8 July 2008

6: 39 am
Morning. are you up na?

7:02 am
can you call me?

[call]

7:29 am
call you in a bit.

me: ok. just waiting for you

me: ang tagal naman. you're still at home?

7:44 am
on the road na. other driver rode with us.

me: ok

me: why?

7:46 am
he left his license

me: ok. that was smart

[call]

me: you once presumed i adored you. :) tama ka. both as a boss and as you. :)

me: haha.. sorry i'll be makulit. i know you're presenting, but dami ko naiisip. you asked me how i felt when you were touching me last night. well, i wasnt getting all hot or anything cause i was too buzzed to, but i did enjoy the thought you could try to feel me up in a roomful of officemates. heehee...

[call]
me: yey! the advil you bought is still in my bag! whew!

11:11 am
i love you

[call]

11:25 am
I feel like feeling and touching you

me: make time? there's a closing for the sale of ****** ***** on thursday. 3pm. want to come? creepy. was just going to text you when your text came in.

11:29 am
not sure about thursday. might play golf

me: ok.

me:is it possible to get copy of ******* employee conplaint from *********? without constituting service? ***** still has no copy.

[call]

me: might go home a little after lunch. bad bad bad bad headache. unless advil kicks in. try not to miss me too much. you're only distracting yourself.

me: and were you referring to mewhen you told ning that she doesn't call you sir? if that's your preference, i can do that.

[call]

me: i will buy cheesecake na lang. hungry. will eat in old swiss inn.

me: done with presentation?

[call]

me: you're there na?

[call]

me: you should pick one night of the week to have dinner with me. call it date night if you want. and you should consider it a meeting, so you won't move it around and cancel in favor of other appointments. if i'm importa nt to you, then set aside one night a week just for me. would you do that?

me: if you can't set aside time for me, then say so. don't naman just ignore my text. makes me feel stupid.

me: you should pick one night of the week to have dinner with me. call it date night if you want. and you should consider it a meeting, so you won't move it around and cancel in favor of other appointments. if i'm importa nt to you, then set aside one night a week just for me. would you do that?

5:59 am
tomorrow night okay with you?

me: one night a week. not just this week.

6:02 pm
Yes. I understood your earlier text. I'm setting the 1 for this week

me: ok. tomorrow is ok. thank you. makes me happy. please don't cancel.

me: sorry if i'm being demanding. i just feel like i don't see enough of you on a non-work setting. i suppose considering how busy you are, i should just consider myself lucky that i see you at work. but that doesn't stop me from being needy. . am just really hormonal now and bagong gising so i'm telling you all this.

me: you know what ****, thank you for being so nice. iso appreciate your patience. especially when i brat it out. hmm... you make it hard not to like/love you.

me: are you still at dinner?

8:19 pm
Yes. Ikaw?

me: no. not hungry. was thinking of what we were talking about the other night. when you asked why i don't let you come in my mouth. real reason is because i'm worried you'll be too spent afterwards, that you won't have energy left na. haha... which brings me to what i was thinking. since you're old and take maintenance meds, pwede ka pa bang mag-energy drink? or bawal na? haha... what dinner conversation this is, huh?

8:28 pm
eat me next time

me: energy drink? can you drink?

8:30 pm
I'm willing to try. haha

me: haha! you have to ask your doctor first. i don't want you dying on me. hee hee. looking forward. :)

8:31 pm
eat me

me: are you ordering me to?

8:33 pm
request. miss being down there

me: well, i have my period. you don't. :) make time for me...

8:35 pm
i love you

me: love or lust? or both?

8:37 pm
more of love

me: ako din.

me: what did you have for dinner?

8:47 pm
pica pica. had pancit in shang.

me: pica pica. is what? specify please.

8:49 pm
shrimp pancake. phadthai,thai soup

me: kalan ko jap kyo. stop with the shrimp please. its bad for you. don't forget you promised yourself that you'll eat right. no gree leafies?

8:53 pm
wala eh

me: wala jap? o wala kang resolve?

8:54 pm
i miss you so much

me: yes. i know. me too. but don't change the topic about your food. you're 12 years older na nga. don't speed things up by dying on me. can you please pay attention to what you eat? you aren't young, fit or conscious of what you eat. ano ba?

8:59 pm
3 subo lang ako

me: so? your cholesterol is bad, and you eat like you're fine. its annoying. can we set the rules for your eating?

9:03 pm
ok. tom.

9:09 pm
i love you sd. - your text july 4

me: i love you sd. - my text july 8

9:11 pm
do you really?

me: huh? what you talking about? you should know better than to push bert. you should just take what i give you and run! no looking back! but yes, i do. really.

9:23 pm
im really DND

me: really? parang hindi. :)

10:18 pm
what are you doing?

me: :) reading your texts. home na?

10:21 pm
on my way home. what are you wearing?

me: separate cars na naman? why? same as this afternoon. red dress.. blue polka dot pantis. no bra. my hair in a loose bun on top of my head. what you thinking?

10:24 pm
1 car. me on top.

me: hmm... :) now i'm thinking of the same thing... how can you text with a poker face? i'm always nakangiti when i text you.

10:41 pm
I really love you. i love you more. July 8, 2008

me: :) you home na? can i be a bit sad? i believe you when you say you love me. that's no longer an issue. question now is, for how long. and this matters to me a lot. no answers needed right now. reactions are welcome though.

10:55 pm
Do you know that i pray for you and your kids all thetime? I ask Him to keep you safe and happy. i feel im His vehicle. i hope i will not fail Him. I really want to make you happy.

me: huh? vehicle for what?! to save me?!?! from what?! what do you mean?!

10:57 pm
make you happy

me: i don't know how to react to that. i feel like you think im a social science project or a charity case.

11:02 pm
I'm sorry if thats what you feel. didn't expect your reaction. you are correct. you don't need help

11:18 pm
i love you

[email from me]

11:28 pm
yes, i am not your savior and knight in shining armor. it waws not my intention to make you feel that i am. sorry.

me: ok. meds?

11:31 pm
done

me: good. please get some rest. i still remember how tired you look. if i were beside you, i'd give you many many small kisses all over your face.

11:35 pm
sorry again. good night.

me: you love me right? ok na yun for me. night sd. :)

11:38 pm
i do

me: good. ok na yun. night.

11:40 pm
night