) you weren't having such a great day earlier. :)
9:31 pm
A BIT
me: argh!
9:33 pm
haha
me: so this is the horniest you've been your whole life?
9:34 pm
the most lambing
me: ok. :) if you prefer that word...
9:37 pm
a bit
me: kainis. bawal na bite! :)
9:38 pm
not bawal
me: :) ok. not bawal. is your family home na?
9:40 pm
yes.
me: ok. you didn't get in trouble?
9:44 pm
no. bath lang ako
me: ok.
me: i;m very tired. will sleep na after i take a shower ha. will just wake up early tomorrow to finish what i owe you.
9:56 pm
ok. night
me: ok. night.
Good morning
me: hi
8:01 am
treadmill
me: :)
8:02 am
call you after
me: ok
me: may i call? re: meeting?
me: sorry
10:31 am
we are early
me: mckinely na.
me: where do i go?
me: what i wanted to text you was to be patient and give me some time. i love you very much, which is why it isn't easy. and i think this is good for us din. dami complications. but am sure that i love you. and for the record, i would've turned back if i hand't called my mom.
2:59 pm
ok. i love you too
me: please be ok na. as far as i'm concerned, we're still good. yes, we have issues, but from my perspective, the issues are not fatal. just adjustments considering the unique situation. i love you. still the same level for me. maybe just different expectations.
me: sorry i missed your call again. still with my mom. she was freaking ou on the sales staff kc ang tagal.
4:26 pm
ok. sorry to bother you. i'm going home na to work
me: no bother. ok.
4:31 pm
you want to meet up in crowne plaza after your shopping?
me: today? pwede. till what time?
4:36 pm
9pm. i willgo there na and work 1st. thank you for saying pwede
4:50 pm
did you get my text
me: yes. just bringing *a**i* home and then going there na. here san juan na.
4:52 pm
bring computer and some work if ok. i have to work a bit, if ok
me: yes. was planning that.
4:54 pm
thank you
me: leaving san juan na. where do i go?
me: by the way, *a**i* hasn't noticed the flowers. he didn't say anything. maybe later.
5:08 pm
crowne plaza 1713
me: can you get me car pass?
5:12 pm
will go down now
me: ok. thank you.
me: you went through no entry sign.
9:08 pm
*i** did.
me: ok. but isn't that the same thing?
me: you home na?
9:26 pm
yes
me: ok. me din.
9:29 pm
i love you. i had a great day
me: :) you weren't having such a great day earlier. :)
9:31 pm
A BIT
me: argh!
9:33 pm
haha
me: so this is the horniest you've been your whole life?
9:34 pm
the most lambing
me: ok. :) if you prefer that word...
9:37 pm
a bit
me: kainis. bawal na bite! :)
9:38 pm
not bawal
me: :) ok. not bawal. is your family home na?
9:40 pm
yes.
me: ok. you didn't get in trouble?
9:44 pm
no. bath lang ako
me: ok.
me: i;m very tired. will sleep na after i take a shower ha. will just wake up early tomorrow to finish what i owe you.
9:56 pm
ok. night
me: ok. night.
Sunday, August 24, 2008
24 August 2008
7:29 am
hello. just woke up.
me: hi. meds?
[call]
me: what you doing?
11:43 pm
golf
me: i thought you were going to *e**ie
11:56 pm
going back. it rained
1:48 pm
what are you doing?
me: watching csi. you?
1:50 pm
waiting for resumption of match. light rain at rizal memorial
me: ok. how's that? what happens if rain won't let up?
1:53 pm
reset for tomorrow
me: duh. :)
3:16 pm
hello
me: hi. game resumed?
3:19 pm
not yet. what are you doing?
me: listening to my ipod on my new dock
3:27 pm
what time is your family dinner?
me: i don't know. maybe 8? i think you miss me
3:28 pm
a little
me: i think you're lying. i think you REALLY miss me. as in A LOT. and am not projecting ha. i can feel it. :)
3:31 pm
i admit. i am lying. i miss you terribly
me: :) what are you doing now?
3:35 pm
thinking of tentative plans for later before i invite. not sure pa eh kaya thinking pa lang. haha
me: ok. not exactly the answer i was looking for. where are you now? still in rizal?
3:38
waiting in rizal
me: for game to resume?
3:42 pm
yes
me: napping now
me: what you doing? dinner's been moved to 7.
5:54 pm
just got home. match did not push through. tomorrow na 9 am. will hear mass 6:30pm. sama ka bukas meeting with *o*o 10:30 am manila golf.
me: are you serious? meeting? with *o*o?
5:57 pm
yes x 3
me: do i have to? can't you just have dinner with me?
me: i meant lunch tomorrow?
5:59 pm
ok. lunch na lang tomorrow. paparazzi edsa shang. i have 3 pm at hotel
me: yey! paparazzi. :)
6:01 pm
sorry if i was not able to see you today
me: please don't apologize. its not an obligation. :)
6:08 pm
i asked *o*o if i could bring you tomorrow, if you are free. he said "yes please ask her to join us"
me: ew. do i have to?
6:10 pm
since agenda are all your concerns...
me: ok...
me: what are you having for dinner?
7:39 pm
paksiw. i have 8:30 pm meeting *a*e*
me: tonight? sama ako?
7:41 pm
later sensitive matters eh
me: ah... so you don't trust me?
7:51 pm
ano ka ba? hindi ako. sila ang maiilang.
me: haha! i was teasing. :) we haven't even started eating.
9:04 pm
hi pretty princess love. don't smiletoo much when you read this.
me: hi. hard not to. but i think i was successful.
9:10 pm
i love you
me: really? thank you. done with meeting?
9:42 pm
short meeting lang. just got home
10:05 pm
are you home na?
me: nope. prayer.
10:52 pm
i will sleep na love. night.
me: ok. night.
hello. just woke up.
me: hi. meds?
[call]
me: what you doing?
11:43 pm
golf
me: i thought you were going to *e**ie
11:56 pm
going back. it rained
1:48 pm
what are you doing?
me: watching csi. you?
1:50 pm
waiting for resumption of match. light rain at rizal memorial
me: ok. how's that? what happens if rain won't let up?
1:53 pm
reset for tomorrow
me: duh. :)
3:16 pm
hello
me: hi. game resumed?
3:19 pm
not yet. what are you doing?
me: listening to my ipod on my new dock
3:27 pm
what time is your family dinner?
me: i don't know. maybe 8? i think you miss me
3:28 pm
a little
me: i think you're lying. i think you REALLY miss me. as in A LOT. and am not projecting ha. i can feel it. :)
3:31 pm
i admit. i am lying. i miss you terribly
me: :) what are you doing now?
3:35 pm
thinking of tentative plans for later before i invite. not sure pa eh kaya thinking pa lang. haha
me: ok. not exactly the answer i was looking for. where are you now? still in rizal?
3:38
waiting in rizal
me: for game to resume?
3:42 pm
yes
me: napping now
me: what you doing? dinner's been moved to 7.
5:54 pm
just got home. match did not push through. tomorrow na 9 am. will hear mass 6:30pm. sama ka bukas meeting with *o*o 10:30 am manila golf.
me: are you serious? meeting? with *o*o?
5:57 pm
yes x 3
me: do i have to? can't you just have dinner with me?
me: i meant lunch tomorrow?
5:59 pm
ok. lunch na lang tomorrow. paparazzi edsa shang. i have 3 pm at hotel
me: yey! paparazzi. :)
6:01 pm
sorry if i was not able to see you today
me: please don't apologize. its not an obligation. :)
6:08 pm
i asked *o*o if i could bring you tomorrow, if you are free. he said "yes please ask her to join us"
me: ew. do i have to?
6:10 pm
since agenda are all your concerns...
me: ok...
me: what are you having for dinner?
7:39 pm
paksiw. i have 8:30 pm meeting *a*e*
me: tonight? sama ako?
7:41 pm
later sensitive matters eh
me: ah... so you don't trust me?
7:51 pm
ano ka ba? hindi ako. sila ang maiilang.
me: haha! i was teasing. :) we haven't even started eating.
9:04 pm
hi pretty princess love. don't smiletoo much when you read this.
me: hi. hard not to. but i think i was successful.
9:10 pm
i love you
me: really? thank you. done with meeting?
9:42 pm
short meeting lang. just got home
10:05 pm
are you home na?
me: nope. prayer.
10:52 pm
i will sleep na love. night.
me: ok. night.
Saturday, August 23, 2008
23 August 2008
7:18 am
hello
me: hi. you're up early. eat something.
8:01 am
yes. you just woke up?
me: yup. have you had breakfast? you didn't have dinner last night.
8:09 am
yes. will have breakfast. see you 10:15 am at cinema
me: why could you call me? are you alone there?
9:07 am
don't forget your vitamins
me: i actually almost forgot my meds. you also.
9:40 am
took them na
9:58 am
i just left house
me: thank you for the dock. :) but you shouldn't have...
me: on my way to mall pa lang. baka magkasabay pa tayo. i actually see you.
me: haha! was about to go out. then i saw your car. but na lang.
2:40 pm
uwi ka muna di ba?
me: yes. why?
2:41 pm
una na ko magpa download
me: ok.
me: this is fun. its the most normal saturday we've done yet. movie, lunch, shopping. the only weird part is that we're in separate cars. :) as if my parents are so strict i can't go on a date and have the guy pick me up, kailangan my own car. :)
me: don't laugh at my ipod ha. i haven't taken out the plastic. have not gotten a case. don't want to scratch it. :)
2:51 pm
ok
me: haha! my driver was right behind yours. :)
4:46 pm
i love you
me: i miss heaing you say that.
4:47 pm
me too
me: i love you too *e**. :) i had a great time. showed me that we can spend a great day together in public doing things rated pg. :)
me: am going home na lang. sleepy and i want to fiddle with my new dock. :)
4:48 pm
ok
4:50 pm
i had a great time too
me: haha... the irst thing i sa when i got home was the 51r. super thank you.
4:54 pm
welcome. more to come
me: :) no statements you won't follow through on, because i'll be expecting. :) all girls love flowers. :)
4:56 pm
ok
me: the dock is very cute. thank you. will bring to the office. :)
me: i like my flowers. can't believe you bought 5 dozens and left 9. :)
6:39 pm
haha
me: will nap. you still going out?
6:40 pm
not sure
me: ok. will nap.
7:42 pm
hello
me: hi. what you doing?
8:40 pm
home. watching dvd wanted. ikaw?
me: nakahaiga. di na kayo umalis? why?
8:42 pm
tinamad na. have you eaten?
me: no. you? what did you eat?
8:44 pm
nilagang baka. ate 1 small piece of beef
me: hmmmm... what else did you eat?
8:46 pm
mashed potato
me: that's it? you didn't eat anything else?
8:46 pm
yes. nothing else. what are you wearing?
me: wow, you're asking? but we only started dating again! :) red dress, blue polka dot undies. :)
8:54 pm
i was not asking about the undies. haha
me: yes you were. :) admit it!
8:56 pm
sige na nga
me: aside from being my boss, how would you describe yourself in relation to me? me to you? what word would you use?
me: apart from boss and apart from sd.
9 pm
special friend. baduy ba?
me: ew. ultra baduy. parang, um, no thanks na lang? :) so kung aamin ka kay nono, you'll tell him i'm your 'special friend?' ew!
9:03 pm
lover?
me: ew!
me: that sounds so physical. waht does it mean to people your age? :) to me, parang, ew!
9:04 pm
ano ba dapat?
me: di ko alam kaya ako nagtatanong. between you and me, you should know. :)
9:05 pm
soulmate?
me: cheesy! :) what word would you use, if let's say aamin ka to someone you trust.
me: aha! i thought of the word you'd use but are afraid to tell me you'd use it. BABAE. wahahaha! tama?!
9:10 pm
the wife i could have had
me: :) bola. :)
9:14 pm
last thursday, i promised myself that i will do everything so that the word BOLA will never be used to describe how i treat you. i guess i failed.
me: ano ba. i was teasing. its my way of making light of something i want but know i shouldn't want.
9:17 pm
ok
9:24 pm
i'm sorry, but i'm a bit sad now
me: Please don't be. we had such a great day!
9:25 pm
akala ko kasi di na ko bolero
me: hay. trust was never my issue. it was morebeing taken for granted. and assuming trust (under which bolero falls under) were an issue, you said you'd try to prove otherwise. its only been two days. but it isn't an issue. i know you love me. just how much, maybe yun pa, i'm reassessing. but am hoping you'll prove to me how much you love me.
9:35 pm
ok. i told myself that i will no longer verbalize my promises. will just do them.
me: :) that works for me. are you still sad?
9:37 pm
a bit
me: please don't be. if your intention today ws to make me happy and to prove to me you really care, you accomplished that.
9:40 pm
have you eaten?
me: yes. just now. red rice and kalabasa. yum! pigil pa nga eh.
9:44 pm
aalis ka pa?
me: hindi na. tamad na e. but i want ice cream ulit. :)
9:54 pm
let's do that again. might sleep early
me: ok. sleep na. fixing my lyrics and album art.
9:57 pm
i love you princess love
10:07 pm
i love you princess love
me: so this means you will treat me like a princess always and make me always feel loved?
10:10 pm
yes, with all my heart
me: ok. i will hold you to that. :)
10:12 pm
ok. night.
me: the roses are really very beautiful. thank you. :)
hello
me: hi. you're up early. eat something.
8:01 am
yes. you just woke up?
me: yup. have you had breakfast? you didn't have dinner last night.
8:09 am
yes. will have breakfast. see you 10:15 am at cinema
me: why could you call me? are you alone there?
9:07 am
don't forget your vitamins
me: i actually almost forgot my meds. you also.
9:40 am
took them na
9:58 am
i just left house
me: thank you for the dock. :) but you shouldn't have...
me: on my way to mall pa lang. baka magkasabay pa tayo. i actually see you.
me: haha! was about to go out. then i saw your car. but na lang.
2:40 pm
uwi ka muna di ba?
me: yes. why?
2:41 pm
una na ko magpa download
me: ok.
me: this is fun. its the most normal saturday we've done yet. movie, lunch, shopping. the only weird part is that we're in separate cars. :) as if my parents are so strict i can't go on a date and have the guy pick me up, kailangan my own car. :)
me: don't laugh at my ipod ha. i haven't taken out the plastic. have not gotten a case. don't want to scratch it. :)
2:51 pm
ok
me: haha! my driver was right behind yours. :)
4:46 pm
i love you
me: i miss heaing you say that.
4:47 pm
me too
me: i love you too *e**. :) i had a great time. showed me that we can spend a great day together in public doing things rated pg. :)
me: am going home na lang. sleepy and i want to fiddle with my new dock. :)
4:48 pm
ok
4:50 pm
i had a great time too
me: haha... the irst thing i sa when i got home was the 51r. super thank you.
4:54 pm
welcome. more to come
me: :) no statements you won't follow through on, because i'll be expecting. :) all girls love flowers. :)
4:56 pm
ok
me: the dock is very cute. thank you. will bring to the office. :)
me: i like my flowers. can't believe you bought 5 dozens and left 9. :)
6:39 pm
haha
me: will nap. you still going out?
6:40 pm
not sure
me: ok. will nap.
7:42 pm
hello
me: hi. what you doing?
8:40 pm
home. watching dvd wanted. ikaw?
me: nakahaiga. di na kayo umalis? why?
8:42 pm
tinamad na. have you eaten?
me: no. you? what did you eat?
8:44 pm
nilagang baka. ate 1 small piece of beef
me: hmmmm... what else did you eat?
8:46 pm
mashed potato
me: that's it? you didn't eat anything else?
8:46 pm
yes. nothing else. what are you wearing?
me: wow, you're asking? but we only started dating again! :) red dress, blue polka dot undies. :)
8:54 pm
i was not asking about the undies. haha
me: yes you were. :) admit it!
8:56 pm
sige na nga
me: aside from being my boss, how would you describe yourself in relation to me? me to you? what word would you use?
me: apart from boss and apart from sd.
9 pm
special friend. baduy ba?
me: ew. ultra baduy. parang, um, no thanks na lang? :) so kung aamin ka kay nono, you'll tell him i'm your 'special friend?' ew!
9:03 pm
lover?
me: ew!
me: that sounds so physical. waht does it mean to people your age? :) to me, parang, ew!
9:04 pm
ano ba dapat?
me: di ko alam kaya ako nagtatanong. between you and me, you should know. :)
9:05 pm
soulmate?
me: cheesy! :) what word would you use, if let's say aamin ka to someone you trust.
me: aha! i thought of the word you'd use but are afraid to tell me you'd use it. BABAE. wahahaha! tama?!
9:10 pm
the wife i could have had
me: :) bola. :)
9:14 pm
last thursday, i promised myself that i will do everything so that the word BOLA will never be used to describe how i treat you. i guess i failed.
me: ano ba. i was teasing. its my way of making light of something i want but know i shouldn't want.
9:17 pm
ok
9:24 pm
i'm sorry, but i'm a bit sad now
me: Please don't be. we had such a great day!
9:25 pm
akala ko kasi di na ko bolero
me: hay. trust was never my issue. it was morebeing taken for granted. and assuming trust (under which bolero falls under) were an issue, you said you'd try to prove otherwise. its only been two days. but it isn't an issue. i know you love me. just how much, maybe yun pa, i'm reassessing. but am hoping you'll prove to me how much you love me.
9:35 pm
ok. i told myself that i will no longer verbalize my promises. will just do them.
me: :) that works for me. are you still sad?
9:37 pm
a bit
me: please don't be. if your intention today ws to make me happy and to prove to me you really care, you accomplished that.
9:40 pm
have you eaten?
me: yes. just now. red rice and kalabasa. yum! pigil pa nga eh.
9:44 pm
aalis ka pa?
me: hindi na. tamad na e. but i want ice cream ulit. :)
9:54 pm
let's do that again. might sleep early
me: ok. sleep na. fixing my lyrics and album art.
9:57 pm
i love you princess love
10:07 pm
i love you princess love
me: so this means you will treat me like a princess always and make me always feel loved?
10:10 pm
yes, with all my heart
me: ok. i will hold you to that. :)
10:12 pm
ok. night.
me: the roses are really very beautiful. thank you. :)
Friday, August 22, 2008
22 August 2008
6:17 am
Good morning. sorry.
6:19 am
hello
me: hi
6:21 am
Sorry to wake you. go back to sleep please
me: that's ok. was awake
6:22 am
ok. i'm sorry
me: sorry for what?
6:25 am
for yesterday. how i treated you.
me: just make good on what you text me yesterday
6:32 am
yes **ty*. if its ok with you and i am not assuming you will say yes, i would like to invite you for lunch and movie tomorrow. the reason i could not invite you for something ele is obvious - it wouldn't be proper at this considering what i did.
me: lunch and movie sound good. and if you had asked me for something else, i think i would have politely refused.
6:34 am
thank you for saying yes.
me: :)
8:33 am
hello. what are you doing? sorry again
me: hi. just woke up
10:53 am
may i call?
me: of course
me: will have lunch with my mom then wake
12:06 pm
ok **ty*
1:15 pm
hello
me: hi. with my mom now.,
1:44 PM
Ok. hello. thinking about you. sorry again
me: :) you're sweet.
1:46 pm
all bark, no bite
me: :) that's your diskarte, if may bite pa din.
1:49 pm
yes, i know
me: what did you have for lunch?
1:52 pm
soup lang. wala akong gana eh.
me: you might get ulcers. please eat
1:54 pm
after class na lang
me: ok
me: have you eaten?
4:05 pm
not yet. have 4:30 pm meeting. dun na lang
me: ok. ulcers
me: i got the 51r. :) why 51? :)
5:40 pm
i'm glad imade you smile. sorry again
me: i'm still smiling. :) 51r i think that's a record that won't be broken. :)
5:42 pm
i'm smiling na rin
6:21 pm
i am smiling na rin
me: i love my 51r. :) its been years sie anybody gaveme flowers. :)
7:29 pm
i'm smiling.
me: have you had dinner? what did you eat? what movie you watching?
7:36 pm
clone wars. don't feel like eating
me: are you serious? why? :(
7:41 pm
sad pa on what happened yesterday. not myself today
7:57 pm
sad pa on what happened yesterday. not myself today
me: we're figuring things out naman right?
8:05 pm
yes we are
9:05 pm
hello. what are you doing?
me: hi. on my way to pasig. thanks for the 51r. they're very pretty. you?
9:08 pm
just got home. didn't have dinner
me: oh no. please don't be sad. what are your plans tomorrow?
9:13 pm
lunch and movie with you unless you don't want to
me:yes, you said that earlier, and i said yes. not changing my mind. :) what are the specifics. and what's your day like tomorrow, apart from your plans with me.
me: listening to a song i think by rod steward. nice lyrics,"you're in my heart, you're in my soul. you'll be my breath when i grow old. you are my lover, you're my best friend. you're in my heart." i think everyone deserves to find someone they feel that way about.
9:21 pm
before and after you, i will just be by myself. i was thinking of watching john lloyd in megamall. will check.
me: ok. what did you buy at the mac store
9:25 pm
home and car charge, case
me: i thought you had a case na
9:27 pm
wala pa. what are you doing?
me: still on the way to pasig. dropped by mcdo to buy my kids fries
9:29 pm
what are you wearing? i didn't see you today. yes, my fault.
me: jeans and black shirt
9:38 pm
1st showing john lloyd tomorrow is at 10:45am then 1 pm. 10:45am tayo?
me: your sport was javelin right?
9:38 pm
yes, javelin. why?
9:39 pm
college varsity
me: its the sport showing in the olympics now. 10:45 is ok.
9:40 pm
will take a bath muna. 10:45am ok
10:05 pm
i miss you
me: :) we're seeing each other tomorrow.
10:07 pm
sorry, could not take back what i said
me: hahaha... i thought you forgot about what you said. :)
me: my mom saw the flowers. told her i didn't know who it was from. she said maybe nono. :)
10:11 pm
that's good. why not me kaya?
me: maybe she's in denial. :)
10:14 pm
what did she say about 51?
me: she doesn't know its 51
10:16 pm
i mean sa dami
me: wala. :)
me: what are we going to do after lunch.
10:36 pm
what do you want?
me:i don't know. you're the one making plans. :)
10:38 pm
i don't know too. lets play it by ear
me: ok
11:19 pm
what are you doing?
11:42 pm
night
me: sorry. phone is on silent. still in pasig but going home na. night.
Good morning. sorry.
6:19 am
hello
me: hi
6:21 am
Sorry to wake you. go back to sleep please
me: that's ok. was awake
6:22 am
ok. i'm sorry
me: sorry for what?
6:25 am
for yesterday. how i treated you.
me: just make good on what you text me yesterday
6:32 am
yes **ty*. if its ok with you and i am not assuming you will say yes, i would like to invite you for lunch and movie tomorrow. the reason i could not invite you for something ele is obvious - it wouldn't be proper at this considering what i did.
me: lunch and movie sound good. and if you had asked me for something else, i think i would have politely refused.
6:34 am
thank you for saying yes.
me: :)
8:33 am
hello. what are you doing? sorry again
me: hi. just woke up
10:53 am
may i call?
me: of course
me: will have lunch with my mom then wake
12:06 pm
ok **ty*
1:15 pm
hello
me: hi. with my mom now.,
1:44 PM
Ok. hello. thinking about you. sorry again
me: :) you're sweet.
1:46 pm
all bark, no bite
me: :) that's your diskarte, if may bite pa din.
1:49 pm
yes, i know
me: what did you have for lunch?
1:52 pm
soup lang. wala akong gana eh.
me: you might get ulcers. please eat
1:54 pm
after class na lang
me: ok
me: have you eaten?
4:05 pm
not yet. have 4:30 pm meeting. dun na lang
me: ok. ulcers
me: i got the 51r. :) why 51? :)
5:40 pm
i'm glad imade you smile. sorry again
me: i'm still smiling. :) 51r i think that's a record that won't be broken. :)
5:42 pm
i'm smiling na rin
6:21 pm
i am smiling na rin
me: i love my 51r. :) its been years sie anybody gaveme flowers. :)
7:29 pm
i'm smiling.
me: have you had dinner? what did you eat? what movie you watching?
7:36 pm
clone wars. don't feel like eating
me: are you serious? why? :(
7:41 pm
sad pa on what happened yesterday. not myself today
7:57 pm
sad pa on what happened yesterday. not myself today
me: we're figuring things out naman right?
8:05 pm
yes we are
9:05 pm
hello. what are you doing?
me: hi. on my way to pasig. thanks for the 51r. they're very pretty. you?
9:08 pm
just got home. didn't have dinner
me: oh no. please don't be sad. what are your plans tomorrow?
9:13 pm
lunch and movie with you unless you don't want to
me:yes, you said that earlier, and i said yes. not changing my mind. :) what are the specifics. and what's your day like tomorrow, apart from your plans with me.
me: listening to a song i think by rod steward. nice lyrics,"you're in my heart, you're in my soul. you'll be my breath when i grow old. you are my lover, you're my best friend. you're in my heart." i think everyone deserves to find someone they feel that way about.
9:21 pm
before and after you, i will just be by myself. i was thinking of watching john lloyd in megamall. will check.
me: ok. what did you buy at the mac store
9:25 pm
home and car charge, case
me: i thought you had a case na
9:27 pm
wala pa. what are you doing?
me: still on the way to pasig. dropped by mcdo to buy my kids fries
9:29 pm
what are you wearing? i didn't see you today. yes, my fault.
me: jeans and black shirt
9:38 pm
1st showing john lloyd tomorrow is at 10:45am then 1 pm. 10:45am tayo?
me: your sport was javelin right?
9:38 pm
yes, javelin. why?
9:39 pm
college varsity
me: its the sport showing in the olympics now. 10:45 is ok.
9:40 pm
will take a bath muna. 10:45am ok
10:05 pm
i miss you
me: :) we're seeing each other tomorrow.
10:07 pm
sorry, could not take back what i said
me: hahaha... i thought you forgot about what you said. :)
me: my mom saw the flowers. told her i didn't know who it was from. she said maybe nono. :)
10:11 pm
that's good. why not me kaya?
me: maybe she's in denial. :)
10:14 pm
what did she say about 51?
me: she doesn't know its 51
10:16 pm
i mean sa dami
me: wala. :)
me: what are we going to do after lunch.
10:36 pm
what do you want?
me:i don't know. you're the one making plans. :)
10:38 pm
i don't know too. lets play it by ear
me: ok
11:19 pm
what are you doing?
11:42 pm
night
me: sorry. phone is on silent. still in pasig but going home na. night.
Thursday, August 21, 2008
21 August 2008
me: there used to be a text from you right when i wake up. now, no na. :( meds?
7:24 am
I was planning to text you 7:30 am. ayoko manggising. meds done. middle of meeting. started 7am.
me: sorry. won't bother you na.
7:25 am
love you. call you after meeting. don't be tampo.
7:30 am
hello. love you. call you after meeting. don't be tampo.
me: ok
10:18 am
hello
me: hi. what you doing?
10:46 am
*ws* board. ikaw?
me: thank you for texting me. oops! you didn't pala. :)
me: i miss you b***. i love you. i'm glad i have you. i wish we were more. i hope you never tire of me.
1:41 pm
i'll call in a bit
me: are you going to sit in the **c board pa? what happened to that plan?
2:11 pm
tuloy pero awaiting developments pa
me: you said you had a 3pm. but that wasn't in your sched that you text last night.
3:33 pm
where are you?
me: on my way to pick up javi. i'm almost 45mins late. you?
3:35 pm
fridays at fort
me: doing what?
3:36 pm
meeting re: ***** airport
me: ok. not in your text last night.
3:38 pm
just set this am
me: thanks for texting me about it. ay, you didn't pala. :)
5:04 pm
in front of la salle
me: ok. where will we meet?
5:05 pm
2nd floor, stores that download videos
me: ok.
6:32 pm
thank you and i am sorry. nag change of plans sila eh
me: i understand the need to be dutiful and acknowledge that i am the one who needs to step back. but am a person. not an ornament. i didn't feel respected. despite the fact that what i am is not respectable, i do expect you to treat me with respec. after all,we're in this together. i am not tampo because that's not what i feel. i do not appreciate what happened. have not analyzed things yet so i don't want to discuss.
6:46 pm
yes, you are right. it was disrespectful of me. i am sorry. i know i hurt you, now it hurts here at my end. sorry for causing this. inadequacies are piling up.
me: i felt like a total panakip butas. i'd like to think am not a difficult person. but let me say this, i think that this is the first time i genuinely felt like crying because of why you did
me: as in umiinit yun mata ko and nagsasara lalamunan ko.
7:32 pm
i call you princess but i on't treat you like one. sorry.
me: i will not disagree. you used to. not today.
7:33 pm
i say i love you but discarded you today and took you for grantd. sorry.
me: yes you did. i don't like feeling discarded. that's how my husband treated me. i honestly didn't think you'd make me feel that way.
7:34 pm
i say i miss you but i don't show it and i don't make time for you. sorry.
7:35 pm
i say i value you but i was not totally honest with you. sorry.
me: you put a lot of thought into your texts. :) making me feel a bit better.
7:37 pm
i say i will be different but today i am no different from him. sorry.
7:38 pm
i promisd before i will not make you cry, but today you did because of me. sorry.
me: ok,**. how can i not forgive someone who text me all those.
7:39 pm
right now what i have texted are all words...
7:41 pm
hopefully, if you still believe in me tomorrow, things will be better and different. don't give up on me . again, i am sorry *ut*a
7:51 pm
now till i change for real, i will not call you princess, i will not say i love you, i will not claim to miss you, i will not say i will not hurt you, i will not make promises. rest assured it will only be a matter of time.
7:54 pm
ok. you got my earlier text
me: yes. now lang i read it. clean slate is good. i think this thing we had moved too fast for a while. maybe this is how it self corrects. we're going back to being friends? and you go back to ligaw mode?
8:01 pm
hello. 8am manila hotel ****. 10am diamond hotel ***. 11:30 am powerplant *** concern with nueva ecija. 2pm class. then movie with sila. haha
me: ok
8:04 pm
may i ask what are you doing and where are you?
me: on my way to pic up mariel. going to the wake
8:07 pm
ok. ingat
8:24 pm
i ate max fried chicken
me: not good.
8:25 pm
i know. sorry **. will take meds na
me: but you knew you were going to order that. it was a conscious choice
8:27 pm
:)
8:51 pm
have you taken your dinner?
me: nope.
8:53 pm
ok
8:55 pm
what time will you eat?
me: in a bit. will have dinner with mariel.
8:57 pm
ok. sorry again
m: ok. just remember what you text earlier and make good on it.
8:59 pm
yes **ty*
9:54 pm
have you eaten?
11:08 pm
where are you? what time are you going home?
me: was just about to text you that am home na.
11:10 pm
did you go to wake
me: yes. with mariel. we had dinner after. was supposed to go to a friend's birthday but late na.
11:13 pm
what are you doing?
me: eating the fruits that javi asked for but wouldn't eat. why aren't you asleep yet?
11:15 pm
waiting for you to get home
me: :) sleep na. you have an early day tomorrow
11:19 pm
couldn't sleep pa eh
me: why?
11:20 pm
thinking of what happened
me: hmmm... what was the occassion today ba?
11:23 pm
the day i made **ty* cry
me: ya. hmmmm. but that's not what i meant. why did you have to be home.
11:27 pm
they wanted to have dinner. dapat hindi sila uwi early.
me: you should have said so.
11:29 pm
i should have
me: thing is, if that happened to me, i would've reacted differently. all i know is that i would not have dropped you as quickly. i know i signed up for this job, 2nd fiddle, but i didn't reaize it meant being 2nd class. am sorry. but i am not sure i can deal with that.
11:43 pm
yes, i treated you 2nd lcass. realized that. i'm sorry. masakit for me to realize i treated you like that.
me: don't be sorry., just shows how much you love your family. i just overestimated how you felt about me. again, i should know my place. now i do. and will adjust my expectations accordingly.
me: meds?
11:52 pm
done. salamat for the reminder. don't know what to reply to your last text
me: if there's nothing you want to say, you don't have to say anything. you should sleep. its late and you have an early day tomorrow.
11:55 pm
sige, i won't bug you na. i will try to sleep na. baka lang it may take a while. night. again, sorry. you deserve more.
me: goodnight.
me: i don't know if i deserve more. but i do think i deserve to be treated better.
12:36 am
yes you do
me: i'm sorry **. i wish i could sweep this under the rug and pretend it doesn't bother me until it actually stops bothering me. but its hard to ignore. i really feel bad. maybe am hormonal. but am having a hard time dealing with what this all means. i can do with a 2nd place finish. but i cannot accept 2nd class. no matter how imnportant you are to me. that was my condition to myself. 2nd place, but only becuase i was born 12years late. i had to believe i was your should've been but today, i saw that i am not. and its killing me.
3:31 am
again, i'm very sorry
7:24 am
I was planning to text you 7:30 am. ayoko manggising. meds done. middle of meeting. started 7am.
me: sorry. won't bother you na.
7:25 am
love you. call you after meeting. don't be tampo.
7:30 am
hello. love you. call you after meeting. don't be tampo.
me: ok
10:18 am
hello
me: hi. what you doing?
10:46 am
*ws* board. ikaw?
me: thank you for texting me. oops! you didn't pala. :)
me: i miss you b***. i love you. i'm glad i have you. i wish we were more. i hope you never tire of me.
1:41 pm
i'll call in a bit
me: are you going to sit in the **c board pa? what happened to that plan?
2:11 pm
tuloy pero awaiting developments pa
me: you said you had a 3pm. but that wasn't in your sched that you text last night.
3:33 pm
where are you?
me: on my way to pick up javi. i'm almost 45mins late. you?
3:35 pm
fridays at fort
me: doing what?
3:36 pm
meeting re: ***** airport
me: ok. not in your text last night.
3:38 pm
just set this am
me: thanks for texting me about it. ay, you didn't pala. :)
5:04 pm
in front of la salle
me: ok. where will we meet?
5:05 pm
2nd floor, stores that download videos
me: ok.
6:32 pm
thank you and i am sorry. nag change of plans sila eh
me: i understand the need to be dutiful and acknowledge that i am the one who needs to step back. but am a person. not an ornament. i didn't feel respected. despite the fact that what i am is not respectable, i do expect you to treat me with respec. after all,we're in this together. i am not tampo because that's not what i feel. i do not appreciate what happened. have not analyzed things yet so i don't want to discuss.
6:46 pm
yes, you are right. it was disrespectful of me. i am sorry. i know i hurt you, now it hurts here at my end. sorry for causing this. inadequacies are piling up.
me: i felt like a total panakip butas. i'd like to think am not a difficult person. but let me say this, i think that this is the first time i genuinely felt like crying because of why you did
me: as in umiinit yun mata ko and nagsasara lalamunan ko.
7:32 pm
i call you princess but i on't treat you like one. sorry.
me: i will not disagree. you used to. not today.
7:33 pm
i say i love you but discarded you today and took you for grantd. sorry.
me: yes you did. i don't like feeling discarded. that's how my husband treated me. i honestly didn't think you'd make me feel that way.
7:34 pm
i say i miss you but i don't show it and i don't make time for you. sorry.
7:35 pm
i say i value you but i was not totally honest with you. sorry.
me: you put a lot of thought into your texts. :) making me feel a bit better.
7:37 pm
i say i will be different but today i am no different from him. sorry.
7:38 pm
i promisd before i will not make you cry, but today you did because of me. sorry.
me: ok,**. how can i not forgive someone who text me all those.
7:39 pm
right now what i have texted are all words...
7:41 pm
hopefully, if you still believe in me tomorrow, things will be better and different. don't give up on me . again, i am sorry *ut*a
7:51 pm
now till i change for real, i will not call you princess, i will not say i love you, i will not claim to miss you, i will not say i will not hurt you, i will not make promises. rest assured it will only be a matter of time.
7:54 pm
ok. you got my earlier text
me: yes. now lang i read it. clean slate is good. i think this thing we had moved too fast for a while. maybe this is how it self corrects. we're going back to being friends? and you go back to ligaw mode?
8:01 pm
hello. 8am manila hotel ****. 10am diamond hotel ***. 11:30 am powerplant *** concern with nueva ecija. 2pm class. then movie with sila. haha
me: ok
8:04 pm
may i ask what are you doing and where are you?
me: on my way to pic up mariel. going to the wake
8:07 pm
ok. ingat
8:24 pm
i ate max fried chicken
me: not good.
8:25 pm
i know. sorry **. will take meds na
me: but you knew you were going to order that. it was a conscious choice
8:27 pm
:)
8:51 pm
have you taken your dinner?
me: nope.
8:53 pm
ok
8:55 pm
what time will you eat?
me: in a bit. will have dinner with mariel.
8:57 pm
ok. sorry again
m: ok. just remember what you text earlier and make good on it.
8:59 pm
yes **ty*
9:54 pm
have you eaten?
11:08 pm
where are you? what time are you going home?
me: was just about to text you that am home na.
11:10 pm
did you go to wake
me: yes. with mariel. we had dinner after. was supposed to go to a friend's birthday but late na.
11:13 pm
what are you doing?
me: eating the fruits that javi asked for but wouldn't eat. why aren't you asleep yet?
11:15 pm
waiting for you to get home
me: :) sleep na. you have an early day tomorrow
11:19 pm
couldn't sleep pa eh
me: why?
11:20 pm
thinking of what happened
me: hmmm... what was the occassion today ba?
11:23 pm
the day i made **ty* cry
me: ya. hmmmm. but that's not what i meant. why did you have to be home.
11:27 pm
they wanted to have dinner. dapat hindi sila uwi early.
me: you should have said so.
11:29 pm
i should have
me: thing is, if that happened to me, i would've reacted differently. all i know is that i would not have dropped you as quickly. i know i signed up for this job, 2nd fiddle, but i didn't reaize it meant being 2nd class. am sorry. but i am not sure i can deal with that.
11:43 pm
yes, i treated you 2nd lcass. realized that. i'm sorry. masakit for me to realize i treated you like that.
me: don't be sorry., just shows how much you love your family. i just overestimated how you felt about me. again, i should know my place. now i do. and will adjust my expectations accordingly.
me: meds?
11:52 pm
done. salamat for the reminder. don't know what to reply to your last text
me: if there's nothing you want to say, you don't have to say anything. you should sleep. its late and you have an early day tomorrow.
11:55 pm
sige, i won't bug you na. i will try to sleep na. baka lang it may take a while. night. again, sorry. you deserve more.
me: goodnight.
me: i don't know if i deserve more. but i do think i deserve to be treated better.
12:36 am
yes you do
me: i'm sorry **. i wish i could sweep this under the rug and pretend it doesn't bother me until it actually stops bothering me. but its hard to ignore. i really feel bad. maybe am hormonal. but am having a hard time dealing with what this all means. i can do with a 2nd place finish. but i cannot accept 2nd class. no matter how imnportant you are to me. that was my condition to myself. 2nd place, but only becuase i was born 12years late. i had to believe i was your should've been but today, i saw that i am not. and its killing me.
3:31 am
again, i'm very sorry
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
20 August 2008
7:27 am
hello
me: hi sorry. woke up at 6 not 4 as planned. still working on bullets. will email soon. did you take your meds last night?
7:31 am
that's ok. took meds last night and this morning.
me: ok
7:32 am
i love you. you are pretty
me: thank you . but you haven't seen me today. how can you tell?
7:33 am
you are always pretty
me: :) and you make bola. which is good. girls like bola. :)
7:36 am
back to work. i'm getting ready na. call you when i'm in car
me: yes. sucks. will just finish this and bring javi to pasig then go to office na
me: will get ready na. may not be able to answer your call
8:07 am
may i call now
me: ok
12:30 pm
i have not had breakfast. i though i was going to eat spaghetti
me: i brought the spaghetti. forgot you were leaving early
12:39 pm
i'm hungry. kawawa naman ako
me: sorry... you didn't eat your mamon kc.
12:40 pm
yes, my fault
1 pm
i have headache
me: sorry na nga eh
me: may solgen pa ba? haven't they declared?
2:50 pm
tuloy. they will not declare
me: ok. may nap. got 4 hours of sleep. may just work in ortigas.
2:53 pm
ok dear
2:59 pm
i'm hungry. will eat at shakey's, powerplant
me: why shakey's! that's oily! eat something healthy!
3:06 pm
wala na pala shakey's at powerplant. baka lobby of a hotel. i will eat saghetti or pasta. killing time.
me: ok. avoid beef. no fried.
3:07 pm
yes love
me: what you doing?
3:28 pm
at milky way, pasay road. waiting for my spaghetti
me: ok. let's eat in cirkulo once
3:30 pm
ok love
me: what you doing?
5:25 pm
with solgen
me: ok
me: now lang i realized that you looking for spaghetti for merienda was a parinig because i didn't offer you spaghetti for breakfast. :( i said i'm sorry. :(
5:57 pm
haha. i love you
me: still with solgen?
6:39 pm
yes. malapit na
me: ok. leavin for ortigas. was so tired.
[call]
me: am in the car na
[call]
me: meds? what did you have for dinner?
9:03 pm
done. fish, pinakbet, roast chicken
me: ok. good. in pasig na. text you when i left. tagal mo sumagot. :)
9:05 pm
didn't get text
9:06 pm
i did pala. sorry
me: about the meds. anyway, here na. will text you later.
9:07 pm
ok love
me: home na. goodnight.
11:27 pm
Why early?
me: didn't pass by wake. thought you were asleep na.
11:30 pm
I was waiting for you to text, to get home.
11:38 pm
you got my text
me: :) i thought you forgot me na. you haven't text your sched.
me: haha... i text you but didn't know i didn't send it. was waiting for your reply
11:42 pm
8am water then officethen 10am world bank ***** district then 12nn phil sports then office. ikaw?
me: morning ***lm. 12nn *b* board
11:43 pm
how come you didn't go to wake?
me: late na. kids were with me. had pa curfew. will go tomorrow.
11:46 pm
curfew? i love you. night.
me: yes. your curfew. because you are demanding. :) love you too. goodnight.
11:47 pm
night
hello
me: hi sorry. woke up at 6 not 4 as planned. still working on bullets. will email soon. did you take your meds last night?
7:31 am
that's ok. took meds last night and this morning.
me: ok
7:32 am
i love you. you are pretty
me: thank you . but you haven't seen me today. how can you tell?
7:33 am
you are always pretty
me: :) and you make bola. which is good. girls like bola. :)
7:36 am
back to work. i'm getting ready na. call you when i'm in car
me: yes. sucks. will just finish this and bring javi to pasig then go to office na
me: will get ready na. may not be able to answer your call
8:07 am
may i call now
me: ok
12:30 pm
i have not had breakfast. i though i was going to eat spaghetti
me: i brought the spaghetti. forgot you were leaving early
12:39 pm
i'm hungry. kawawa naman ako
me: sorry... you didn't eat your mamon kc.
12:40 pm
yes, my fault
1 pm
i have headache
me: sorry na nga eh
me: may solgen pa ba? haven't they declared?
2:50 pm
tuloy. they will not declare
me: ok. may nap. got 4 hours of sleep. may just work in ortigas.
2:53 pm
ok dear
2:59 pm
i'm hungry. will eat at shakey's, powerplant
me: why shakey's! that's oily! eat something healthy!
3:06 pm
wala na pala shakey's at powerplant. baka lobby of a hotel. i will eat saghetti or pasta. killing time.
me: ok. avoid beef. no fried.
3:07 pm
yes love
me: what you doing?
3:28 pm
at milky way, pasay road. waiting for my spaghetti
me: ok. let's eat in cirkulo once
3:30 pm
ok love
me: what you doing?
5:25 pm
with solgen
me: ok
me: now lang i realized that you looking for spaghetti for merienda was a parinig because i didn't offer you spaghetti for breakfast. :( i said i'm sorry. :(
5:57 pm
haha. i love you
me: still with solgen?
6:39 pm
yes. malapit na
me: ok. leavin for ortigas. was so tired.
[call]
me: am in the car na
[call]
me: meds? what did you have for dinner?
9:03 pm
done. fish, pinakbet, roast chicken
me: ok. good. in pasig na. text you when i left. tagal mo sumagot. :)
9:05 pm
didn't get text
9:06 pm
i did pala. sorry
me: about the meds. anyway, here na. will text you later.
9:07 pm
ok love
me: home na. goodnight.
11:27 pm
Why early?
me: didn't pass by wake. thought you were asleep na.
11:30 pm
I was waiting for you to text, to get home.
11:38 pm
you got my text
me: :) i thought you forgot me na. you haven't text your sched.
me: haha... i text you but didn't know i didn't send it. was waiting for your reply
11:42 pm
8am water then officethen 10am world bank ***** district then 12nn phil sports then office. ikaw?
me: morning ***lm. 12nn *b* board
11:43 pm
how come you didn't go to wake?
me: late na. kids were with me. had pa curfew. will go tomorrow.
11:46 pm
curfew? i love you. night.
me: yes. your curfew. because you are demanding. :) love you too. goodnight.
11:47 pm
night
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
19 August 2008
7:24 am
Good morning
me: hi. meds. taking mine. what's your day like?
7:51 am
took meds. going to law office. lunch at gourdos, fort jv presentation. 5pm fort with ***. 7pm dinner at edsa shang north**** with ***
me: ok
me: i look cute today. sophisticated cute. first lady cute. :)
11:43 am
aber
1:27 pm
where are you?
me: on the way to the fort. you're done?
1:30 pm
not yet
me: ok. planning to find a coffee shop and read while i'm waiting for you.
1:55 pm
malapit na ko
me: am hungry ha. haven't had lunch.
me: am just in seattle's best, in high street. text me when you're done. i need tocall the driver to take my things.
me: matapos? ok. text me when you're leaving and where you want to meet up.
1:58 pm
greenbelt 5 nalang tayo meet
me: ok. now na? i thought your 5 was here at the fort?
1:59 pm
malapit lang naman. call you in a bit
me: ok. will leave when you call. reading **** ec
me: i left na. tagal mo eh. going to greenbelt na. let's eat at that place where they have that pan de sal
2:15 pm
ok. sorry
me: will wait fr you there. not yet done?
2:43 pm
on my way. sorry. order ka na
me: waiting for you. you'll be madali na naman.
me: thank you for my lunch. already saw a bag i liked. but i won't tell you what. i don't think you should be buying me anything
4:23 pm
tell me and make my sd life easy
me: di ko talaga kaya eh
4:24 pm
i don't want you to buy me something you wouldn't like
me: so don't buy me anything. nyou don't have to buy me anything.
4:25 pm
arg
me: haha... i told you its a struggle. i want you to spoil me, but it feels to weird. i think you should be totally sd, but am too jahe. but i already said you can spoil me, just don't ask me to tell you what. :) hirap ba the rules?
4:30 pm
i will manage. i love you
me: love you too bert
me: call me when you are done re memo for **** ec
me: where are you?
6:41 pm
dropped by law office then edsa shang. ikaw?
me: still in ***lm. got my sustento. :) treated myself to make up. :) bough din new ipod. martin's been using my old one so i'll just give it to him
6:43 pm
did he see you?
me: who? ****? no. ano ka ba? :) you're funny. :) this was the reaction i was aiming for but, i think i overshot my goal.
6:47 pm
i thought he went back to give you his sustento
me: no. he left it with *. but pa c ****, may sustento. maski maliit, meron. :) :) :)
6:50 pm
i'm inadequate
me: ang daya. di pwede yang mga ganyan reaction. :) anuba? :) you're supposed to play along, make total sd statements, then let's see who backs down first. usually me. :)
me: call me when yu can. re: work
8:25 pm
where are you na?
me: pioneer. how's your dinner?
8:29 pm
lobby pa. going up na to senju
me: decided to eat in persiana
8:34 pm
ok. you are very pretty
me: thank you. are you jealous now? :)
me: you don't with you dinner date with smv?
8:48 pm
not yet
me: ok. on my way home na.
me: not yet done?
10:45 pm
not yet
me: that's late. won't she think you're fooling around or something? which is annoying cause you're not.
11:33 pm
goodnight love
me: night.
me: meds?
Good morning
me: hi. meds. taking mine. what's your day like?
7:51 am
took meds. going to law office. lunch at gourdos, fort jv presentation. 5pm fort with ***. 7pm dinner at edsa shang north**** with ***
me: ok
me: i look cute today. sophisticated cute. first lady cute. :)
11:43 am
aber
1:27 pm
where are you?
me: on the way to the fort. you're done?
1:30 pm
not yet
me: ok. planning to find a coffee shop and read while i'm waiting for you.
1:55 pm
malapit na ko
me: am hungry ha. haven't had lunch.
me: am just in seattle's best, in high street. text me when you're done. i need tocall the driver to take my things.
me: matapos? ok. text me when you're leaving and where you want to meet up.
1:58 pm
greenbelt 5 nalang tayo meet
me: ok. now na? i thought your 5 was here at the fort?
1:59 pm
malapit lang naman. call you in a bit
me: ok. will leave when you call. reading **** ec
me: i left na. tagal mo eh. going to greenbelt na. let's eat at that place where they have that pan de sal
2:15 pm
ok. sorry
me: will wait fr you there. not yet done?
2:43 pm
on my way. sorry. order ka na
me: waiting for you. you'll be madali na naman.
me: thank you for my lunch. already saw a bag i liked. but i won't tell you what. i don't think you should be buying me anything
4:23 pm
tell me and make my sd life easy
me: di ko talaga kaya eh
4:24 pm
i don't want you to buy me something you wouldn't like
me: so don't buy me anything. nyou don't have to buy me anything.
4:25 pm
arg
me: haha... i told you its a struggle. i want you to spoil me, but it feels to weird. i think you should be totally sd, but am too jahe. but i already said you can spoil me, just don't ask me to tell you what. :) hirap ba the rules?
4:30 pm
i will manage. i love you
me: love you too bert
me: call me when you are done re memo for **** ec
me: where are you?
6:41 pm
dropped by law office then edsa shang. ikaw?
me: still in ***lm. got my sustento. :) treated myself to make up. :) bough din new ipod. martin's been using my old one so i'll just give it to him
6:43 pm
did he see you?
me: who? ****? no. ano ka ba? :) you're funny. :) this was the reaction i was aiming for but, i think i overshot my goal.
6:47 pm
i thought he went back to give you his sustento
me: no. he left it with *. but pa c ****, may sustento. maski maliit, meron. :) :) :)
6:50 pm
i'm inadequate
me: ang daya. di pwede yang mga ganyan reaction. :) anuba? :) you're supposed to play along, make total sd statements, then let's see who backs down first. usually me. :)
me: call me when yu can. re: work
8:25 pm
where are you na?
me: pioneer. how's your dinner?
8:29 pm
lobby pa. going up na to senju
me: decided to eat in persiana
8:34 pm
ok. you are very pretty
me: thank you. are you jealous now? :)
me: you don't with you dinner date with smv?
8:48 pm
not yet
me: ok. on my way home na.
me: not yet done?
10:45 pm
not yet
me: that's late. won't she think you're fooling around or something? which is annoying cause you're not.
11:33 pm
goodnight love
me: night.
me: meds?
Monday, August 18, 2008
18 August 2008
me: meds? just took mie. going back to sleep.
8:02 am
ok. when i get up. hello
me: ok. sorry. didn't mean to wake you. hi.
8:03 am
love you
me: love you too bert. you up na?
9:19 am
yes dear. having tinapa then going back to work
me: tinapa is fried. :( can't you work on that with me. just 4 basic rules. 1. go green leafy. 2. eat oats everyday 3. eliminate fried 4. avoid, not eliminate, meat. i don't follow 4 much. 3, i'll substitute with grilled. meds?
9:24 am
done with meds. what you doing and wearing?
me: still in bed. white old style nightgown, meant to be buttoned all the way up to the neck, but of course, isn't. old panties. white, blue flower, cotton, super loose, no holes naman. :) still working on the charter?
9:28 am
charter and ** guidelines for LGUs
me: ok. how different wil be for lgu's?
9:35 pm
basically the same. will inject relevant lgc provisions and processes
me: ok
me: i had this weird dream about you and me and ria
9:35 am
what were we doing?
me: we were in the car. but she rode in front. i told you my sunglasses got sira and that needed them fixed. so, you dropped me off in glorrieta and drove off with ria. but later, i saw ria where i was and i though, why did you drop me off earlier when ria and i were going to the same place. maybe you spoke about something private that i didn't need to know about.
9:40 am
weird. miss mo ko?
me: trying not to. where are you working?
9:42 am
bed
me: ok
9:43 am
saan kayo punta with kids?
me: kids didn't want to come home with me. haha... so am home lone. javi woke up with slight fever. was planning to tak them to watch that new cartoon, walle ba yun? if he's better later, maybe. he sounded ok naman on the phone.
me: going to marie france
9:46 am
ok dear
1:31 pm
what are you doing?
me: lying on the couch. waching scrubs. you?
1:33 pm
flipping channels
me: will nap when i finish this episode. what's your 4pm meeting about and where?
1:35 pm
burgoo, powerplant with may*****
me: ok
me: where are you? you have a driver?
me: in pasig na. picking up the boys
9:31 pm
ok love
me: home na in san juan. meds?
10:02 pm
done love
me: ok. i feel sick. i think i overate.
10:05 pm
we should have cancelled. haha
me: annoying. bitin my kissing you. kulang.
10:07 pm
oo nga
me: eh my kisses made you feel nauseous. :(
10:08 pm
sorry. i like touching nips
me: i noticed. why?
10:12 pm
masarap lang
me: ? you are weird. weird old man. :)
10:14 pm
i love you
me: me too. buy me a 3 carat ring to prove it. :) para matching with my earrings
10:16 pm
will do
me: haha! talaga ha. sige nga.
10:20 pm
ok
me: did you fall asleep on me?
10:52
yes. night love
me: goodnight.
8:02 am
ok. when i get up. hello
me: ok. sorry. didn't mean to wake you. hi.
8:03 am
love you
me: love you too bert. you up na?
9:19 am
yes dear. having tinapa then going back to work
me: tinapa is fried. :( can't you work on that with me. just 4 basic rules. 1. go green leafy. 2. eat oats everyday 3. eliminate fried 4. avoid, not eliminate, meat. i don't follow 4 much. 3, i'll substitute with grilled. meds?
9:24 am
done with meds. what you doing and wearing?
me: still in bed. white old style nightgown, meant to be buttoned all the way up to the neck, but of course, isn't. old panties. white, blue flower, cotton, super loose, no holes naman. :) still working on the charter?
9:28 am
charter and ** guidelines for LGUs
me: ok. how different wil be for lgu's?
9:35 pm
basically the same. will inject relevant lgc provisions and processes
me: ok
me: i had this weird dream about you and me and ria
9:35 am
what were we doing?
me: we were in the car. but she rode in front. i told you my sunglasses got sira and that needed them fixed. so, you dropped me off in glorrieta and drove off with ria. but later, i saw ria where i was and i though, why did you drop me off earlier when ria and i were going to the same place. maybe you spoke about something private that i didn't need to know about.
9:40 am
weird. miss mo ko?
me: trying not to. where are you working?
9:42 am
bed
me: ok
9:43 am
saan kayo punta with kids?
me: kids didn't want to come home with me. haha... so am home lone. javi woke up with slight fever. was planning to tak them to watch that new cartoon, walle ba yun? if he's better later, maybe. he sounded ok naman on the phone.
me: going to marie france
9:46 am
ok dear
1:31 pm
what are you doing?
me: lying on the couch. waching scrubs. you?
1:33 pm
flipping channels
me: will nap when i finish this episode. what's your 4pm meeting about and where?
1:35 pm
burgoo, powerplant with may*****
me: ok
me: where are you? you have a driver?
me: in pasig na. picking up the boys
9:31 pm
ok love
me: home na in san juan. meds?
10:02 pm
done love
me: ok. i feel sick. i think i overate.
10:05 pm
we should have cancelled. haha
me: annoying. bitin my kissing you. kulang.
10:07 pm
oo nga
me: eh my kisses made you feel nauseous. :(
10:08 pm
sorry. i like touching nips
me: i noticed. why?
10:12 pm
masarap lang
me: ? you are weird. weird old man. :)
10:14 pm
i love you
me: me too. buy me a 3 carat ring to prove it. :) para matching with my earrings
10:16 pm
will do
me: haha! talaga ha. sige nga.
10:20 pm
ok
me: did you fall asleep on me?
10:52
yes. night love
me: goodnight.
Sunday, August 17, 2008
17 August 2008
7:32 am
hello
me: hi. what you doing?
7:50 am
working on **** charter. mass at 8:30 am. Meeting at 10am re *****. Nanay at 12nn. 3pm with you
me: meeting at 10am?! how about golf?
me: meds? i just took mine.
7:56 am
took meds. coach not available today
me: ok
me: will nap
11:59 am
ok
1:28 pm
are you up na?
me: now lang. what's your plan?
2:11 pm
will be there around 3pm
me: what we doing?
2:12 pm
biting
me: aha! dom! shang na lang. will valet. so nearer my mom's house.
2:15 pm
call you in a bit for plans
me: ok
me: in pasig na. forgot to text you.
4:52 pm
ok love
me: you?
4:53 pm
house pa
me: ok. you ok na?
4:55 pm
yes. the kiss made all the difference
me: :) good. you are not inadequate. if i don't believe you love me as much as you think you do, just prove it to me. :)
4:59 pm
will do. what are you doing?
me: lying down. both boys still asleep. had 1 polvoron. my mom had no food. annoying. you?
5:05 pm
lying in bed
me: ok. what time you leaving?
5:08 pm
**** getting ready
me: ok. will nap
5:09 pm
ok pretty
me: are you making plans with me tomorrow apart from dinner? just want to know so i can plan my day.
5:46 pm
we can meet at 5pm. i have 4pm meeting
me: ok. i'll take my kids out for the day ha. what's your 4pm?
5:49 pm
no definite place. somewhere in makati
me: what we doing between 5 and 830? can you be sd and buy me shoes?
6:03 pm
yes na yes
me: yey. cheap lang naman so you can get me more than 1 pair.
6:04 pm
where tayo buy
me: 9west
6:05 pm
which 9west?
me: i don't know. glorrieta?
8:40 pm
there is 9west at high street, fort
me: ok. you want to be sd ther? :)
8:46 pm
yes my dear
me: ok. i'll see you there at 530. hehe... you'll be my sd talaga.
8:57 pm
ok love mo ko?
me: yes. feels weird. am with my mom. what you doing? charter still?
9 pm
at fridays working. noel here with dog
9:54 pm
im home na. ikaw?
me: praying
9:56 pm
oops. sorry.
me: ok lang. finished na. am jahe. don't shop for mena lang. let's just 'meet' over dessert or something.
10:09 pm
ano ka ba. 9west tayo tom. 5:30 pm
me: am jahe. no na lang. too weird.
10:11 pm
basta ako nan dun bukas
me: ok. but don't buy na. i was so gungho about making you buy me shoes, but then i got jahe. sorry but its really against the grain for me.
10:26 pm
lets discuss tomorrow. home ka na?
me: still in pasig. chismis.
10:27 pm
what?
me: lots of stuff. how to count to 40 days. biblical counting is different from regular counting. yes. they argue about that.
10:33 pm
akala ko about us
me: no. no one talks about it with me around. i'll ask my cousin.
10:50 pm
what are you doing?
me: just listening to them make small talk. you, what you doing?
10:53 pm
flipping channels. about to sleep
me: ok. will say goodnight na. you might fall asleep on me. what you doing tomorrow?
10:57 pm
night. house lang i think
me: good. going home soon.
10:58 pm
night. i love you.
me: night. love you too.
me: on my way home na.
11:30 pm
ok. night
me: am home na. goodnight.
11:47 pm
night
hello
me: hi. what you doing?
7:50 am
working on **** charter. mass at 8:30 am. Meeting at 10am re *****. Nanay at 12nn. 3pm with you
me: meeting at 10am?! how about golf?
me: meds? i just took mine.
7:56 am
took meds. coach not available today
me: ok
me: will nap
11:59 am
ok
1:28 pm
are you up na?
me: now lang. what's your plan?
2:11 pm
will be there around 3pm
me: what we doing?
2:12 pm
biting
me: aha! dom! shang na lang. will valet. so nearer my mom's house.
2:15 pm
call you in a bit for plans
me: ok
me: in pasig na. forgot to text you.
4:52 pm
ok love
me: you?
4:53 pm
house pa
me: ok. you ok na?
4:55 pm
yes. the kiss made all the difference
me: :) good. you are not inadequate. if i don't believe you love me as much as you think you do, just prove it to me. :)
4:59 pm
will do. what are you doing?
me: lying down. both boys still asleep. had 1 polvoron. my mom had no food. annoying. you?
5:05 pm
lying in bed
me: ok. what time you leaving?
5:08 pm
**** getting ready
me: ok. will nap
5:09 pm
ok pretty
me: are you making plans with me tomorrow apart from dinner? just want to know so i can plan my day.
5:46 pm
we can meet at 5pm. i have 4pm meeting
me: ok. i'll take my kids out for the day ha. what's your 4pm?
5:49 pm
no definite place. somewhere in makati
me: what we doing between 5 and 830? can you be sd and buy me shoes?
6:03 pm
yes na yes
me: yey. cheap lang naman so you can get me more than 1 pair.
6:04 pm
where tayo buy
me: 9west
6:05 pm
which 9west?
me: i don't know. glorrieta?
8:40 pm
there is 9west at high street, fort
me: ok. you want to be sd ther? :)
8:46 pm
yes my dear
me: ok. i'll see you there at 530. hehe... you'll be my sd talaga.
8:57 pm
ok love mo ko?
me: yes. feels weird. am with my mom. what you doing? charter still?
9 pm
at fridays working. noel here with dog
9:54 pm
im home na. ikaw?
me: praying
9:56 pm
oops. sorry.
me: ok lang. finished na. am jahe. don't shop for mena lang. let's just 'meet' over dessert or something.
10:09 pm
ano ka ba. 9west tayo tom. 5:30 pm
me: am jahe. no na lang. too weird.
10:11 pm
basta ako nan dun bukas
me: ok. but don't buy na. i was so gungho about making you buy me shoes, but then i got jahe. sorry but its really against the grain for me.
10:26 pm
lets discuss tomorrow. home ka na?
me: still in pasig. chismis.
10:27 pm
what?
me: lots of stuff. how to count to 40 days. biblical counting is different from regular counting. yes. they argue about that.
10:33 pm
akala ko about us
me: no. no one talks about it with me around. i'll ask my cousin.
10:50 pm
what are you doing?
me: just listening to them make small talk. you, what you doing?
10:53 pm
flipping channels. about to sleep
me: ok. will say goodnight na. you might fall asleep on me. what you doing tomorrow?
10:57 pm
night. house lang i think
me: good. going home soon.
10:58 pm
night. i love you.
me: night. love you too.
me: on my way home na.
11:30 pm
ok. night
me: am home na. goodnight.
11:47 pm
night
Saturday, August 16, 2008
16 August 2008
6:54 am
good morning dear
me: hi. on your way?
7:50 am
getting ready pa lang. are you up?
me: a little. what time do you have to be there?
7:52 am
11 am
me: ok. i feel like i got run over by a truck
7:55 am
cute and adorable truck?
me: cge na ga. payag na akong cute and adorable.
me: what we used to do was become routine. lately, no. :) not routine at all. though we do the same things. i don't feel like its routine.
8:06 am
routine ++ dog, tickle and bite
me: basta
me: tried calling you back. you can't be reached.
me: the woman who did my eyebrows wounded me. i have sugat on my eyelids. kainis.
me: gosh my back really hurts
me: correct. there is a copylandia here
me: are you awake? can i bother you with my indecisiveness
me: wait, now lang i got your comment about you're sure of me buying a lot of things in greenhills. :p
me: i think i'll have a massage
5:57 pm
you know what - you are pretty and ** loves you
me: really? i'm not sure he does so much anymore. he used to be openly dnd, but lately, he seems distracted. but he won't tell me what about other than saying he's busy and overwhelmed with work.
6:04 pm
don't know how to react to that. bigla lang ako sad. sorry
me: where are you?
7:51 pm
house lang. i don't feel well.
me: oh no. your family there?
7:58 pm
yes. how was massage?
me: good. woman says tigas na daw my nodules. shows that i haven't had a massage in a long time. what's wrong with you? :(
8:02 pm
headache, slight allergy in eyes and sad
me: why allergies? and don't be sad. you shouldn't be
8:05 pm
pantal lang sa eyes
me: why nga? something you ate?
8:11 pm
maybe something got into my eye.
me: ok.i miss you. really.
8:14 pm
i miss you too. what did ****** say?
me: nothing. just talking about me being tired. what you doing now?
8:18 pm
flipping channels. where are you?
me: just got home. have you eaten dinner?
8:24 pm
didn't eat dinner. wala akong gana
me: oh no bert. what's wrong?
8:30 pm
sad
me: don't be sad. i it because of what i text you?
8:31 pm
yes
me: don't be sad please. do you think i'm right? about what i said.
8:37 pm
that im inadequate and bolero, yes
me: i didn't say either of those. but you do ake me bola. :) but i don't think you're inadequate. not at all. busy, maybe. not inadequate.
8:49 pm
ok
9:05 pm
what are you doing?
me: watching scrubs and eating butong pakwan. you? are you going to come see me tomorrow?
9:10 pm
watching step up, star movies. yes, i'm going to see you
me: yey!:)
9:16 pm
yehey
me: you don't sound excited.
9:19 pm
i am love
me: ok. still headachehy?
9:28 pm
slight na lang
good. allergy?
9:29 pm
wala na
me: good. meds?
9:30 pm
done. what are you doing?
me: same. scrubs and butong pakwan. do you love me?
9:31 pm
i do. but afraid o say it na
me: why? :(
9:34 pm
you don't believe me.
me: i do! maybe you don't want to say it because you don't feel it. :(
9:36 pm
i love you love
me: :) i love you too. wish i could see you rightnow so i can give you a small kiss.
9:40 pm
small lang?
me: yup. small lang. you want big and slobbery ones?
9:42 pm
yes please
me: ok. make out kisses. if only i could come to see you and make out with you. :)
9:44 pm
come here
me: i would. i realy would. really? :)
9:45 pm
ngek
me: haha! see? your bola side.:)
9:47 pm
pa cutie side
me: what time will you see me?
9:49 pm
around 3 pm
me: ok. till what time?
9:52 pm
not sure pa love
me: ok
me: i'm craving cookies. someone in the show is eating cookies.
9:57 pm
i want to dance. watching step up
me: haha... eh d go ahead and dance.
9:59 pm
tamad. i want to bite.
me: come here.
10:02 pm
hehe
me: come na
10:04 pm
ngek
me: wahahaha! that's the 2nd time you said that. you don't want to come here and bite me?
10:17 pm
i want to
me: ok. then do so.
10:18 pm
sorry
me: haha...
10:19 pm
tulog na tayo
me: ok. goodnight.
10:20 pm
i love you dear
me: i love you too.
10:22 pm
night dear
10:38 pm
baduy ba ito? since i was young, i am not much of a book readersaveto read books i have to. but when i was in high school, i got to like books about atlantis. since then and to this day, i got to learn how to look for the truth; i got to believe in intangibles; i got to trust in what othes didn't want to see
me: i thought you were sleeping? ok lang. what you want to say is good. but you sound like you're fifteen
10:42 pm
paki edit
10:44 pm
not now. thanks for being polite
me: i am not much of a book reader. even when i was younger, i only read books i had to. but when i was in high school, i read a book about Atlantis, and i was fascinated. what i learned from that book stays with me to this day: to look for the truth; to believe in intangibles; to trust in what others don't see.
me: i wasn't being polite. i was telling the truth. :(
10:51 pm
wow. galing galing. thanks.
me: you're welcome?
10:52 pm
night
me: night. :)
good morning dear
me: hi. on your way?
7:50 am
getting ready pa lang. are you up?
me: a little. what time do you have to be there?
7:52 am
11 am
me: ok. i feel like i got run over by a truck
7:55 am
cute and adorable truck?
me: cge na ga. payag na akong cute and adorable.
me: what we used to do was become routine. lately, no. :) not routine at all. though we do the same things. i don't feel like its routine.
8:06 am
routine ++ dog, tickle and bite
me: basta
me: tried calling you back. you can't be reached.
me: the woman who did my eyebrows wounded me. i have sugat on my eyelids. kainis.
me: gosh my back really hurts
me: correct. there is a copylandia here
me: are you awake? can i bother you with my indecisiveness
me: wait, now lang i got your comment about you're sure of me buying a lot of things in greenhills. :p
me: i think i'll have a massage
5:57 pm
you know what - you are pretty and ** loves you
me: really? i'm not sure he does so much anymore. he used to be openly dnd, but lately, he seems distracted. but he won't tell me what about other than saying he's busy and overwhelmed with work.
6:04 pm
don't know how to react to that. bigla lang ako sad. sorry
me: where are you?
7:51 pm
house lang. i don't feel well.
me: oh no. your family there?
7:58 pm
yes. how was massage?
me: good. woman says tigas na daw my nodules. shows that i haven't had a massage in a long time. what's wrong with you? :(
8:02 pm
headache, slight allergy in eyes and sad
me: why allergies? and don't be sad. you shouldn't be
8:05 pm
pantal lang sa eyes
me: why nga? something you ate?
8:11 pm
maybe something got into my eye.
me: ok.i miss you. really.
8:14 pm
i miss you too. what did ****** say?
me: nothing. just talking about me being tired. what you doing now?
8:18 pm
flipping channels. where are you?
me: just got home. have you eaten dinner?
8:24 pm
didn't eat dinner. wala akong gana
me: oh no bert. what's wrong?
8:30 pm
sad
me: don't be sad. i it because of what i text you?
8:31 pm
yes
me: don't be sad please. do you think i'm right? about what i said.
8:37 pm
that im inadequate and bolero, yes
me: i didn't say either of those. but you do ake me bola. :) but i don't think you're inadequate. not at all. busy, maybe. not inadequate.
8:49 pm
ok
9:05 pm
what are you doing?
me: watching scrubs and eating butong pakwan. you? are you going to come see me tomorrow?
9:10 pm
watching step up, star movies. yes, i'm going to see you
me: yey!:)
9:16 pm
yehey
me: you don't sound excited.
9:19 pm
i am love
me: ok. still headachehy?
9:28 pm
slight na lang
good. allergy?
9:29 pm
wala na
me: good. meds?
9:30 pm
done. what are you doing?
me: same. scrubs and butong pakwan. do you love me?
9:31 pm
i do. but afraid o say it na
me: why? :(
9:34 pm
you don't believe me.
me: i do! maybe you don't want to say it because you don't feel it. :(
9:36 pm
i love you love
me: :) i love you too. wish i could see you rightnow so i can give you a small kiss.
9:40 pm
small lang?
me: yup. small lang. you want big and slobbery ones?
9:42 pm
yes please
me: ok. make out kisses. if only i could come to see you and make out with you. :)
9:44 pm
come here
me: i would. i realy would. really? :)
9:45 pm
ngek
me: haha! see? your bola side.:)
9:47 pm
pa cutie side
me: what time will you see me?
9:49 pm
around 3 pm
me: ok. till what time?
9:52 pm
not sure pa love
me: ok
me: i'm craving cookies. someone in the show is eating cookies.
9:57 pm
i want to dance. watching step up
me: haha... eh d go ahead and dance.
9:59 pm
tamad. i want to bite.
me: come here.
10:02 pm
hehe
me: come na
10:04 pm
ngek
me: wahahaha! that's the 2nd time you said that. you don't want to come here and bite me?
10:17 pm
i want to
me: ok. then do so.
10:18 pm
sorry
me: haha...
10:19 pm
tulog na tayo
me: ok. goodnight.
10:20 pm
i love you dear
me: i love you too.
10:22 pm
night dear
10:38 pm
baduy ba ito? since i was young, i am not much of a book readersaveto read books i have to. but when i was in high school, i got to like books about atlantis. since then and to this day, i got to learn how to look for the truth; i got to believe in intangibles; i got to trust in what othes didn't want to see
me: i thought you were sleeping? ok lang. what you want to say is good. but you sound like you're fifteen
10:42 pm
paki edit
10:44 pm
not now. thanks for being polite
me: i am not much of a book reader. even when i was younger, i only read books i had to. but when i was in high school, i read a book about Atlantis, and i was fascinated. what i learned from that book stays with me to this day: to look for the truth; to believe in intangibles; to trust in what others don't see.
me: i wasn't being polite. i was telling the truth. :(
10:51 pm
wow. galing galing. thanks.
me: you're welcome?
10:52 pm
night
me: night. :)
15 August 2008
me: don't you have class later?
me: you done? i just saw you pass by?
10:26 am
leaving na. call you later
me: ok
10:38 am
may i invite you to watch a movie at greenhills?
me: haha... ok. what movie and what time?
10:39 am
will check
me: i'd go to a movie but am afraid we'll bump into people in greenhills. pwede ba trinoma na lang? or take firs show on a day other than friday? early in the week is good. people aren't in movie mode yet.
10:57 am
i'm embarassed to ask but would you want to spend time with me in crowne plaza?
me: ok. :) first date? what kind of girl does that make me? :) what time?
10:59 am
8th date na. 3pm
me: till what time?
11:01 am
7pm
me: ok
me: where are you now?
11:23 am
with cong. ******** re: ****charter then office. meeting there 1pm
me: ok. if later is alanganin, you don't have to force your schedule ha. you have time naman to make bawi / suyo
11:25 am
3pm tayo
me: ok
11:26 am
from ***** - thanks a lot po for your valuable presentation! let's have coffee next week.
me: san kya niya gagamitin ang **? apart from ****, dapat, wala na. :) this meeting is interesting stuff. lots of new things i'm learing.
11:31 am
let us discuss later
11:33 am
do you love me?
me: pinagiisipan ko pa. depends on how you plan to win me over.
me: :)
11:59 am
are you done?
me: yes. just waiting for driver. you?
12:02 pm
on my way to office
me: ok. have you had lunch?
12:03 pm
not yet. ikaw?
me: no. am hungry. have not decided what to eat. i feel like inihaw.
me: on my way to galleria na. woman who does eyebrows was busy. will just go to crowne plaza salon
1:59 pm
ok. will leave 5mins
me: you said till 7 ha. will you cut that short?
2:23 pm
nope
me: where are you?
2:41 pm
near na
me: ok. you're going to be lat. where is near na?
2:43 pm
edsa near ortigas
me: ok. am walking around.
2:45 pm
ok
2:51 pm
here at reception. i'm not late
me: ok. you aren't. will walk back. bought shoes.
me: traffic ah. you home na?
7:47 pm
near na. ikaw?
me: just turning around galleria. not really moving. where did you pass?
7:50 pm
edsa near poveda
me: ok. thanks. will take same route.
8 pm
nice tickling you
me: dom! :) what's for dinner?
8:04 pm
japanese
me: good. avoid fried food
me: am remembering our reflection in the mirror. honestly, i think bagay naman. its just that the age difference is so obvious. :)
8:22 pm
bagay naman talaga
me: ya nga. i can see us together. you're just really older.
8:37 pm
what are you doing?
me: watching scrubs. you?
8:56 pm
about to take a bath
me: ok. i love you.
8:57 pm
i love you. i like it when you laugh
me: i had a really good time today. had fun. :)
9:08 pm
me too. love ya
me. i'm so tired. will watch one last episode then sleep early. waht time are you leaving tomorrow?
9:32 pm
why are you tired? around 7am
me: i don't know. are you tired?
9:34 pm
don't feel tired now. i'm imagining biting them
me: hah! wag na! :) what are you doing?
9:37 pm
flipping channels
me: ok. what did you eat?
9:38 pm
sushi. what are you wearing?
me: still haven't changed. sushi lang?
9:39 pm
yes
me: good job. what time you getting back?
9:43 pm
not sure. don't know what time game will end.
me: ok
me: you still awake?
10:03 pm
yes. akala ko sleep ka na?
me: what you doing? yes, took a bath na. in bed na. have not slept this early in such a long time. sana sinama mo ko sa subic
10:08 pm
watching longest yard, axn. sleep ka na. night. kilala k mga tiga dun eh
me: :( you're just ashamed to be seen with me. goodnight.
10:11 pm
are you serious?
me: no. i'm just making pa-cute. i think was tampo kc there was no contact, physical or emotional, that 1 day you forgot about me. even the arguing yesterday was much better thant the ignoring. when the time comes that the ignoring happens a lot, its gone. time to move on.
10:16 pm
i'm sorry again.
me: no. don't be. will sleep na. just be a good sd and a great k. :)
10:21 pm
night
me: you done? i just saw you pass by?
10:26 am
leaving na. call you later
me: ok
10:38 am
may i invite you to watch a movie at greenhills?
me: haha... ok. what movie and what time?
10:39 am
will check
me: i'd go to a movie but am afraid we'll bump into people in greenhills. pwede ba trinoma na lang? or take firs show on a day other than friday? early in the week is good. people aren't in movie mode yet.
10:57 am
i'm embarassed to ask but would you want to spend time with me in crowne plaza?
me: ok. :) first date? what kind of girl does that make me? :) what time?
10:59 am
8th date na. 3pm
me: till what time?
11:01 am
7pm
me: ok
me: where are you now?
11:23 am
with cong. ******** re: ****charter then office. meeting there 1pm
me: ok. if later is alanganin, you don't have to force your schedule ha. you have time naman to make bawi / suyo
11:25 am
3pm tayo
me: ok
11:26 am
from ***** - thanks a lot po for your valuable presentation! let's have coffee next week.
me: san kya niya gagamitin ang **? apart from ****, dapat, wala na. :) this meeting is interesting stuff. lots of new things i'm learing.
11:31 am
let us discuss later
11:33 am
do you love me?
me: pinagiisipan ko pa. depends on how you plan to win me over.
me: :)
11:59 am
are you done?
me: yes. just waiting for driver. you?
12:02 pm
on my way to office
me: ok. have you had lunch?
12:03 pm
not yet. ikaw?
me: no. am hungry. have not decided what to eat. i feel like inihaw.
me: on my way to galleria na. woman who does eyebrows was busy. will just go to crowne plaza salon
1:59 pm
ok. will leave 5mins
me: you said till 7 ha. will you cut that short?
2:23 pm
nope
me: where are you?
2:41 pm
near na
me: ok. you're going to be lat. where is near na?
2:43 pm
edsa near ortigas
me: ok. am walking around.
2:45 pm
ok
2:51 pm
here at reception. i'm not late
me: ok. you aren't. will walk back. bought shoes.
me: traffic ah. you home na?
7:47 pm
near na. ikaw?
me: just turning around galleria. not really moving. where did you pass?
7:50 pm
edsa near poveda
me: ok. thanks. will take same route.
8 pm
nice tickling you
me: dom! :) what's for dinner?
8:04 pm
japanese
me: good. avoid fried food
me: am remembering our reflection in the mirror. honestly, i think bagay naman. its just that the age difference is so obvious. :)
8:22 pm
bagay naman talaga
me: ya nga. i can see us together. you're just really older.
8:37 pm
what are you doing?
me: watching scrubs. you?
8:56 pm
about to take a bath
me: ok. i love you.
8:57 pm
i love you. i like it when you laugh
me: i had a really good time today. had fun. :)
9:08 pm
me too. love ya
me. i'm so tired. will watch one last episode then sleep early. waht time are you leaving tomorrow?
9:32 pm
why are you tired? around 7am
me: i don't know. are you tired?
9:34 pm
don't feel tired now. i'm imagining biting them
me: hah! wag na! :) what are you doing?
9:37 pm
flipping channels
me: ok. what did you eat?
9:38 pm
sushi. what are you wearing?
me: still haven't changed. sushi lang?
9:39 pm
yes
me: good job. what time you getting back?
9:43 pm
not sure. don't know what time game will end.
me: ok
me: you still awake?
10:03 pm
yes. akala ko sleep ka na?
me: what you doing? yes, took a bath na. in bed na. have not slept this early in such a long time. sana sinama mo ko sa subic
10:08 pm
watching longest yard, axn. sleep ka na. night. kilala k mga tiga dun eh
me: :( you're just ashamed to be seen with me. goodnight.
10:11 pm
are you serious?
me: no. i'm just making pa-cute. i think was tampo kc there was no contact, physical or emotional, that 1 day you forgot about me. even the arguing yesterday was much better thant the ignoring. when the time comes that the ignoring happens a lot, its gone. time to move on.
10:16 pm
i'm sorry again.
me: no. don't be. will sleep na. just be a good sd and a great k. :)
10:21 pm
night
Thursday, August 14, 2008
14 August 2008
8:35 am
Hello. Meds?
me: finished na
8:38 am
how are you? in a board meeting. i'm going to senate 11:30 am with senator enrile for **** charter. 3pm law firm launch
me: am ok. need to issue 1 board resolution this morning then i will finish pref 2 na
8:40 am
how many hours did you sleep
me: 4
8:58 pm
where are you?
me: home
[call argument]
11:15 am
i know this is appropriate to say at this time - i love you
me: :) i love you too **.
12:50 pm
hello. i miss you. i hope yo miss me too. don't be inis na with me
me: am inis because i don't think you miss me.
me: let me explain why i was inis. yesterday, di mo ko mashado pinansin. like i said, that is against the grian for me. in my mind, i should be the center of the universe. but nga because of our limitatons, i can't be. so asar ako and i know i shouldn't. plus you feel asleep pa. so there. let me get over it and adjust.
2:28 pm
i'm really sorry for yesterday. having difficulty with work schedule. lately, i've been having daily headache. no explanation needed.
2:30 pm
what i mean was you need not explain
me: i know. kaya nga baseless my inis. asar lang ako kc you were in the area. but am not unreasonable not to understand. but i am human to get asar.
2:33 pm
i'm sorry again. yes, you can be asar
4:51 pm
hello
me: hi
5:18 pm
what are you doing?
me: *g*c *abi*'s paper. he cited lots of laws. kulang details. have to look up each one.
5:37 pm
you miss me?
me: trying not to. **ng knows how to footnote. god bless her.
6:08 pm
hello pretty love
me: hi
6:09 pm
hi pogi?
me: hmmm adorable lang
me: **ng is officially my favorite *c*. she has a truckload of footnotes, but so easy to review cause my corrections are just a matter of style and uniformity.
6:13 pm
am i your favorite boss?
me: yes. without a doubt.
6:15 pm
why?
me: you are generous, reasonable, and an all around nice guy. but you have personality, not boring nice guy
6:26 pm
thank you love
me: why thank you? for seeing you that wa? ok. you're welcome. do you know that **ng has 192 footnotes?
6:28 pm
wow
me: yeah. she has 47 pages, arial 13 single space
me: not complaining ha. i think she's great. if i had to choose who to work with, it would be her.
me: ca***'s family, **ng's family. yours?
7:34 pm
me lang. why?
me: just asking. thought you left it out like the way you say "sila" without saying names
7:36 pm
do you miss me?
me: trying not to
8:07 pm
****sco referred to us issue of applicability of *********** act. concern of ****
me: referred to *gc*?
8:08 pm
yes
me: ok. arg.
8:19 pm
what is your sched tomorrow?
me: n*c meeting for ***lm on asset transfer and gram and ***** filing at 9
8:28 pm
how about afternoon?
me: nothing.
8:37 pm
ok. if ok with you, keep it free
me: ok
me: what do you have in mind.
8:39 pm
still planning it
me: ok
me: do you think am being demanding by feeling bad?
8:44 pm
no love. truth, i feel bad that you feel bad. im really sorry
me: don't apologize. i still feel bad. not so much anymore. i think the right word really is tampo. which is a word i don't like. but i can't find a better word.
8:57 pm
don't be tampo na
me: i don't want to be. but, don't be mad, parang i want to punish you for ignoring me. punish you by ignoring you and/or being cold. i know i shouldn't, but i can't help it. parang i want you to make bawi. but i know you're busy, plus you need to "schedule" so you won't get caught. but am not taking the whole i'm-not-the-center-of-your-universe issue well. so i feel you're not so dnd, pnp,and hoh pala. :(
9:09 pm
ok to punish me. whatever you do and do not do i will accept and understand. if there is a change like today, i will know its a punishment.
me: that won't be fair to you naman. i'm reasonable. i'm also demanding at heart. but because i'm reasonable, i know i shouldn't be. but i want to be.
9:15 pm
ok lang to punish me
me: i'll feel worse
9:18 pm
what can i do?
me: make me suyo
9:24 pm
ok. suyo and ligaw
me: yes.
me: can you take a call re: work?
9:34 pm
here goes... i heard you studied in ******. what people say is right. girls who go there are pretty and witty
me: hahaha! is the the role playing part? :) kakatawa ka naman! :) but am not witty. i'd like to think i am smart, but am definitely not witty. and a bit of a slow cooker. so was that your version of a pick up line? :)
me: 1 more call please, re: work
9:50 pm
smart, i agree. were you this gorgeous when you were younger?
me: hahaha! you're so cheesy! but cute. :) siguro, if i met you at a bar and you gave me this pick up line, magwa-walk out ako. :)
9:56 pm
can i buy you a drink? if i may suggest, margarita or long island
me: haha! :) ok. that's desperate. wala ka nang maisip nalinya. :) hina naman...
me: :)
10:10 pm
sorry,i know this is just our 7th date. but i had to say it. i'm overwhelmed by your presence. i hope we can drink again sometime. i hope this is not too forwar but is it ok if i invite you to go swimming tomorrow?
me: first, 7th? is that a random number or did you really count? second, swimning? is that a serious question?
10:15 pm
7 was a random number. never invited anyone to go swimmin. i wanted yo to be the 1st. may i call you princess? it seems appropriate
me: yes. you may call me princess. and, i'm sorry, but i don't swim. chlorine is awful, and hate the sun. plus, i have body issues. but it would be nice to go out with you. just not the swimming type. any other ideas?
10:22 pm
let me think princess... hmmm... maybe tagaytay, eat at gourmet for lunch (greens and salad) then dinner at antonio's. if you feel lucky that night, we could go to
the casino in front of the old taal vista lodge.
me: is that a serious invite? i don't want to make asa cause i'm getting excited na.
me: oops. sorry. didn't mean to put you on the spot. thought it was a serious invite. forgot we were role playing.
11:16 pm
that's a serious invite. scheduling lang. where are you na?
me: didn't hear your text. got home at 10. you fell asleep no?
12:11 am
yes. sorry. sleep na tayo. i love you
me: ok. goodnight. getting ready to sleep na din.
Hello. Meds?
me: finished na
8:38 am
how are you? in a board meeting. i'm going to senate 11:30 am with senator enrile for **** charter. 3pm law firm launch
me: am ok. need to issue 1 board resolution this morning then i will finish pref 2 na
8:40 am
how many hours did you sleep
me: 4
8:58 pm
where are you?
me: home
[call argument]
11:15 am
i know this is appropriate to say at this time - i love you
me: :) i love you too **.
12:50 pm
hello. i miss you. i hope yo miss me too. don't be inis na with me
me: am inis because i don't think you miss me.
me: let me explain why i was inis. yesterday, di mo ko mashado pinansin. like i said, that is against the grian for me. in my mind, i should be the center of the universe. but nga because of our limitatons, i can't be. so asar ako and i know i shouldn't. plus you feel asleep pa. so there. let me get over it and adjust.
2:28 pm
i'm really sorry for yesterday. having difficulty with work schedule. lately, i've been having daily headache. no explanation needed.
2:30 pm
what i mean was you need not explain
me: i know. kaya nga baseless my inis. asar lang ako kc you were in the area. but am not unreasonable not to understand. but i am human to get asar.
2:33 pm
i'm sorry again. yes, you can be asar
4:51 pm
hello
me: hi
5:18 pm
what are you doing?
me: *g*c *abi*'s paper. he cited lots of laws. kulang details. have to look up each one.
5:37 pm
you miss me?
me: trying not to. **ng knows how to footnote. god bless her.
6:08 pm
hello pretty love
me: hi
6:09 pm
hi pogi?
me: hmmm adorable lang
me: **ng is officially my favorite *c*. she has a truckload of footnotes, but so easy to review cause my corrections are just a matter of style and uniformity.
6:13 pm
am i your favorite boss?
me: yes. without a doubt.
6:15 pm
why?
me: you are generous, reasonable, and an all around nice guy. but you have personality, not boring nice guy
6:26 pm
thank you love
me: why thank you? for seeing you that wa? ok. you're welcome. do you know that **ng has 192 footnotes?
6:28 pm
wow
me: yeah. she has 47 pages, arial 13 single space
me: not complaining ha. i think she's great. if i had to choose who to work with, it would be her.
me: ca***'s family, **ng's family. yours?
7:34 pm
me lang. why?
me: just asking. thought you left it out like the way you say "sila" without saying names
7:36 pm
do you miss me?
me: trying not to
8:07 pm
****sco referred to us issue of applicability of *********** act. concern of ****
me: referred to *gc*?
8:08 pm
yes
me: ok. arg.
8:19 pm
what is your sched tomorrow?
me: n*c meeting for ***lm on asset transfer and gram and ***** filing at 9
8:28 pm
how about afternoon?
me: nothing.
8:37 pm
ok. if ok with you, keep it free
me: ok
me: what do you have in mind.
8:39 pm
still planning it
me: ok
me: do you think am being demanding by feeling bad?
8:44 pm
no love. truth, i feel bad that you feel bad. im really sorry
me: don't apologize. i still feel bad. not so much anymore. i think the right word really is tampo. which is a word i don't like. but i can't find a better word.
8:57 pm
don't be tampo na
me: i don't want to be. but, don't be mad, parang i want to punish you for ignoring me. punish you by ignoring you and/or being cold. i know i shouldn't, but i can't help it. parang i want you to make bawi. but i know you're busy, plus you need to "schedule" so you won't get caught. but am not taking the whole i'm-not-the-center-of-your-universe issue well. so i feel you're not so dnd, pnp,and hoh pala. :(
9:09 pm
ok to punish me. whatever you do and do not do i will accept and understand. if there is a change like today, i will know its a punishment.
me: that won't be fair to you naman. i'm reasonable. i'm also demanding at heart. but because i'm reasonable, i know i shouldn't be. but i want to be.
9:15 pm
ok lang to punish me
me: i'll feel worse
9:18 pm
what can i do?
me: make me suyo
9:24 pm
ok. suyo and ligaw
me: yes.
me: can you take a call re: work?
9:34 pm
here goes... i heard you studied in ******. what people say is right. girls who go there are pretty and witty
me: hahaha! is the the role playing part? :) kakatawa ka naman! :) but am not witty. i'd like to think i am smart, but am definitely not witty. and a bit of a slow cooker. so was that your version of a pick up line? :)
me: 1 more call please, re: work
9:50 pm
smart, i agree. were you this gorgeous when you were younger?
me: hahaha! you're so cheesy! but cute. :) siguro, if i met you at a bar and you gave me this pick up line, magwa-walk out ako. :)
9:56 pm
can i buy you a drink? if i may suggest, margarita or long island
me: haha! :) ok. that's desperate. wala ka nang maisip nalinya. :) hina naman...
me: :)
10:10 pm
sorry,i know this is just our 7th date. but i had to say it. i'm overwhelmed by your presence. i hope we can drink again sometime. i hope this is not too forwar but is it ok if i invite you to go swimming tomorrow?
me: first, 7th? is that a random number or did you really count? second, swimning? is that a serious question?
10:15 pm
7 was a random number. never invited anyone to go swimmin. i wanted yo to be the 1st. may i call you princess? it seems appropriate
me: yes. you may call me princess. and, i'm sorry, but i don't swim. chlorine is awful, and hate the sun. plus, i have body issues. but it would be nice to go out with you. just not the swimming type. any other ideas?
10:22 pm
let me think princess... hmmm... maybe tagaytay, eat at gourmet for lunch (greens and salad) then dinner at antonio's. if you feel lucky that night, we could go to
the casino in front of the old taal vista lodge.
me: is that a serious invite? i don't want to make asa cause i'm getting excited na.
me: oops. sorry. didn't mean to put you on the spot. thought it was a serious invite. forgot we were role playing.
11:16 pm
that's a serious invite. scheduling lang. where are you na?
me: didn't hear your text. got home at 10. you fell asleep no?
12:11 am
yes. sorry. sleep na tayo. i love you
me: ok. goodnight. getting ready to sleep na din.
13 August 2008
me: going home na. will finish this at home
me: di ko na kaya. tulog muna ako. finished angat na. emailed you kagabi. finished 4 pref 2 papers. will finish the rest tomorrow. night.
9:58 pm
are you up already? hello
me: no. but i will na. late na pala. can you take a call?
me: text me your sched for the day please.
me: question. when its my turn to go down on you, you stop me and tell me to go on top na. why? i'm not doing it right? :(
me: i have my meds pala. just took them.
11:50 pm
ok. looking at jewelry. haha
me: jewelry for you?!
me: they're making you wear jewelry?! ew!
me: my office has moomoo! yikes!
6:38 pm
im at podium. meeting re water
7:18 pm
sino kasama mo?
me: all of us are here.
7:19 pm
ok
8:29 pm
i was not pretending. pagod lang
me: ok. donj't forget to take your meds when you get home.
9:16 pm
you are pretty. i love you. i miss you
me: thank you. you're tired. rest.
9:24 pm
welcome
9:28 pm
what time are you going home?
me: will finish pref 2. have 3 to go. i emailed you angat. hopefully before midnight.
9:33 pm
ok. do you miss me?
me: i'm trying you not to
9:39 pm
ok
1:42 am
sorry naka tulog ako night. i hope you are ok
no problem. am ok.
me: di ko na kaya. tulog muna ako. finished angat na. emailed you kagabi. finished 4 pref 2 papers. will finish the rest tomorrow. night.
9:58 pm
are you up already? hello
me: no. but i will na. late na pala. can you take a call?
me: text me your sched for the day please.
me: question. when its my turn to go down on you, you stop me and tell me to go on top na. why? i'm not doing it right? :(
me: i have my meds pala. just took them.
11:50 pm
ok. looking at jewelry. haha
me: jewelry for you?!
me: they're making you wear jewelry?! ew!
me: my office has moomoo! yikes!
6:38 pm
im at podium. meeting re water
7:18 pm
sino kasama mo?
me: all of us are here.
7:19 pm
ok
8:29 pm
i was not pretending. pagod lang
me: ok. donj't forget to take your meds when you get home.
9:16 pm
you are pretty. i love you. i miss you
me: thank you. you're tired. rest.
9:24 pm
welcome
9:28 pm
what time are you going home?
me: will finish pref 2. have 3 to go. i emailed you angat. hopefully before midnight.
9:33 pm
ok. do you miss me?
me: i'm trying you not to
9:39 pm
ok
1:42 am
sorry naka tulog ako night. i hope you are ok
no problem. am ok.
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
12 August 2008
7:40 am
hello
me: hi. what you doing? you haven't text me your sched.
me: meds?
8:05 am
i'm in the john. haha. meds done. getting readyfor 8:30 meeting at uccwith ****. then office for 10am meting with ****. 12:30 pm at friday's atfort with **** ***. 2pm **** board. 4:30 pm **** somewhere in makati. then early dinner with you around 6pm
me: :) dinner with me? yey! :) why wasn't i told? ortigas area ha. why early dinner?
8:08 pm
i'm telling you now. haha. ortigas area ok. will drop by law office later to check on dividers.
me: after dinner? is that why you're cutting my dinner short?
8:11 am
early dinner nga para we have more time
me: what time will you check it out? i.e., till what time do i have you?
8:14 am
9pm
me: yey! :) choose somewhere with valet. i send ***** home early now. he has not more ot. i tell him i'll pay for his extra hours. but he won't compute it. ok lang daw. so its either valet or send your driver home and pick up your date like a proper gentleman. so i can make out with you din.:)
me: sorry. i know you're in a meeting. need to confirm this lang kc they're preparing na for tomorrow's delivery. you initially ordered 2 desktops for your house. i said, if your kis are going to use them, to set it up for gaming, good video card, webcam, etc. but now that its foroffice, tanggalin na? not necessary for office work.
me: you called? must have been in the bathroom. now in parlor. there's wifi here so i can work. until they start doing my nails.
11:17 am
di you get email from ****?
me: i saw his text before leaving house. downloading it now. will email you what i think in a bit.
me: can you take a call? re: ****'s query
me: do't call na. it was a dumb idea. will study it pa.
me: having quick lunch with ****** and *****. taking them to watch zohan in 10mins. brought my computer.
1:09 pm
ok
2:49 pm
how do you like the movie so far?
me: we just finished. super bastos nga. but funny. what you doing now?
3:09 pm
**** board. can i have 1 glass coke 0?
me: no
3:11 pm
ok. thank you
me: its bad for you. don't make me feel guilty. what did you have for lunch?
3:19 pm
chicken
me: ok. having ice cream with boys now
3:26 pm
ok
4:21 pm
5pm meeting cancelled. still in **** board meeting
me: ok. on my way to ortigas. let me know
4:24 pm
thank you
4:27 pm
what time will computer be delivered tomorrow? 10am puede. unit **** ******* plaza ******* buidling, san ****** avenue, *****
me: that's what i told ******. did you get my earlier text on total bill?
4:31 pm
yes
me: ok
5:25 pm
is it ok if i get room?
me: do you want to get one? :) you sound half hearted... :)
5:27 pm
i'm not. tired and stressed lang
me: ok then.
5:34 pm
i'm about to cross shaw
me: ok. will leave na. will hang out in lobby first?
me: i had cigarette ha? just finishing the pack i have here. then in the name of vanity, i wil stop
5:36 pm
reception na
me: that was quick. still packing up
me: so if confronted, d ako aamin? pag tinawag akong malandi, i can't say, "sya ang lumapit!" :)
9:15 pm
deny to death
me: hahaha! ok. paano kung magpakita ng picture of you kissing me outside mr. poon? are they the type to hire a private investigator?
9:19 pm
they are not the type
me: ok. i hope not
me: are you home na? :)
10:23 pm
yes. now lang. what are you doing?
me: still talking. now about you
me: you still awake?
10:40 pm
about to take a shower
me: ok. text me after
10:57 pm
hello
me: hi. what you doing now?
11:02 pm
flipping channels. signed office docs. ikaw?
me: pref 2. you didn't like what we did kanina no?
11:04 pm
i liked it. we now have additional step
me: seriously. parang no. you don't have to fudge. i can tell naman if you enjoyed it.
11:07 pmi did. not used to it lang
me: ok. we don't have to do it again.
11:09 pm
i want to nga
me: ok. you don't need to take me out at night. try to squeeze me in during the day, so it won't cause trouble.
11:12 pm
scheduling lang love
me: hmmmm... ok. but don't forget lang. you sometimes do.
11:15 pm
matagal ka pa?
me: yup. not even done with 3rd.
11:17 pm
i will sleep na. night. you are pretty. i love you.
11:27 pmn
you got my text
me: now lang. thank you. i love you too. :)
11:31 pm
night
me: maybe we're good together because we see each other in small doses. we talk. there's a lot of chemistry. whatever it is, i'm happy. :) night b**t. i love you.
3:24 am
ok love
hello
me: hi. what you doing? you haven't text me your sched.
me: meds?
8:05 am
i'm in the john. haha. meds done. getting readyfor 8:30 meeting at uccwith ****. then office for 10am meting with ****. 12:30 pm at friday's atfort with **** ***. 2pm **** board. 4:30 pm **** somewhere in makati. then early dinner with you around 6pm
me: :) dinner with me? yey! :) why wasn't i told? ortigas area ha. why early dinner?
8:08 pm
i'm telling you now. haha. ortigas area ok. will drop by law office later to check on dividers.
me: after dinner? is that why you're cutting my dinner short?
8:11 am
early dinner nga para we have more time
me: what time will you check it out? i.e., till what time do i have you?
8:14 am
9pm
me: yey! :) choose somewhere with valet. i send ***** home early now. he has not more ot. i tell him i'll pay for his extra hours. but he won't compute it. ok lang daw. so its either valet or send your driver home and pick up your date like a proper gentleman. so i can make out with you din.:)
me: sorry. i know you're in a meeting. need to confirm this lang kc they're preparing na for tomorrow's delivery. you initially ordered 2 desktops for your house. i said, if your kis are going to use them, to set it up for gaming, good video card, webcam, etc. but now that its foroffice, tanggalin na? not necessary for office work.
me: you called? must have been in the bathroom. now in parlor. there's wifi here so i can work. until they start doing my nails.
11:17 am
di you get email from ****?
me: i saw his text before leaving house. downloading it now. will email you what i think in a bit.
me: can you take a call? re: ****'s query
me: do't call na. it was a dumb idea. will study it pa.
me: having quick lunch with ****** and *****. taking them to watch zohan in 10mins. brought my computer.
1:09 pm
ok
2:49 pm
how do you like the movie so far?
me: we just finished. super bastos nga. but funny. what you doing now?
3:09 pm
**** board. can i have 1 glass coke 0?
me: no
3:11 pm
ok. thank you
me: its bad for you. don't make me feel guilty. what did you have for lunch?
3:19 pm
chicken
me: ok. having ice cream with boys now
3:26 pm
ok
4:21 pm
5pm meeting cancelled. still in **** board meeting
me: ok. on my way to ortigas. let me know
4:24 pm
thank you
4:27 pm
what time will computer be delivered tomorrow? 10am puede. unit **** ******* plaza ******* buidling, san ****** avenue, *****
me: that's what i told ******. did you get my earlier text on total bill?
4:31 pm
yes
me: ok
5:25 pm
is it ok if i get room?
me: do you want to get one? :) you sound half hearted... :)
5:27 pm
i'm not. tired and stressed lang
me: ok then.
5:34 pm
i'm about to cross shaw
me: ok. will leave na. will hang out in lobby first?
me: i had cigarette ha? just finishing the pack i have here. then in the name of vanity, i wil stop
5:36 pm
reception na
me: that was quick. still packing up
me: so if confronted, d ako aamin? pag tinawag akong malandi, i can't say, "sya ang lumapit!" :)
9:15 pm
deny to death
me: hahaha! ok. paano kung magpakita ng picture of you kissing me outside mr. poon? are they the type to hire a private investigator?
9:19 pm
they are not the type
me: ok. i hope not
me: are you home na? :)
10:23 pm
yes. now lang. what are you doing?
me: still talking. now about you
me: you still awake?
10:40 pm
about to take a shower
me: ok. text me after
10:57 pm
hello
me: hi. what you doing now?
11:02 pm
flipping channels. signed office docs. ikaw?
me: pref 2. you didn't like what we did kanina no?
11:04 pm
i liked it. we now have additional step
me: seriously. parang no. you don't have to fudge. i can tell naman if you enjoyed it.
11:07 pmi did. not used to it lang
me: ok. we don't have to do it again.
11:09 pm
i want to nga
me: ok. you don't need to take me out at night. try to squeeze me in during the day, so it won't cause trouble.
11:12 pm
scheduling lang love
me: hmmmm... ok. but don't forget lang. you sometimes do.
11:15 pm
matagal ka pa?
me: yup. not even done with 3rd.
11:17 pm
i will sleep na. night. you are pretty. i love you.
11:27 pmn
you got my text
me: now lang. thank you. i love you too. :)
11:31 pm
night
me: maybe we're good together because we see each other in small doses. we talk. there's a lot of chemistry. whatever it is, i'm happy. :) night b**t. i love you.
3:24 am
ok love
Monday, August 11, 2008
11 August 2008
7:04 am
good morning
me: hi
7:08 am
I'm getting ready na to leave
me: ok.have a massive headache. meds?
10:51 am
i will be back by around 2pm
me: just saw you text. no further meetings in the afternoon?
11:13 am
wala na
me: may i call? work. **** supply. when we discussed, had no notebook.
me: have you set a meeting for tonight yet? if not, wag na lang. take me to dinner na lang. unless you want to go home early.
12:37 pm
nanay and tita will eat in the house. sorry. on my way back there. asked h*z** to buy ice cream
me: ok. no prob.
12:39 pm
lunch ka na?
me: no hungry. ate breakfast from mcdo at 11
12:45
i cut short my meeting
me: i will call you for work. but *** is beside me so behave
12:47 pm
near na ko
[call re: did you get my text?]
me: the one why you can't take me to dinner? i said, ok, no prob. but you do know that's a fake response. KIDDING! you need to be dutiful.
12:52 pm
the text where i said i cut my meeting short.
me: oh that. i guess am supposed to ask why?
12:54 pm
yes
me: ok. why did you cut your meeting short?
1 pm
for you
me: why for me? so you can see me? that's for you then. DND ka kc eh. :)
1:02 pm
ok. for me
me: kawawa ka naman. DND talaga. :)
1:04 pm
i am
me: cig ako now. not supposed to make paalam na, you said. but it is in your office so i'll be on the ledge.
1:48 pm
ok
5 pm
gawa mo? naka meds ka this am? bigla ko lang naisip.
me: shopping. sm. of course. i have alarm. am thinking of getting 3 in 1 microwave, griller, and toaster. what do you think? para space saver. i have a small apartment.
5:30 pm
get 3 in 1
me: ok. wattage is high though. will walk around and think about it. i think the rings are working. i'm kuripot again. what you doing?
6 pm
flipping channels. will eat in a bit. san ka dinner?
me: not yet hungry. bu am thinking of having dinner with the boys. what's for dinner in your house? how come kids and i aren't invited? i dreamt of you nga pala kagabi. with your wife. don't ask details. i don't know. but we were all together somewhere, and she suspected but couldn't prove it.
6:20 pm
alam mo, i have not said these today - 1. you are beautiful. 2.i love you,3.i want to hug you
me: you said you wanted to hug me kanina. :) but thank you. i like you. i think for me, love is a given. but like isn't. you can love without like. but you, i really like you.
6:45 pm
i love and like you a lot
7:14 pm
are you home na?
me: nope. almost done. about to pay. decided against 3 in 1. don't know what to do with my micro. great concept though. what did you eat?
me: this i asked for, but you have not gotten for me. :( wii fit. :(
7:18 pm
oops. i will try to buy tomorrow
7:19 pm
fish and pinakbet
me: wow. healthy. hahaha...that was such a sugar daddy text. :) its for your benefit din naman. it will hopefully help me lose all this extra weight. what you doing now?
7:24 pm
talking with nanay. call you in a bit
me: ok. i've learned that your in a bit can be 45 mins later.
me: am homena. well within what is acceptable as "in a bit"
me: grabe, i'm reading cosmo, and la mer, the most effective anti-aging treatment daw, a small pot of eyecream costs 9625! for perspective, pond's is 500, lancome, which i use, if 4k.:)
me: i forgot to tell you that i know what WRY is. and my choice is R. that's a very sweet gesture.
10:03 pm
R you will get
me: yikes! drinking from a straw and puffing on cigs speeds up the development of thin white linges around lips! aagggh!!!
me: smoking reduces circulation and orgasms require boosted blood flow to the genitals. that's the 2nd reason to quit in this magazine!
me: :) kawawa ka naman. why did you think of that naman? they'll come a time, you won't be able to get over me, even if you really need to. :)
10:18 pm
i agree. i am so dnd
me: still reading cosmo. there's an article on "sense tracks" - songs you can relate to - and i remembered you when i saw this, from a band called sugarfree. more of like a fantasy for me. "wag ka nang umiyak, mahaba man ang araw, uuwi kasa yakap ko. masarap nga naman umuwi sa yakap ng nagmamahal sa yo." :)
10:31 pm
mahal na mahal kita
me: hindi ka nag goodnight. :(
11:32 pm
good night love
me: did you fall asleep? goodnight...
11:33 pm
yes
me: ok. night old man. :) i love you.
11:35 pm
love you
good morning
me: hi
7:08 am
I'm getting ready na to leave
me: ok.have a massive headache. meds?
10:51 am
i will be back by around 2pm
me: just saw you text. no further meetings in the afternoon?
11:13 am
wala na
me: may i call? work. **** supply. when we discussed, had no notebook.
me: have you set a meeting for tonight yet? if not, wag na lang. take me to dinner na lang. unless you want to go home early.
12:37 pm
nanay and tita will eat in the house. sorry. on my way back there. asked h*z** to buy ice cream
me: ok. no prob.
12:39 pm
lunch ka na?
me: no hungry. ate breakfast from mcdo at 11
12:45
i cut short my meeting
me: i will call you for work. but *** is beside me so behave
12:47 pm
near na ko
[call re: did you get my text?]
me: the one why you can't take me to dinner? i said, ok, no prob. but you do know that's a fake response. KIDDING! you need to be dutiful.
12:52 pm
the text where i said i cut my meeting short.
me: oh that. i guess am supposed to ask why?
12:54 pm
yes
me: ok. why did you cut your meeting short?
1 pm
for you
me: why for me? so you can see me? that's for you then. DND ka kc eh. :)
1:02 pm
ok. for me
me: kawawa ka naman. DND talaga. :)
1:04 pm
i am
me: cig ako now. not supposed to make paalam na, you said. but it is in your office so i'll be on the ledge.
1:48 pm
ok
5 pm
gawa mo? naka meds ka this am? bigla ko lang naisip.
me: shopping. sm. of course. i have alarm. am thinking of getting 3 in 1 microwave, griller, and toaster. what do you think? para space saver. i have a small apartment.
5:30 pm
get 3 in 1
me: ok. wattage is high though. will walk around and think about it. i think the rings are working. i'm kuripot again. what you doing?
6 pm
flipping channels. will eat in a bit. san ka dinner?
me: not yet hungry. bu am thinking of having dinner with the boys. what's for dinner in your house? how come kids and i aren't invited? i dreamt of you nga pala kagabi. with your wife. don't ask details. i don't know. but we were all together somewhere, and she suspected but couldn't prove it.
6:20 pm
alam mo, i have not said these today - 1. you are beautiful. 2.i love you,3.i want to hug you
me: you said you wanted to hug me kanina. :) but thank you. i like you. i think for me, love is a given. but like isn't. you can love without like. but you, i really like you.
6:45 pm
i love and like you a lot
7:14 pm
are you home na?
me: nope. almost done. about to pay. decided against 3 in 1. don't know what to do with my micro. great concept though. what did you eat?
me: this i asked for, but you have not gotten for me. :( wii fit. :(
7:18 pm
oops. i will try to buy tomorrow
7:19 pm
fish and pinakbet
me: wow. healthy. hahaha...that was such a sugar daddy text. :) its for your benefit din naman. it will hopefully help me lose all this extra weight. what you doing now?
7:24 pm
talking with nanay. call you in a bit
me: ok. i've learned that your in a bit can be 45 mins later.
me: am homena. well within what is acceptable as "in a bit"
me: grabe, i'm reading cosmo, and la mer, the most effective anti-aging treatment daw, a small pot of eyecream costs 9625! for perspective, pond's is 500, lancome, which i use, if 4k.:)
me: i forgot to tell you that i know what WRY is. and my choice is R. that's a very sweet gesture.
10:03 pm
R you will get
me: yikes! drinking from a straw and puffing on cigs speeds up the development of thin white linges around lips! aagggh!!!
me: smoking reduces circulation and orgasms require boosted blood flow to the genitals. that's the 2nd reason to quit in this magazine!
me: :) kawawa ka naman. why did you think of that naman? they'll come a time, you won't be able to get over me, even if you really need to. :)
10:18 pm
i agree. i am so dnd
me: still reading cosmo. there's an article on "sense tracks" - songs you can relate to - and i remembered you when i saw this, from a band called sugarfree. more of like a fantasy for me. "wag ka nang umiyak, mahaba man ang araw, uuwi kasa yakap ko. masarap nga naman umuwi sa yakap ng nagmamahal sa yo." :)
10:31 pm
mahal na mahal kita
me: hindi ka nag goodnight. :(
11:32 pm
good night love
me: did you fall asleep? goodnight...
11:33 pm
yes
me: ok. night old man. :) i love you.
11:35 pm
love you
Sunday, August 10, 2008
10 August 2008
me: when you wake up to pee tonight, text me, so i know you're ok. and first thing when you wake up
4:16 am
i'm ok na
6:36 am
good morning. it must have been the crying
me: you were crying? why?
7:38 am
what you are going through now
me: i've ignored the issues too long. catching up on me. i'm so talo in all this.
7:42 am
hay
7:52 am
i love you
me: that's actually more the problem than a solution. look, bottom line is, i should know my place. i did before. but lately nga, i actually began to take heart what you were saying. and i stated thinking i was more than what i am. which makes me bad at being 2nd fiddle. i started to think, unconsciously, i was a solosit when really, my only job was to be back up. i just have to remind myself, that no matter what you tell me, at the end of the day, you're still a married man who loves his wife. and i'm still nothing but the proverbial third wheel who doesn't belong in the picture.
8:21 am
don't know how to react to that. can't really say anything more than what i earlier texted. sorry, if no discussion on my end.
me: no discussion needed. was just thinking out loud. go be with your family. its a sunday.
9:11 am
you don't have to reply. do you still love me?
me: yes. that's the other half of the problem.
9:13 am
you can't say it na? if no, i will understand
me: i love you **.
9:15 am
i love you princess
me: squeeze me in later. let's talk.
11:13 am
i will cancelmy 3pm
m: don't cancel if its important. and don't freak out like the time we met up in shang makati.
11:38 am
i'm fixing my schedule. will text you later re: time if schedule ok with you.
me: my entire afternoon is free. you just need to let me know when. if its too hassle for you, we can talk another time.
11:40 am
of course. not hassle. i won't freak out
me: ok. just text me plans.
me: you home na?
me: my tita asked if you were going to sponsor 40th day. haha! i sid no. too jahe. told her i shouldn't have told you about the abuloy story cause you were super hiya. then she asked me if you were interested in me. i said, no. you're just really nice to everyone.
me: what are you doing? i have a massive headache.
12:45 pm
lunch here at nanay's. ikaw? take meds for headache
me: i left chapel. went to the car to cool off. dami tao. init. no meds now. headache because of my other meds.
12:48 pm
i almost forgot to take meds this morning. meds ka na?
me: yes. why do you forget? don't you have a reminder alarm or something?
12:49 pm
no alarm. somebody used to remind me everyday
me: i'm sorry
12:50 pm
just teasing. sa car ka lang?
me: yes.
me: am in my mom's house na. just waiting for your text.
2:09 pm
is 3:30 pm ok with you?
me: ok. where? shang?
2:16 pm
ok. call you when i leave house
me: text. don't call when you leave.
2:28 pm
will just take a shower then leave na. do you still have headache?
me: no na.
2:30 pm
sandali lang. naka hubad na ko
me: ok.
2:33 pm
ok
2:49 pm
just left house
2:55 pm
did you leave pasig na?
3:01 pm
im at mall na
me: that was quick. ten minutes.
3:05 pm
did you get my text that i left house?
me: unit *** manila ****** condominium, ***** drive, corner **** ****, ortigas
4:47 pm
copy
5:44 pm
what are you doing?
me: shopping. went back to office warehouse and iora along libis. you?
5:48 pm
fitness 1st. papunta ka na pasig?
me: after. just paying. maybe pass by sm hypermart to get javi ice cream.
5:53 pm
ok. text me
me: wag na lang yun experiment.
7:01 pm
cancel na lang. just curious. why?
me: nothing. naisip ko lang
7:07 pm
ok. **** will asked your help on n*c-*p**. she has draft opinion. she has to submit it tom.
me: truth? i kinda miss you. didn't see much of you last week. so if you have time within the week to see me, it would be a total bummer if you couldn't just because of the experiment. yun lang.
7:08 pm
i missed you too
me: that's the one i told you i needed to speak to ***** frst. will look at her draft then will call him na lang tomorrow.
7:12 pm
ok thanks
me: tuloy 8pm mo?
7:37 pm
i was about to text you. it got cancelled. can we makeout,i mean meet up?
me: ok. 845 ok? in san juan? :)
7:38 pm
ok. 8:45. parang you are not delighted?
me i am. that's the reason i text you.
7:40 pm
see you
8:23 pm
on my way
me: just leaving pasig.
8:28 pm
mauna pa ako san juan
me: sorry. will you pick me up or will we meet somewhere
8:30 pm
starbucks near xavier
me: ok
8:31 pm
ok.
8:35 pm
here na. drive safely. i'm ok
me: ok. in wilson na. will just drop off the kids.
8:37 pm
ok love
me: just dropped them off
8:44 pm
ok
10:29 pm
are you home na?
me: home na. you?
10:30 pm
near na
me: ok
10:52 pm
sleep na ko.
me: ok. goodnight. :)
10:56 pm
Night. I love you
me: love you too. :)
me: ws watching tv and saw and ad for skycable. it said, "i found love again." yes i did. lucky me. :)
4:16 am
i'm ok na
6:36 am
good morning. it must have been the crying
me: you were crying? why?
7:38 am
what you are going through now
me: i've ignored the issues too long. catching up on me. i'm so talo in all this.
7:42 am
hay
7:52 am
i love you
me: that's actually more the problem than a solution. look, bottom line is, i should know my place. i did before. but lately nga, i actually began to take heart what you were saying. and i stated thinking i was more than what i am. which makes me bad at being 2nd fiddle. i started to think, unconsciously, i was a solosit when really, my only job was to be back up. i just have to remind myself, that no matter what you tell me, at the end of the day, you're still a married man who loves his wife. and i'm still nothing but the proverbial third wheel who doesn't belong in the picture.
8:21 am
don't know how to react to that. can't really say anything more than what i earlier texted. sorry, if no discussion on my end.
me: no discussion needed. was just thinking out loud. go be with your family. its a sunday.
9:11 am
you don't have to reply. do you still love me?
me: yes. that's the other half of the problem.
9:13 am
you can't say it na? if no, i will understand
me: i love you **.
9:15 am
i love you princess
me: squeeze me in later. let's talk.
11:13 am
i will cancelmy 3pm
m: don't cancel if its important. and don't freak out like the time we met up in shang makati.
11:38 am
i'm fixing my schedule. will text you later re: time if schedule ok with you.
me: my entire afternoon is free. you just need to let me know when. if its too hassle for you, we can talk another time.
11:40 am
of course. not hassle. i won't freak out
me: ok. just text me plans.
me: you home na?
me: my tita asked if you were going to sponsor 40th day. haha! i sid no. too jahe. told her i shouldn't have told you about the abuloy story cause you were super hiya. then she asked me if you were interested in me. i said, no. you're just really nice to everyone.
me: what are you doing? i have a massive headache.
12:45 pm
lunch here at nanay's. ikaw? take meds for headache
me: i left chapel. went to the car to cool off. dami tao. init. no meds now. headache because of my other meds.
12:48 pm
i almost forgot to take meds this morning. meds ka na?
me: yes. why do you forget? don't you have a reminder alarm or something?
12:49 pm
no alarm. somebody used to remind me everyday
me: i'm sorry
12:50 pm
just teasing. sa car ka lang?
me: yes.
me: am in my mom's house na. just waiting for your text.
2:09 pm
is 3:30 pm ok with you?
me: ok. where? shang?
2:16 pm
ok. call you when i leave house
me: text. don't call when you leave.
2:28 pm
will just take a shower then leave na. do you still have headache?
me: no na.
2:30 pm
sandali lang. naka hubad na ko
me: ok.
2:33 pm
ok
2:49 pm
just left house
2:55 pm
did you leave pasig na?
3:01 pm
im at mall na
me: that was quick. ten minutes.
3:05 pm
did you get my text that i left house?
me: unit *** manila ****** condominium, ***** drive, corner **** ****, ortigas
4:47 pm
copy
5:44 pm
what are you doing?
me: shopping. went back to office warehouse and iora along libis. you?
5:48 pm
fitness 1st. papunta ka na pasig?
me: after. just paying. maybe pass by sm hypermart to get javi ice cream.
5:53 pm
ok. text me
me: wag na lang yun experiment.
7:01 pm
cancel na lang. just curious. why?
me: nothing. naisip ko lang
7:07 pm
ok. **** will asked your help on n*c-*p**. she has draft opinion. she has to submit it tom.
me: truth? i kinda miss you. didn't see much of you last week. so if you have time within the week to see me, it would be a total bummer if you couldn't just because of the experiment. yun lang.
7:08 pm
i missed you too
me: that's the one i told you i needed to speak to ***** frst. will look at her draft then will call him na lang tomorrow.
7:12 pm
ok thanks
me: tuloy 8pm mo?
7:37 pm
i was about to text you. it got cancelled. can we makeout,i mean meet up?
me: ok. 845 ok? in san juan? :)
7:38 pm
ok. 8:45. parang you are not delighted?
me i am. that's the reason i text you.
7:40 pm
see you
8:23 pm
on my way
me: just leaving pasig.
8:28 pm
mauna pa ako san juan
me: sorry. will you pick me up or will we meet somewhere
8:30 pm
starbucks near xavier
me: ok
8:31 pm
ok.
8:35 pm
here na. drive safely. i'm ok
me: ok. in wilson na. will just drop off the kids.
8:37 pm
ok love
me: just dropped them off
8:44 pm
ok
10:29 pm
are you home na?
me: home na. you?
10:30 pm
near na
me: ok
10:52 pm
sleep na ko.
me: ok. goodnight. :)
10:56 pm
Night. I love you
me: love you too. :)
me: ws watching tv and saw and ad for skycable. it said, "i found love again." yes i did. lucky me. :)
Saturday, August 9, 2008
9 August 2008
7:59 am
good morning
me: hi.
7:59 am
sorry nga pala if was not able to have nice dinner with you this week
me: :) ok lang. bawika. may next week pa naman eh. doesn't have to be nice dinner. just lunch or dinner with you, maski hole in the wall
8:05 am
ok. i'm at ucc na
me: ok. tell me when i should leave
8:06 am
will do
9:39 am
here na.
me: ok. should i leave? bakit ang tagal mo?
9:40 am
yes. traffic.
me: ok
9:46 am
813
me: why are you cranky? :(
10:05 am
im not
me: ok. well, you're not happy.
10:06 am
i will be when you get here
6:03 pm
where are you na?
me: just getting my car. still at the lobby. you know what, today, i saw yo and me differently.
6:08 pm
how different
me: finite different. i still feel the same way about you, but for the first time, i saw that, consciously or unconsciously, may kasamang bola the things you tell me. for a while, i really started believing your forever talk. now i see i shouldn't be putting all my eggs in one basket.
6:15 pm
bola? i understand
me: i don't get your reply - bola? i understand
6:18 pm
i understand what you texted. but i'm not making you bola
me: well, whatever you want to call it, you say things you can't follow through with. and that's not an accusation or anything. its just a statement of a fact that i have to deal with. for a while kc, i misappreciated the facts.
6:22 pm
ok
6:36 pm
are you in the meeting na?
me: not yet starting. just got to office. ordering food pa sila
6:38 pm
careful with your movements.
me: if i were you, i'd be lying on my side right now.
6:49 pm
don't be pensive na
me: i'm tryig to come to terms with us. i don't get into relationships that have a foreseeable end. so i don't know how to deal with you. i don't know if i am strong enough to end it yet, but i don't know if i can deal with going on with all this. its too against the grain for me.
7:03 pm
let us talk about this. have you eaten?
me: no. smoking. thinking.
me: what's there to talk about? its me.
7:15 pm
can i buy you a new notebook?
me: what notebook? if you want to, go. but i'm not asking for anything. and don't tell me. i'll feel like i asked. that's our deal.
7:17 pm
ok. sorry
7:37 pm
what are you doing?
me: eating. burger. you?
7:39 pm
walking around powerplant. movie at 8pm
me: holding hands? :)
7:40 pm
no
me: what did you have for dinner?
7:42 pm
chicken
me: from?
7:44 pm
le souffle at rockwell club
9:51 pm
still in the meeting?
me: no. just finished the **kis** opinion. packing up to go to pasig.
9:52 pm
ok
10:22 pm
what are you doing?
me: going to pasig. if i were like you, i'd still be lying on my side.
10:24 pm
if you were here and i'm with you, i would hug you
me: but you're not.
10:26 pm
i know. i'm sorry
me: i don't think i want it to get to the point where you get caught. i don't want to wait for you to have to make a choice. i will too much to see you make the only choice available to you.
10:39 pm
i don't think i will ever be ready for that
me: then don't you think this should end on our terms?
10:47 pm
let us discuss when we are together
10:54 pm
just took a bath. lying on my sie. where are you na?
me: why are you lying on your side?
10:59 pm
medyo difficulty breathing but don't worry
me: huh?!? why?! what happened?!
11:02 pm
affected
me: you have difficulty breathing because of what i said?
11:04 pm
because i know i'm giving you a difficult time
me: its not just me. its you too.
11:14 pm
having difficulty breathing
me: why?! did you overeat? baka you're tired. you okay?
11:18 pm
pounding on my chest
me: oh no. shouldn't you go to the doctor? where is your wife? is she worried?
11:21 pm
she is sleeping. will observe if i need to go to ER. don't worry
me: how can i not worry?!! ano ba?! can you just go now?
me: huy! can you just go to the hospital now?
11:26 pm
i will be ok. will let you know. where are you na?
me leaving pasig.
11:30 pm
i'm medyo better na
me: how do you know?
me: there's no harm in getting yourself checked.
11:37 pm
will try to sleep
me: that's not going to help if you're really sick. at least check your blood pressure. don't you have a bp wrist thing?
11:39 pm
i do. kinda high.
me: what is it?
me: what's your bp?!
11:44 pm
145/100
me: that's high. please please please go.
11:40 pm
145/100
me: you're being reckless with your health. if there is something wrong with you, you can't just sleep it off. this is precisely the situation you put me in. i am helpless. i cannot do anything because you are there and i cannot be with you. and you do not take care of yourself.
good morning
me: hi.
7:59 am
sorry nga pala if was not able to have nice dinner with you this week
me: :) ok lang. bawika. may next week pa naman eh. doesn't have to be nice dinner. just lunch or dinner with you, maski hole in the wall
8:05 am
ok. i'm at ucc na
me: ok. tell me when i should leave
8:06 am
will do
9:39 am
here na.
me: ok. should i leave? bakit ang tagal mo?
9:40 am
yes. traffic.
me: ok
9:46 am
813
me: why are you cranky? :(
10:05 am
im not
me: ok. well, you're not happy.
10:06 am
i will be when you get here
6:03 pm
where are you na?
me: just getting my car. still at the lobby. you know what, today, i saw yo and me differently.
6:08 pm
how different
me: finite different. i still feel the same way about you, but for the first time, i saw that, consciously or unconsciously, may kasamang bola the things you tell me. for a while, i really started believing your forever talk. now i see i shouldn't be putting all my eggs in one basket.
6:15 pm
bola? i understand
me: i don't get your reply - bola? i understand
6:18 pm
i understand what you texted. but i'm not making you bola
me: well, whatever you want to call it, you say things you can't follow through with. and that's not an accusation or anything. its just a statement of a fact that i have to deal with. for a while kc, i misappreciated the facts.
6:22 pm
ok
6:36 pm
are you in the meeting na?
me: not yet starting. just got to office. ordering food pa sila
6:38 pm
careful with your movements.
me: if i were you, i'd be lying on my side right now.
6:49 pm
don't be pensive na
me: i'm tryig to come to terms with us. i don't get into relationships that have a foreseeable end. so i don't know how to deal with you. i don't know if i am strong enough to end it yet, but i don't know if i can deal with going on with all this. its too against the grain for me.
7:03 pm
let us talk about this. have you eaten?
me: no. smoking. thinking.
me: what's there to talk about? its me.
7:15 pm
can i buy you a new notebook?
me: what notebook? if you want to, go. but i'm not asking for anything. and don't tell me. i'll feel like i asked. that's our deal.
7:17 pm
ok. sorry
7:37 pm
what are you doing?
me: eating. burger. you?
7:39 pm
walking around powerplant. movie at 8pm
me: holding hands? :)
7:40 pm
no
me: what did you have for dinner?
7:42 pm
chicken
me: from?
7:44 pm
le souffle at rockwell club
9:51 pm
still in the meeting?
me: no. just finished the **kis** opinion. packing up to go to pasig.
9:52 pm
ok
10:22 pm
what are you doing?
me: going to pasig. if i were like you, i'd still be lying on my side.
10:24 pm
if you were here and i'm with you, i would hug you
me: but you're not.
10:26 pm
i know. i'm sorry
me: i don't think i want it to get to the point where you get caught. i don't want to wait for you to have to make a choice. i will too much to see you make the only choice available to you.
10:39 pm
i don't think i will ever be ready for that
me: then don't you think this should end on our terms?
10:47 pm
let us discuss when we are together
10:54 pm
just took a bath. lying on my sie. where are you na?
me: why are you lying on your side?
10:59 pm
medyo difficulty breathing but don't worry
me: huh?!? why?! what happened?!
11:02 pm
affected
me: you have difficulty breathing because of what i said?
11:04 pm
because i know i'm giving you a difficult time
me: its not just me. its you too.
11:14 pm
having difficulty breathing
me: why?! did you overeat? baka you're tired. you okay?
11:18 pm
pounding on my chest
me: oh no. shouldn't you go to the doctor? where is your wife? is she worried?
11:21 pm
she is sleeping. will observe if i need to go to ER. don't worry
me: how can i not worry?!! ano ba?! can you just go now?
me: huy! can you just go to the hospital now?
11:26 pm
i will be ok. will let you know. where are you na?
me leaving pasig.
11:30 pm
i'm medyo better na
me: how do you know?
me: there's no harm in getting yourself checked.
11:37 pm
will try to sleep
me: that's not going to help if you're really sick. at least check your blood pressure. don't you have a bp wrist thing?
11:39 pm
i do. kinda high.
me: what is it?
me: what's your bp?!
11:44 pm
145/100
me: that's high. please please please go.
11:40 pm
145/100
me: you're being reckless with your health. if there is something wrong with you, you can't just sleep it off. this is precisely the situation you put me in. i am helpless. i cannot do anything because you are there and i cannot be with you. and you do not take care of yourself.
Friday, August 8, 2008
8 August 2008
6:57 am
good morning dear
me: good morning. :)
7:11 am
i love you love
me: i love you too. you going to hospital?
7:13 am
yes. call you in a bit
me: ok
8:35 am
are you done?
me: yes. what you doing now?
8:37 am
working in hospital. thinking of ways on how to prepare for tom. haha
me: you have plans ba tomorrow? :)
8:38 am
for us, yes.
me: have you asked me? :)
8:42 am
your invite was your wax session today, diba? haha
me: ha? i invited you by getting waxed?
8:50 am
you did. that was your way of inviting me
me: it was? but it's your job to invite.
9:01 am
you did. that was your way of inviting me
9:02 am
May i invite you to a big event tomorrow. 10 am edsa shang
me: why 10 and till what time?
9:04 am
i have 8am with gu***. 5 pm
me: ok. 8am where?
9:05 am
ucc at temple
me: ok. what you doing now?
9:11 am
thank you for accepting my invite. Im honored and blessed. working pa rin.
me: you are too madrama. :) and you're old. we can talk about ***lm tomorrow na lang if 2 is alanganin
me: let's shop na lang later. you buy me my tiffany necklace, and my l'occitane soap, bodywash, lotion, shampoo and conditioner. :) :) :)
9:05 am
i will buy necklace by myself
me: i put 3 smiley faces.
9:42 am
that meant you want it now
me: dba usapan, :) means teasing?
9:43 am
i will really buy na
me: please don't. i'll feel bad cause parang i asked for it. something else na lang. i'll choose. work bag. from furla.
me: alam mo, ang daya mo. i was teasing. now sineryoso mo. i was teasing. don't get me anything please
9:48 am
let us discuss
me: no discussion. no gifts. time. that's all i want
9:49 am
crowne plaza na lang tayo tom
me: ok
me: where are you. why are you ignoring me.
11:44 am
hello. what are you doing?
me: working. talking to b**
11:46 am
ok
me: done with meeting?
11:49 am
we are going to look at office tables
me: ok. have fun.
1:05 pm
can we meet makati shang 2:30 pm
me: ok
1:24 pm
sorry. 3:30 pm na lang
me: mancom is at 4
1:26 pm
i have 3 pm at hotel. ok 2.30 pm?
me: i'm here na. where are you?
[call]
me: i ordered grilled lapu lapu for you
2:15 pm
ok
me: you want french onion soup?
2:17 pm
no na love
me: ok.
me: where are you na?
me: where are you? your food is here.
[car brought me to office]
me: thanks.
me: i know you're in a meeting. but i have to make you kwento before i forget. that time we sat in your class, you made chris yaya to a movie and he said you showed him two tickets. so we were all thinking, who were you watching a movie with?! :)
me: where's your meeting with j**?
4:08 pm
there i think. please confirm
me: ok. come early. i'll make out with you in the room. he's in a meeting with jun**** and mel ******
4:15 pm
ok. leaving in 10 mins
me: ok. hurry.
me: the reason he asked to meet you wa among those you discussed
[call]
me: sabi ni b**, cute daw si j**
me: i love you **. try not to stress too much.
8:15 pm
i love you too love
me: you sound down.
9:42 pm
mentally tired. overwhelmed with tons of concerns
me: let's rest tomorrow.
9:44 pm
ok
me: you sleeping na?
10:25 pm
no. lying on my side. what are you doing?
me: huh? why the pensive pose?
10:27 pm
work concerns
me: ok. :-(
10:28 pm
what are you doing? what time are you going home?
me: having my first cig. soon.
10:30 pm
ok
10:49 pm
hello
me: hi. on my way home na. near *gc*. picking up my car
11:15 pm
ok. ingat. text me when you get home
me: i will. what you doing? why you still awake? :)
11:19 pm
flipping channels. will sleep soon
me: ok. no longer on your side
11:22 pm
no na
me: good. had 1 cigarette lang.
11:25 pm
good. where you na?
me: sorry. just leaving o**c. had to talk to b**. fr**** turmoil.
11:29 pm
will sleep na. night
me: home na.
good morning dear
me: good morning. :)
7:11 am
i love you love
me: i love you too. you going to hospital?
7:13 am
yes. call you in a bit
me: ok
8:35 am
are you done?
me: yes. what you doing now?
8:37 am
working in hospital. thinking of ways on how to prepare for tom. haha
me: you have plans ba tomorrow? :)
8:38 am
for us, yes.
me: have you asked me? :)
8:42 am
your invite was your wax session today, diba? haha
me: ha? i invited you by getting waxed?
8:50 am
you did. that was your way of inviting me
me: it was? but it's your job to invite.
9:01 am
you did. that was your way of inviting me
9:02 am
May i invite you to a big event tomorrow. 10 am edsa shang
me: why 10 and till what time?
9:04 am
i have 8am with gu***. 5 pm
me: ok. 8am where?
9:05 am
ucc at temple
me: ok. what you doing now?
9:11 am
thank you for accepting my invite. Im honored and blessed. working pa rin.
me: you are too madrama. :) and you're old. we can talk about ***lm tomorrow na lang if 2 is alanganin
me: let's shop na lang later. you buy me my tiffany necklace, and my l'occitane soap, bodywash, lotion, shampoo and conditioner. :) :) :)
9:05 am
i will buy necklace by myself
me: i put 3 smiley faces.
9:42 am
that meant you want it now
me: dba usapan, :) means teasing?
9:43 am
i will really buy na
me: please don't. i'll feel bad cause parang i asked for it. something else na lang. i'll choose. work bag. from furla.
me: alam mo, ang daya mo. i was teasing. now sineryoso mo. i was teasing. don't get me anything please
9:48 am
let us discuss
me: no discussion. no gifts. time. that's all i want
9:49 am
crowne plaza na lang tayo tom
me: ok
me: where are you. why are you ignoring me.
11:44 am
hello. what are you doing?
me: working. talking to b**
11:46 am
ok
me: done with meeting?
11:49 am
we are going to look at office tables
me: ok. have fun.
1:05 pm
can we meet makati shang 2:30 pm
me: ok
1:24 pm
sorry. 3:30 pm na lang
me: mancom is at 4
1:26 pm
i have 3 pm at hotel. ok 2.30 pm?
me: i'm here na. where are you?
[call]
me: i ordered grilled lapu lapu for you
2:15 pm
ok
me: you want french onion soup?
2:17 pm
no na love
me: ok.
me: where are you na?
me: where are you? your food is here.
[car brought me to office]
me: thanks.
me: i know you're in a meeting. but i have to make you kwento before i forget. that time we sat in your class, you made chris yaya to a movie and he said you showed him two tickets. so we were all thinking, who were you watching a movie with?! :)
me: where's your meeting with j**?
4:08 pm
there i think. please confirm
me: ok. come early. i'll make out with you in the room. he's in a meeting with jun**** and mel ******
4:15 pm
ok. leaving in 10 mins
me: ok. hurry.
me: the reason he asked to meet you wa among those you discussed
[call]
me: sabi ni b**, cute daw si j**
me: i love you **. try not to stress too much.
8:15 pm
i love you too love
me: you sound down.
9:42 pm
mentally tired. overwhelmed with tons of concerns
me: let's rest tomorrow.
9:44 pm
ok
me: you sleeping na?
10:25 pm
no. lying on my side. what are you doing?
me: huh? why the pensive pose?
10:27 pm
work concerns
me: ok. :-(
10:28 pm
what are you doing? what time are you going home?
me: having my first cig. soon.
10:30 pm
ok
10:49 pm
hello
me: hi. on my way home na. near *gc*. picking up my car
11:15 pm
ok. ingat. text me when you get home
me: i will. what you doing? why you still awake? :)
11:19 pm
flipping channels. will sleep soon
me: ok. no longer on your side
11:22 pm
no na
me: good. had 1 cigarette lang.
11:25 pm
good. where you na?
me: sorry. just leaving o**c. had to talk to b**. fr**** turmoil.
11:29 pm
will sleep na. night
me: home na.
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