18 July 2008

6:09 am
Good morning. Hi. Hello. Sorry. Please forgive me. i love you. i miss you. was not able to sleep. heehee.

me: morning

6:18 am
annoyed and pissed off ka pa sa kin?

me: no na. just assessing myself.

6:23 am
ok. sorry again for neglecting you. won't bug you na muna

6:32 am
may i call? i just want to say good morning.

me: ok

[call]

6:35 am
was crying. heehee

me: why?

6:37 am
sad for what i did and not do yesterday and scared of what your assessment may possibly lead to

6:39 am
wanted to ask about your serendra trip since last night, but i guess that was/is not an appropriat discussion now

me: ano ka ba? i really felt bad, yes. the only thing that will change is how i will respond to a similar situation. was beginning to be presumptious when i shouldn't. yun lang. we can talk about serendra if you want.

6:42 am
call you in a bit. still crying. heehee

m: stop na. bring your we roam later. ***** got us new ones. i have mine na.

6:48 am
your text just made me cry more. heehee. i hate it kasi when i don't make you happy or when i make you sad or i annoy you


7:02 am
may i call?

me: ok

me: am using the globe visibility. you can text from your computer. galing. text back nga so i can see how it goes?

7:04 am
Got it. Sorry again

me: hahaha... its aliw... parang email. :) i'm still trying to figure out how i can forward texts sent to this sim card when my computer is off. don't be glum. the swooning women of **** will get their chance with you later. that should cheer you up. :) sino kaya una sa pila? si *****? :)

7:10 am
Dont think they could cheer me up. Ü just left house




me: bonus daw. :)

10:54 am
Sustento


11:14
Hi

me: hi. is there a outlet there? am about to run out of battery...

11:16
Nagpahanap ako

me: ran out of bat. what was your reply? is there a socket?

11:27 am
i love you

me: your driver and my driver are sitting beside each other. i cringe at what they might discuss. :)

me: did you just say bonus if they win?

me: thank you

11:29 am
meron naman talaga. announce ko monday. welcome



me: sorry. didn't mean to be disrespectful

2:03 pm
that's ok


me:what were you thinking that you slept so late

3:05 pm
you

me: hay... about yesterday?

3:07 pm
yes

me: what were you thinking?

3:09 pm
i failed you

me: grabe ka naman. failed. maybe it was me. i expected too much.

3:11 pm
my fault

me: well,i suppose you didn't know i was waiting. so its strictly no one's fault.l i just have to remember there are limits to what i can expect from you.

3:17 pm
it really my fault

me: what level are we na ba? 3 pa rin?

3:20 pm
4

me: ok. then i have to realign my expectations. yun lang. don't worry about it na. dnd ka lang kaya di ka makatulog.

3:23 pm
why realign?

me: you said 4. so i was not the only 1 who perceived a change. because there was a change, then a realignment is needed. incongruent na.

3:27 pm
i love you very much. welcome

me: :)

me: crap. i couldn't explain why i called you by mistake. m***, and your alias, Mr. Big, magkatabi

3:51 pm
you were just thinking of me

me: was thinking of m***, bold star driver

3:53 pm
ok



4:06 pm
you want to meet up tom. 8 am?

me: ok. where?

4:07 pm
makati. text kita

me: ok. why did you cancel the after sportsfest gimmick?

4:09 pm
i'm tired

me: well, you slept late.

4:10 pm
my fault

me: wasn't going to say that, but yes. was supposed to look at units in eastwood at 4. itutuloy ko ba yun paghanap? i'm asking you if you ar sure you are going down this road.

4:13 pm
im sure

me: remember that for me, this is an issue of commitment. its like we're almost sharing a home. not exactly, i know. but almost.

4:15 pm
i know. i'm committed

me: kaya mo ba? to be committed to 2? i'm fine with my place in the heiarchy. but ikaw, kaya mo? this is a big thing for me. a serious thing.

4:20 pm
i know. let's talk about it tomorrow... i'm sleepy

me: ok. finished na ba? you in the car na?

4:22 pm
games ongoing

me: ok. you can rest tomorrow. i'll be nice to you.

4:24 pm
small and slobbery kisses?

me: yes. whatever you want. :)

4:25 pm
whatever ha. ok

me: except ligts. if bathroom is bright, di din pwede.

4:27 pm
anong whatever yan, may conditions

me: yes. of course. convert to islam na. so you can marry me.

4:29 pm
me too

me: huh? what me too. unresponsive...

4:30 pm
akala ko nag i love you ka

me: huh? i told you to convert to islam.

4:32 pm
ok

me: ok you'll convert?

[call]



me: you still there?

5:23 pm
yes. last two games

me: yikes. after this, you going home or meeting up with your fam?

5:25 pm
meeting with fam

me: ok. when you planning to rest?

5:26 pm
when i get home tonight

me: k. going to eastwood now.

5:28 pm
ok

me: question,when you walk around the mall, do you hold hands?

[call, rarely. if evern, about 2 seconds lang. parang required]

me: why did you feel you needed to call for that. and why two seconds. that doesn't make sense.

5:33 pm
rarely. if ever, mga 2 seconds

me: is 65k too much? what's your budget kc.

5:54 pm
thereabouts

me: ok

me: i forgot to ask, did we win anything at all?

6:03 pm
we didnt win any team events

me: may individual ba? so we lost even the badminton?

[call]

me: when do you want to start renting?

6:09 pm
may nakita ka na?

me: wala pa. the broker usually asks.

6:10 pm
august 1

me: plus, don't you want to see it before you decide?

6:11 pm
yes

me: ok

me: you want some perspective? you said check out oakwood (now its ascott). so i did. their studio units rent out for 250K a month. :) really nice rooms. we can go there tomorrow. they have daily rates.

6:17 pm
what time will we go see? i might have a 5pm

me: was thinking ascott for tomorrow morning. i have an appointment with broker at serendra after board. you want to go with me?

me: eastwood is very interesting. i think i want to move here din. in another building. :) really cool.

6:38 pm
lets check it out

me: ok. tell me when. the furnishing is nice. its 50k, without parking. with parking, add 3k if bare, its even cheaper. will do the math later andlet you know what i think.

me: eastwood looks like its the best option. its near pa your house. call me when you can, re tomorrow.

7:06 pm
in moviehouse. what about tomorrow?

me: wanted to explain what i texted earlier. you said makati in the morning. was thinking we can meet up in oakwood and stay there for the morning. the studio unit is nice. they have daily rates. its practically a hotel with a kitchen in their rooms. very nice. but i'll just go with whatever you want. just let me know where.

7:11 pm
ok. eastwood then

me: eastwood? or oakwood? it doesn't have to be ha. wherever you want. oakwood is not an option for long term. that's 250k a month for a studio.

7:15 pm
intercon na lang

me: ok. sayang we won't have lunch there. meeting up with law school friends now.

7:17 pm
ok

me: if i tell you something, will you swear on my grave that you won't tell? my grave ha. not your own.

7:21 pm
ok. what?

me: ***** made kwento that *o*o daw often leaves his driver n ***lm and drives off by himself at night. only to come back laterin the evening for the driver. aha!

7:25 pm
aha

me: will have a cigarette ha.

8:56 pm
ok

9:38 pm
what time are you going home?

9:45 pm
what time are you going home?

me: i don't know. soon? midnight or thereabouts.

10:02 pm
Midnight?

me: cinderella

10:04 pm
i will wait for you before i sleep

me: you should rest. what move did you watch?

10:16 pm
batman. what time are you going home again?

me: batman? showing na yun? how was it? soon.

10:19 pm
didnt really enjoy. was too tired. will wait for you before i sleep

10:31 pm
didnt really enjoy. was too tired. will wait for you before i sleep

me: please sleep. i will text you. promise.

10:33 pm
will try

me: why will try?

10:35 pm
kasi alam ko you are not yet home

me: ano ka ba. am 33, not 13. please sleep.

10:36 pm
sorry. ok.

10:36 pm
sorry. ok.

me: i appreciate your concern. you're very sweet. bugt you're tired. and we're meeting up early.

10:39 pm
are you drinking?

me: no. and just had 1 cigarette. you had at least 2 cokes.

10:41 pm
ok



me: am on my way home na.

11:33 pm
ok. night.

me: night b**t