9 July 2008

me: hi

7:12 am
Hello. Miss me?

me: hahaha... your friends are hard at work. :) just got a text.

7:14 am
friends?

me: am being paranoid. will text you from other phone. your other phone with you?

7:16 am
yes

me: ok. wait.

[call]

me: *** just text me. re: *** contract review. i see no apparent conflict. but we'll talk tomorrow. he said **** initiated that bad deal. you think he had a cut? gosh. none ofus eer asked for a cut in anything.

me: if you're at home. check channel 26 no. they intro'd *** na.

8:09 am
i heard

me: you watching?

8:11 am
Yes. about to leave

me: ok. where you going again?

8:13 am
Edsa Shang with ruby

me: right... ok. have fun. will be in **** after lunch.

me: call me when you're free

[call]

me: i sent it na ha.

[call]
me, by email: I’m really sorry. I feel very small right now. I apologize. Both as me, and as your lawyer. I am really really really sorry.

[call]

me: i emailed you something. not what you might expect. leaving office na.

[call]

[dinner. lovely time]

me: thatk you for dinner ****. i had a good time. do you know why i asked for date night? i suppose its the need to feel as normal as possible. normal peoplego out to dinner or lunch or watch amovie. not because i doubt your intentions. you asked what about you i like. i love that your older, and patient and generous and thoughtful, and such a girl, and carinoso, and touchy. i love that we can talk, that you try to understand my cryptic statements, that you put up with my issues. of course, i love that you love me and that my happiness is important to you.

9:25 pm
Lets watch movie next time. i have not been to IMAX at mall of asia

me: sure i want to watch wanted. i missed the first part.

9:44 pm
are you still there?

me: just got honme. spoke to channel 7 contacts.

9:46 pm
will you also email?

me: of course. you home na?

9:48 pm
yes

me: buti na lang your text was just yes. was talking o**** and martin opened and read your text. plus your name here is a code. :)

9:55 pm
ok. can i text something else now?

me: yes. napagalitan ko sha. told him to respect other's privacy if he wants his respected. he got it naman. :)

9:57 pm
i want to hug and kiss you

me: me too. i like spending timewith you. schedule my out of the country trip. pretend we're abroad, and we just had dinner. where would we be now?

11 pm
bar in hotel or walking around or casino or coffee or sa room lang hugging

me: why bar? 2nd and 3rd scenario more imaginable. spoke to roel. told him, dapat,last week pa! :)

me: waste of time. smelly, loud. unless am with barkada, i don't really like the bar scene. the only reason i like fiamma is because it is spacious.

10:14 pm
how about 4th scenario

me: what's the 4th? you only mentioned 3.

10:16 pm
i mean 5th -- bar in hotelor walking around or casino or coffee or sa room lang hugging

me: oka. what's the 5th then?

10:18 pm
hug in room

me: all except first are feasible. you mentioned 5. my initial reading, 3 lang i saw.

10:22 pm
i want to kiss you all over

me: :) you make time busy man.

10:25 pm
how come you don't kiss me all over

me: hmmm... i don't know. its not really something i do. even with my exes.

me: fyi, he' passing by to retape martin's toe splint. martin doesn't trust me to do it so he called his dad.

10:36 pm
ok. that's nice

me: re 5th scenario. hugging lang? :) you know what, for men, sex can be separated fromlove. which is why men can have sex without lov. hence my friend's fear forme. women, most women, cannot separate love from sex. sex is, for women, the physical expression of their love. which is why most women cannot have meaningless sex.

me: selos ka?

10:38 pm
hmm...alam ko ang aking lugar. naks

me: whatever. so okay lang if he comes back?

10:40 pm
if it will make you happy

me: really? you'd be okay with it? maybe you should assess how you feel about me then.

10:43 pm
mali na naman ba ang sagot ko?

me: walang maling sagot. yun totoong sagt lang. so you'll really be okay with that? it won't affect you?

10:46 pm
honestly, ayoko

me: ok. that's your answer. but would you express this to me?

10:48 pm
express what?

me: your sentiment about him coming back?

10:49 pm
nahihiya ako

me: huh? why? you're so nbot the type.

me: from my cousin: don't call. but your mom was asking my mom bout you and mr. big if you have a relationship daw... my mom aid wala sinasabi *** sakin, then my mom added that may chance magkagusto ka kasi constant -- CRAP!!!

10:55 pm
constant wat?

me: Please don't sleep on me! am panicking!

me: will text you continuation

me: continuation: companion kayo. and then i said wala yun ma, ano ba kayo 2 ni ******. - that waws mu cousin's text to me. f@ck!!!

me: part 3 frommy cousin: 'ang sabi ko bakit niyo naman naiisip yun, sabi lang ma na kasi magkaswama kayo palagi. pero what bothers me is how your mom's asking my mom kung meron pa daw ako nabanggit sa mama ko about you two"

10:58 pm
exciting times

me: HUWAAAT??!! am having a panic attack!

11 pm
all you can do is deny

me: ano pa nga ba?! but you're right. i should calm down. its not like there's any chance they'll catch us. no opportunity.

11:03 pm
ano feeling cousin bout us?

me: she gives me funny looks. but she won't make melaglag. i guess she thinks it. but she has her own skeletons in the closet too. so she won't talk. you think i should talk to her?

11:06 pm
hwag na

me: ok. you're right. that would be too weird. WAAAAAAAAHHHHH!!!!

11:08 pm
baka confront ka sa friday mom mo

me: HHHHHAAAAAAHHHHHH!!! she's the type.

11:11 pm
pls check ria's draft tom. have to sleep na. 8am board meeting

me: ok. meds. night. crap.

11:12 pm
why crap?

me: not telling you to crap. was just saying crap cause of my mom. you're funny. :) ARGH!!!

11:18 pm
ok. night priness. i love you. july 9, 2008

me: ok., goodnight sd. thanks for a really good wholesome time. :) :) :)