6 August 2008

7:04 am
good morning love

me: hi. why now lang you text?

me: are you busy?

me: i'm here na

12:02 pm
don't smile when you read this text. i love you princess

me: *** and i were laughing. hard not to do that. i love you too ****. why didn't you have breakfast? you haven't text me your schedule for the day.

12:07 pm
tell b** i changed my wallpaper. 1pm phil ****** re *** jv; 4pm edsa shang re **** airport; 7pm **** matter

me: where you eating?

12:08 pm
late lunch my 1pm meeting. was not able to have breakfastdue to successive meetings in office

me: you could've had a bowl of muesli

12:09 pm
nobody asked or offered

me: :( sorry

12:17 pm
i was just teasing. not your fault. don't say sorry

me: i thought about breakfast kanina. seriously. though i'd give you muesli kc this is the first opportunity. last time i told you to have it, you said no one knows how to make. but you looked busy, then i forgot about it na. that's why i said sorry. i remembered but i forgot. have soup first to ease your stomach. not hot and sour.

12:23 pm
that's ok. i love you

1:16 pm
have you had lunch?

me: not yet. waiting for *a**i*. he's almost here. will have lunch out, k lang?

1:17 pm
ok

me: what you doing?

1:28 pm
thinking of you

me: haha... totoo, what you doing? still at meeting?

me: what you doing now?

1:29 pm
yes. then i have ** presentation

me: ok. what are you eating?

3:35 pm
where are you?

me: office pa din. you?

3:49 pm
near edsa shang

me: on your way to your 4pm?

me: did you get it?

4:13 pm
yes i did love. i have headache

me: :(

4:14 pm
why simangot?

me: not simangot. sad. headache. you are stressed.

me:what you doing? meeting still?

5:37 pm
meeting still

6:16 pm
hello. where are you? what are you doing?

me: here in ortigas office. *gc* closed na. so *a**i* and i are studying here. you, what you doing?

6:20 pm
meeting with ****

me: what did you have for lunch? now for dinner?

6:23 pm
pancit now. hainan chicken lunch

me: wow. good. keep it up.

me: will have cigarette ha

6:27 pm
ok. 1 lang

me: ok

6:46 pm
up to what time will you be there?

me: 8, 9? why?

6:47 pm
can i drop by before 8pm?

me: of course! :)

6:51 pm
yehey. have you had dinner?

me: no. not hungry. am fat

6:52 pm
order something light. i will eat there with you and ******

me: great. waht do you want? brother's burger?

7:01 pm
ok. sino nan dyan? ok lang ako duman? will bring my notebook.

me: or north park?

me: just *a*o. told him you're here to see office. yes, please come. :)

7:02 pm
burger na lang para di messy

me: ok. i'll order same for you? big brother's with garlic cream cheese, caramelized onions and sauteed mushrooms?

7:07 pm
yes love, and fries


me: thank you for visiting. at least i got to kiss you a little. :)

9:07 pm
i really love you

me: i love you too, **.

9:29 pm
what are you doing? what did *a**i* say?

me: on our way home. he didn' say anything. which is good.

9:32 pm
text me when you get home. i like the elevator scene

me: i thought you would. visit again. especially when i'm alone. :)

me: what you doing?

9:33 pm
about to take a bath

me: wholesome thought lang ha.

9:34 pm
i will try

me: home na. tried to wake up *a*i, and he started speaking in his sleep, "gusto ko rice!"

9:53 pm
haha. love mo ko?

me: yes. just carried him upstairs. so tired. 10 steps with *a*i in my arms, equivalet to 5mins on the stepper

me: can i ask you a tough question? you can say no if you're not in the mood

10:02 pm
shoot

me: when you tell me to go home with you, do you really wish that? or is it just a high school thing to say, cute but means nothing. answer truthfully. there are follow up questions.

10:06 pm
i really wish that

me: ok. if you really wish that, how do you reconcile that with who you actually share a home with. bigla ko lang naisip kanina. i guess it was the whole kitchen scene that started me thinkig. please don't mince words. don't edit your answer just because it may not be what i want to hear.

10:17 pm
its a dream within the context of limitations

me: expound. explain. too many big words.


me: i am not asking you for anything ha. just trying to understand you. i suppose this is an offshoot of my conversation withmy friends last night at dinner. we figured, men who stray, have reasons to. they are looking for something they are not getting at home. that, or its in their genetic make up to stray. which are you?

10:24 pm
i wish i'm going home to you. like what i have said before, i'm truly myself only with you

me: i will deny asking you this, but if you had been told that i would come along, would you have waited? or would you have done everything the same way knowing we would have this anyway.

10:31 pm
no doubt, i would have waited for you

me: ganun mo ko kamahal?

10:33 pm
sobra

me: grabe **. you would? rearrange everything to be with me? i hope you're telling the truth. cause i believe you.

10:37 pm
if only i can undo and redo things

me: i don't know what to say. am honestly overwhelmed. i didn't think you felt that deeply. sana talaga di mo ko binobola.

10:43 pm
i love you princess

me: i love you too **

10:46 pm
what are you doing?

me: lying on the floor. thinking about what you said.

me: i was honestly expecting a different answer. kaya am a bit shocked...

10:50 pm
shower ka na?

me: talking to *a*ie*. she called to make me kwento about her date

10:52 pm
her date with whom?

me: some guy

11:14 pm
i will sleep na. night. love you

me: ok. still talking to *a*ie*. i love you **

11:25 pm
night. love you