4 August 2008

7:14 am
good morning love

me: am getting my period, plus am tired. kaya pala i feel super sleepy.

7:54 am
are you up na?

me: yes. trying to do at leas 6mins on the steps. where are you?

7:55 am
near office. halika na rito

me: ok. shower na ko

me: when are we going to greenhills? :) need black clothes. i'm in mourning.



me: did you get my email?

10:55 am
come here please

1:29 pm
where are you na?

me: katipunan. you there na?

1:31 pm
yes

me: ok. 15mins?

1:32 pm
ok love

1:49 pm
where are you na?

me: here

me: kaasar ka! because of your reaction, napansin ni b** that i told you!

2:38 pm
oops. nabigla ako

me: arg! but thanks for lunch :)

2:46 pm
did you like it when i touched your knee?

me: i was scared somebody would see

2:47 pm
but did you like it?

me: it felt familiar. reminded me that you weren't just my boss.

2:51 pm
what does b** say about me?

me: wala pa. c fr***is pa usap namin

2:52 pm
ok

me: after you c**c, where you going.

2:54 pm
c**p not c**c. edsa shang 5pm meeting with cal******. 7pm meeting with water,the 1that didn't push through last night.

me: talking to b**. you think ok if trooper picks her up in the morning? she lives super near. a little beyond sta. lucia east. just in the morning and afternoon. ps**** days, i can have my driver pick her up.

me: crush ni b** si edu. pakilala mo daw sha.

5:33 pm
ok love

me: you didn't reply to her ride to work. issue ba?

5:35 pm
in a meeting

6:36 pm
hello love

me: hi. done with meeting?

6:38 pm
on my way to 7pm meeting. ikaw?

me: working on *** joint board problem

me: done with meeting?

8:42 pm
call you in a bit

me: ok

8:58 pm
were you able to fix *** problem? are all ok with venue tom for arbit? do you miss me?

me: how was your meeting?

[call]

8:59 pm
im stressed. lots of requests

me: just read your text. call melater and unload. wish i could be there for you.

me: i love you **. i don't i've told you that for today.

9:24 pm
even if you don't say it,i know you do. i love you very much

me: :)

me: am home na.
9:26 pm
my schedule tom. - 8am at ucc temple re ll**; 1030am arbit; 4pm c***k matter at powerplant; 7pm m*g******d

me: ok. what you doing in between arbi an powerplant?

9:29 pm
spend time with love

me: ok. how come i'm not told about it. unless am being presumptious.:)

9:31 pm
im the 1 being presumptious by assuming you want to spend time with me

me: oo nga. so where you planning to spend time with me?

9:33 pm
greenbelt 4 or ***lm

me: ok. :) i have something to tell you. don't freak out. i hyperventilated kanina. don't call. * is here. b** figured it out. i noticed she wasn't bugging me about who the guy was. so i panicked and asked her, as casually as i could, if her husband told her who the guy was. she said no. but she knows daw. so i said, talaga? what makes you think you know. she said, i confirmed today. i turned purpole and asked her what she means. and she said, for a while, she doubted who it was kc you talked daw about your wife. but she saw us, and confirmed it. examnples, the way i talk about you. how you ooked at me in cibo. how you seemed so amused by me talking. how you reached into my bag to get gum. arg! i begged her to be normal.

me: 1 pa that she noticed. when you looked at me weird when i teased her about her husband. she thought daw, that's not something you tell anyone. another, obvious daw magkasama tayo yesterday when you were teasing me about what i ate yesterday. arg!

9:51 pm
what did she say after you begged her to be normal?

me: she said, oo naman daw. she is also trying to come to ters with how she feels about it. she says the only reason she is okay is because she knows what i went through with *. she just said we should be more discreet because if she noticed after just 1 day, she's sure that the others know too. also, when you called kanina and i tried to be businessy, she laughed and said, like that call, obvious.

me: you there?

10 pm
yes. absorbing your texts. text you in a bit. signing docs.

me: ok. am still panicking.

me: i'm waiting for your text ha

10:27 pm
hello. tell **ng she doesn't have to attend arbit tomorrow para office nalang sya

me: ok. why are you stressed. i'm sorry if i added to that my telling you about b**. but i figured you might be more annoyed if i didn't tell you immediately.

10:30 pm
is she mad at me?

me: no. not at all. she's just happy am happy. parang sab. she's worried about me breaking my heart with unrealistic expectations. i told her i know what i'm getting into.

10:33 pm
dami lang work. nagloloko ang cell ko again.

me: wish i could hug you. thanks for lunch kanina.

10:38 pm
sana we are together now. i love you. how should i act in b**'s presence - that i know she knows?

me: my initial plan was not to tell you until you see that she can be normal but i don't want you to get mad at me for not telling. you can just pretend you don't know so she can act thinking you don't know nga. how do you feel about her knowing?

10:45 pm
i really have to follow rules and act discreetly in my love's presence. overwhelmed lang talaga with joy when we are together. sorry if i can't help it. thanks for telling me. will act normal with b**.

me: save it na lang for when we are together by ourselves. :) also, i don't think there's anything wrongwith us spending time together. you're my boss. we have meetings. but i think i give it away with, yes, i admit, there's that darn sparkle, and i do talk about you a lot and always just good stuff about how great you are. you, i think, its the way you look at me and how extra flirty you are. i love you **

10:53 pm
i love you very much. let us sleep na. is b** coming to work tomorrow?

me: yes she is. what about my question on her ride. i suggested it. not her ha.

me: is pa, thursday pala meeting ko kay atty. ***

10:58 pm
let us discuss policy on trooper thursday with *cc office

me: just found out there's a senate hearing from ***nsco on thursday. will as atty. *** if i can skip it.

10:58 pm
mahal kita **ty*

me: aww... that's a first. :) you rarely call me by my name. only when you're mad at me. its either princess, *u*s, or now, you say love. :) its nice. don't call me that all the time ha. so that when you do, it will thrillme. :) am so dnd. :)

11:06 pm
me too. pnp. sleep na tayo. night.

me: night. will exercise and shower muna. love you **rt

11:12 pm
did you text **ng na?

me: yes. just now. fixed my schedule. conflict staff meeting with tr**sco senate hearing on thursday. found out about **an*** only this evening. will try to fix it.

11:16 pm
ok. night. mahal na mahal kita

me: me too. night.