Thursday, July 10, 2008

10 July 2008

[call]

[call]

me: you know what? we should've had dinner in mandarin. you would've killed two birds with one stone. but i really had fun last night. :) a bit bitin though. i wouldve loved to finish it off with a nice goodnight kiss. i like you bert.:) :) :)

10:35 am
we can go to mandarin saturday or next week. i really wanted to hug and kiss you last night.

me: ok. i don't think we should be staying in shang na.

10:43 am
ok

me: may i buy a pack of cigarettes?

11:31 am
buy yes

me: hahaha. of course, after i buy, i intend to smoke them. may i?

11:32 am
ok

me: wow. really? you said yes? you cannot bring it up or give me crap for it. or use it as an excuse to eat bad food.

11:35 am
i wont

me:ok





me: text me what you've had for breakfast, lunch and dinner. including liquids you took. BE DETAILED. did you notice that the inquirer article mentioned barin as OIC starting friday?

12:20 pm
3 sardines,1 pandesal,egg, orange juice,1 glasswater. now tinapa, egg, half rice,salad with thousand island, 1 mineral water

me: thank you. everything you take in ha. text me.

12:22 pm
miss you

me: you're meant to me :(

12:24 pm
im not. i'm sweet and caring

me: yes your are. but you are mean to me sometimes. do you think your friends have given their consent to *****?

12:32 pm
carino brutal. i don't think they have conceded

me: sino ba kasama mo sa car?

12:32 pm
classmte sa law

me: ok. am parang s tired. i really want you to get the appointment. not for anything else other than you deserve it. and you'll make things happen there the way you didfor ****. i'm just really frustrated. and i feel silly because parang am overreacting. but am really consumed by the whole thing.

12:38 pm
i know. i'm excited for saturday

me: re your diet. kulang ka pa sa water. 2 glasses pa lang. ive had 3 already andi havent had lunch.

12:44 pm
ok princess

me: don't patronize me. i'm serious.

12:45 pm
i am too

me: ok. you are so kawawa today

12:49 pm
sana ilabas na erc para we can move on

me: i'm fine with that. as long as it goes my way. discovery suites is cheaper. but still wait listed. will know after lunch. i know that i'm bothering you with details but it keeps me occupied. start thinking of an excuse for my 24hours. better if weekend. better if 5 days out of the country. basta. make it happen.

12:54 pm
let us schedule when we know erc

m: non-commital answer

12:56 pm
isang tulog na lang




me: she named ****** oic starting tomorrow. i think she's taking her time. *** just gave me my june sustento. :)

me: well...

me: nga pala. 3 times flunking lang, refresher course na.

1:05 pm
oo nga





[golf]





[call]

me: how was your game?

5:20 pm
Improving. How are you?

me: stressed. still cute. :)

me: where are you?

5:29 pm
merienda at golf course

me: ok. text what you're eating.

[call from me. ***** announced]

5:39 pm
im sad

me: me 2. i don't know what to say. am not good at this.

5:47 pm
the thought that you are there for me is enough

me: hmmm. i'm here. not going anywhere. want to meet up after your merienda?

5:49 pm
text kita. i'm still here

me: ok. no plans for me later. let me know.





me: how are you?

6:23 pm
sad. coping. getting texts of support.

me: well, its a no brainer. if you weren't my boss, i'd resign from government out of disgust. hmmmm...let me know what i can do sd.

6:29 pm
please thank **** for me

[call from me]

6:32 pm
can't talk. sorry.

me: no prob. just wanted to see how you were doing.

6:34 pm
need a hug

me: you can have all the hugs you want. lets meet up later,kung pwede ka. want to hug you too.

6:36pm
ok. will text time

me: ok

6:41 pm
naka shorts and slippers lang ako. ok lang?

me: ano ka ba. shempre oklang. i'll be super cute though...

6:56 pm
from **** - don't really know what to say po. for whatever its worth, we share your disappontment because we know that it was imnportant po to you. we're all here for you lang po. god bless. when you interviewed me in shang, i asked you then why you wanted to join government. and you told me po, it was because you firmly believe you can make a difference. we don't say it enough, pero you've already achieved that. your entire office truly loves you po. so maybe they prayed to keep you as *** becuase they didn't want to lose you. god bless po.

6:56 pm
from ******- as in! she took he bar several times?!! hay. naiinis ako.

me: ****'s text says it all.

6:59 pm
yes. napa iyak nga ako

me: did you ever doubt you had that effect on people? i hope not.

7:01 pm
where you?

me: still in *****. you?

7:03 pm
SM megamall edsa. will bring friend home lang. let's meet 8ish

me: okay. where?

7:08 pm
pa drop off ka edsa shang. will pass for you but i won't go down.

me: where are you?



me: text me here. left ****** phone in room. executive session

7:27 pm
ok. dyan ka pa?

me: yes

me: you

7:29 pm
i will be in edsa shang by 8

me: patapos na kami. you want to pass by for me here in makati instead?

7:30 pm
im in commonwealth

me: ok. will leave as soon as *** is done. patapos na

7:32 pm
ok


7:40 pm
ateneo katipunan. ikaw?

me: still here. i really want to meet up with you. but i might nbot make it at 8. unless you pick me up here. we'll bedone by the time you get here. but if you're too tired, ok lang.

[call]

me: we're discussing matters that should be brought to ***. i want to say, good luck explaining that to *****. maybe after 5 tries and a refresher course, she'll get it.

[call]

[call]

me: here nalang. at the front. not the back. along ayala. macdo building after sgv.

8:21 pm
ok. will go around

me: will text you when am down. am sorry for making you wait

8:24 pm
don't say sorry

me: am being selfish by making you wait.

[call from me]




[dinner]





me: i love you bert

10:34 pm
i love you princess

me: are you spending saturday afternoon with me?

10:34 pm
that's the plan

me: don'tchange plans. dont set meetings please? spend the rest of the day with me.

me: you home na?

10:49 pm
ok. i won't set meetings saturday. just got home

me: ok. please keep your promise. martin is stuck inside bedroom. doorknob got stuck. apartment handma on his way. drink your meds.

10:53 pm
is he ok? took meds

me: he's fine. handyman here na. sleep na sd. you're tired. i love you and i'm here for you. not holding back tonight. :)

11:14 pm
miss me?

me: yes. if it weren't too late, i wouldve wanted to kiss you longer. as in total make out session. high school style. :) really. that's what i wanted to do.

11:16 pm
what happens in total make out session?

me: everything but that. if tinuloy all the way, then d na make out yun.:) we should do thato once. exercise in self restraint. on the couch, tv in the background. so high school.

11:28 pm
acting lang pala *****. may pagasa pa in the future. nono just called. bitching about everything.

me: call me? pwede?

11:30 pm
baka mahirap

me: ok. we discussed nga that acting lang sha. but i didn't want to bring it up or emphasize i. i didn't want you to go on a roller coaster ride. wanted you to move on. if she ditched ***** and chose you,then it is a gift. if not, di hindi. tell me about nono tomorrow. go sleep. you're tired.

11:36 pm
wheni said that i felt ***** stint may be short lived, we could have discussed her acting status. i will still move on

me: we could've. but i threw it in the back of my head by then. made a decision as your friend, not to underline it so much. as my boss, i would've told you. i chose to be your friend instead of your ***. are you mad? should i have told you?

11:44 pm
not mad. dont see anything wrong if we discussed it

me: sorry

11:48 pm
thats ok. don't worry about it

me: sleep na please. you're tired. physically and emotionally. and you have an early day pa tomorrow. i love you bert. please note that i've said it 3x today alone. :)

11:52 pm
i noticed that. i love you. night.

me: night.

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