20 July 2008

8:19 pm
good morning. i jus got up. may i call?

me: yes

[call]



me: you know what, i actually do want to see ****** play. we hear so much about her and her tennis. but of course, thats only possible if your whole office goes. otherwise, scandalous!

9:10 am
1 of these days

12 nn
hello

me: hi. i'm sorry for accusing you of lying.

12:03 pm
i know you didn't mean anything by that. i'm just a sap.

me: yes you are. i'm still sorry. i owe you more respect tha that. be patient. i came from a relationship where there was no respect.



me: what are you having for lunch?

12:03 pm
steamed lapu lapu. sweet and sour pork

12:05 pm
chicken

[call]



me: wil eat first. kaw na din.

12:06 pm
ok



1:24 pm
tagal ng lunch nyo?



me: call me?

2:14 pm
in a bit

me: why not now?

[call]

me: i'm sorry. i was just making pacute. sorry. leaving in a bit. will go to birthday party with ****

2:20 pm
i love you

me: i love you too. :)




me: my butt hurts and my thighs hurt.

2:42 pm
why?

me: i don't know. weird.

2:44 pm
maybe because of the couch thing

me: you think? is the movement different? parang the same lang naman. ell, its good exercise then. hahaha!

2:48 pm
matagal ka on top

me: ya? i don't remember it being particularly long. :)

2:50 pm
3x

me: ya. you haven't been having dom thoughts lately. you used to ask me what i was wearing all the time. sawa ka na?

2:54 pm
i asked kanina. and i have seen a number of your undies. haha

me: well, you didn't see me today so you're missing out on all the cuteness going on.

2:58 pm
that goes both ways. haha

me: :) di ko alam ihihirit dun ah. score ka!

3:01 pm
i'm learning. like the 'motive' think yesterday

me: wait. what's the motive thing?

3:03 pm
mamma mia

me: i haven't seen that movie.

3:07 pm
its nice. may pagka musical comedy love parent-child story

me: will you ever take me to watch a movie. or was that a for show thing?:-(

3:10 pm
i will. promise. as certain as the sunise tomorrow.

me: :-( we can take the first show on a weekday. or should i make an appointment with you pa so you can accomodate me? :-(

3:16 pm
ok this week

me: you want to get a place here in st. francis shang ri la place? its right beside the mall. its at the pre-selling stage so it should be cheaper. move in is in 2009. in the meantime, we can rent a bare studio in eastwood first. if you decide you don't love me anymore before 09, yo can always give the unit to one of your kids. but if i'll really be your k forever... should i inquire?

[call]

3:38 pm
****** champion

me: wow! congratulations! sabi mo kc manalo sha. pinakitan ka tuloy! :)

me: gosh, ****'s shirt is for 6 year olds.

me: am low bat. text me other line, if you must :)

4:50 pm
just got home. where are you?

me: am so stupid. am at the fort but the party is in camp aguinaldo

5:09 pm
hay

5:32 pm
where are you na? camp aguinaldo ka na?

me: yup

me: you have a meeting?

5:45 pm
tentative at 8pm

me: wala 5pm?

5:53 pm
that ended at 5.30 pm. i'm home na

me: ahhh.... ok. that was quick. what you doing?

5:56 pm
yes. quickie lang. flipping channels

me: oh my god. i have kwento. call me if you can... i'm so freaked out!

6:19 pm
call you in a bit

me: wasnt able to mae pagawa spaghetti

6:28 pm
that's okay. will call in a bit

me: ok. please do

me: call me soon! your in a bit was 45 mins ago...:(

[call]

me: ok. the kwento detail is that you're making me ligaw. no news of whether pinatulan kita or not. of course my friend denied it vehemently and said i was such a martyr wife (which was true). she doesn't know about j kc. but i told her na...


me: i'll go to sm grocery na din. so i won't be a total liar.

9:27 pm
ok

me: can you take a quick call?

10:12 pm
where are you na?

me: on my way back to pasig

10:14 pm
ok

10:25 pm
did they smell you?

me: didn't go down na.just picked up kids.

10:27 pm
ok. text me when you get home mrs.

me: i will

me: question. seryoso kaba sa ganyan tease? when you call me mrs or stick your last name at the end of mine. o tease lang talaga? i mean, i get thrilled and all when you pretend that we're married and everything, but are you serous? if you could, would you really marry me? ganun mo ba ako ka love? am gullible. your proverbial foolfor love. i don't want to believe you then have my heart broken. am super deep into this na. am a bit scared.

me: am home na

10:46 pm
if i could, i would. i really love you princess

me: where are you? what did you eat?this is a leap of faith for me al. yes. am talking to you. not some fictional character from tet garcia's imagination. wag mo muna ako baligtarin by accusing me of doubting you. because yes, i doubt. look at my situation. i'm in love with a man who can never be mine. you tell me everything i want to hear, but am not really sure that when push comes to shove, you'll still be there for me. madaling magsalita because all i demand from you is a little of your time and some attntion. but you haven't been tested. and god forbid you'll every be put to the test.

10:56 pm
home. ate spaghetti at friay's. i guess only time will prove al right.

me: hmmmm.....

10:59 pm
what are you doing?

me: you'r right. i don't know what kind of assurance i want from you. but am feeling very vulnerable right now. what am i doing? emoting.l :) freaking out

me: i suppose i need a sign that will convince me am not cheapening myself by allowing this kind of set up. i don't know what that sign is.

me: or maybe we need to slow down. do you think we need to slow down?

11:07 pm
have a headache

11:09 pm
i don't think so

me: ok. sorry. i won't harass you na. airport headache?

11:11 pm
i have headache too. sleep na ko.

me: goodnight. don't forget meds

11:13 pm
done. see you before flag

me: night

11:14 pm
night. love you

me: love you too