1 July 2008

7:07 am
good morning

7:17 am
Hi. can you take a call? work.

[call] don't distinguish between work and not work. of course i have to distinguish. i get caught off guard when i expect a personal call and you give me work. ok.

me: what did you want to say with reference t my weird ovulation? am assuming d ka maapagsalta cause d*** was there.

7:41 am
na you wanted to make love with me

me: ok... what has that got to do with my sakit ng katawan? and even assuming that, whose fault? who has not time? and if you must know, i feel the way i would nga the day after.

8:41 am
miss you

me: :)

8:42 am
why can't you say you miss me too

me: was thinking whether i should text you that or not. but i do nga.

me: can we change the et? me, july 7 or earlier. you, july 8 or later. para may winner.

8:50 am
ok. what's the prize?

me: prize? you choose your prize. what do you want? ako, meron na ako naisip. but you first.

8:52 am
Monblanc fountain pen that will match my brown suits

me: wow... high maintenance!

8:56 am
Ikaw, what prize gusto mo?

me: just want a definite schedule for my 24 hours.

8:58 am
win or lose, we will do that

me: Yeah. but your aren't scheduling it.

9:04 am
malapit na

me: bigyan mo muna ko ng sustento ha? :)

9:06 am
pambili ng montblanc?

me: among others. :) wala pa kong sustento k jci for june. kaya you need to step up.

9:08 am
malapit na ko talk

me: ok. sustento ko. :)

me: bert, i feel really awful. Headachey and fatigued. May i stay home this morning?

me: bert,my head really hurts. will stay home today na lang. not going to psalm.

12:37 pm
ok princess

me: thanks. kaw kc eh. :)

12:56 pm
Bakit ako kasi? HoH x 3 na ba?

me: i think i am going to win.

[call]

me: i actually miss you

[call]

me: home na?

4:47 pm
Yes. Have a headache. Will take shower

me: ok. rest then.

5:22 pm
Hi. what are you doing?

me: nakahiga lang. you?

5:24 pm
nakahiga rin. Flipping channels

me: you're having dom thoughts. i can feel it.

5:25 pm
i miss being down there

me: ok! too much information. why you thinking about that!

5:28 pm
rapist thoughts

me: alam mo, what's the point of thinking it. walang mangyayari sa puro isip isip. do something about it! hahaha...

5:33 pm
you miss me sobra no?

me: a bit. but you don't

me: when are you going to make time for me?

5:49 pm
are you free tom. night?

me: i think so.

5:51 pm
ok. what will you eat for dinner?

me: huh? you asking me what am having for dinner later? probably won't have dinner. had a late lunch.

5:53 pm
me fish and veggies

me. wow. more veggies please.

5:54 pm
yes princess

me: are we going to talk about rules tomorrow?

5:55 pm
the spectrum yes

me: ok. the spectrum of frameworks. you start thinking about what your options are in between the 3 points i mentioned.

me: j*** fell asleep face down on the floor, from crying. He got spanked with the ruler for stuffing his mouth with peanut m&m's,kung fu panda style, then not being able to eat them, so he ended up throwing all in the trash. He had about 5 m&m's in his mouth. hay...

me: can I wear the tshirt dress to my dinner later? :)

6:02 pm
pls suggest a secluded place in makati where i can meet barin.

Me: for lunch?

6:01 pm
tshirt dress?

Me: ya. You haven’t seen it. Hahaha… nevermind. D ko na kaya. Just wanted to get a reaction from you . di mo na ko pinapansin eh. :) sorry.

6:04 pm
5pm

Me: 5pm – let me think.

6:06 pm
akala ko you are staying home?

Me: I’m thinking about it. Still headachey nga. But I think I have to go. If ever, for a while lang.

6:08 pm
yes, for a while lang

me: can’t think of a secluded place that’s public. Why not borrow someone’s office.

6:09 pm
isip pa ako

me: public na secluded. Malabo… you can go to the restaurants near Makati avenue. Near where alba’s is. Behind Jupiter. Lots of restaurants there. There’s an authentic Korean restaurant there that am sure is practically empty at 5. And its frequented by Koreans. So chances of you bumping into someone you know is small. There is also a nice Italian restaurant there.

Me: near ferros st.

6:21 pm
stay home ka na lang

me: am lonely at home. Was supposed to have early dinner with this guy. But he cancelled. So am thinking of compensating for the disappointment by just going to the dinner I was going to skip for that guy.

6:24 pm
that guy feels bad for canceling

me: well, yeah. But I don’t think he should. Something very important came up. And I guess he knew I’d understand, since I’m not at all demanding and bratty. Just a bit sad that he hasn’t found time for me lately. I can see the effort naman. But sometimes I feel he could do better.

6:32 pm
im really sorry. dont know what to feel now for canceling and falling short

me: anuba?! Keep this up and I’ll edit my thoughts again.

6:34 pm
ok. i wil stop na. are you stil going out?

Me: yes. In a bit. You know that I write you letters I don’t show right? Am going through the older ones and so much has changed! Even the tone and the way I talk to you. Super different. Wala lang…

6:38 pm
HoH x 4

Me: exag! Grabe. Alam mo, projecting ka. Ikaw nga jan yun hoh, or in the more crude tagalong, pnp (patay na patay) HAHAHA!

6:41 pm
dead na dead. o sige na nga,mutual

me: speak for yourself

6:42 pm
ok

me: hay nako. Your dinner starting na?

6:44 pm
just started

me, through email:
“the biggest irony of "us" is that, i can see myself grow old with you. but the issue remains. so that is so not on the table. but oh, how i wish it were. delicious thought. enough to keep me busog.”

Part of what I wrote.

:) sayang. Sana you could read the rest of it.

Me: ok. Going to hospital. Martin just got home. He thinks it might be broken. Hay.

6:49 pm
what is broken?

Me: his toe.

6:51 pm
pls update me. you have driver

me: yes. Thankfully.

Me: I like my pen. Its growing on me. I told you it wasn’t the one I wanted. But I like it. Its girly. Thanks sd.

7:07 pm
im looking forward to my new montblanc fountain pen. thank you in advance

me: ok. Did you just get inside info! I need sustento first. Where’s my allowance by the way? You have na my bank account number…

7:20 pm
cash na lang tom. i set my 5pm tom.manila penn business center

me: cash is too tacky. Deposit na lang. :)

me: so did you get advance info?

7:22 pm
ok. granted

me: hahaha! Talaga ha… advance info?

7:22 pm
I didnt

Me: well then, I think I’m going to win. What’s my prize? You said that we’ll do the 24 hours no matter who wins.

7:23 pm
Really wala. Nasa hospital ka na?

Me: ya. Waiting to be xrayed. Oh my god. I just saw the most disturbing thing. Some old woman’s big toe nail got yanked out.

7:26 pm
1 news reporter just caled me asking about erc. I said i don't know.

Me: oh my god. Its reached the press. This week. What’s my prize?

7:28 pm
What do you want? i told you what i want

Me: you choose?

7:31
Bag?

Me: you choose nga. And don’t tell me. I like surprises. I’m going to win.

7:33 pm
we will see. is martin in pain?

Me: not if you don’t move it. He’s funny. He was in total pain at home. But at the er, in front of others, he was so brave. Haha.

7:40 pm
He got it from football practise?

Me: no. while playing. School shoe. Not much support or protection from something like that.

7:43 pm
I miss your pits

Me: too bad for you

Me: the rest of me isn’t so bad either.

7:47 pm
I know. Kaya if you didn't notice, I like kissing you all over. How is sab's 1st day?

Me: I don’t know. I know better than to talk to her when she’s working. When she needs me, she’ll call. If you like all of me now, you just wait. When I’m done with myself, you’ll want to buy a farm and stick me there so no one else will see me and be beguiled by my charms. Haha. :)

7:55 pm
What will you do to yourself?

Me: will lose all that extra weight. Will go to marie france reliously. Even if I have to leave office early! Hehehe…

Me: will be so cute and irresistible, you won’t be able to function. :)

7:59 pm
can we play game tom.?

Me: no! framework and rules first. Then maybe we don’t have to play games. :)

8:02 pm
ok

8:03 pm
na xray na martin?

Me: ya. Waiting for doctor to read results.

8:06 pm
Pls let me know findings

Me: ok.

8:08 pm
When i was in high school, wanted to be an engineer like my tatay

Me: yeah. You mentioned that. Why did you bring it up now?

8:09 pm
Making kwento. Akala ko di ko pa na kwento

Me: you said that. :) you went to college wanting to get into a math course. :)

Me: I look like I smell good. And I really do smell good. Tyring to make you inggit.

8:11 pm
Engineering muna. What was your course in college?

Me: LM. Always wanted to be a lawyer. :) you could say that I was destined? I did also want to be a doctor. But when j went to ateneo, sinundan ko sha. And for ateneo, it was jay. Up, either law ormed. Ust, which I didn’t take na, med.

8:12 pm
can you be early in office tom?

Me: how early?

8:16 pm
8am

Me: will do my very very very best. But will leave at 11 am, ok lang? marie france, then psalm.

8:19 pm
Ok. I wil leave 10.45

Me: ok

Me: hahaha… in a previous text, I said, for ateneo, it was jay. I meant, for ateneo, it was law. Same keys…

8:22 pm
I love you. July 1, 2008

X x x

Me: hay talaga. I guess I won’t have dinner with friends talaga. :) your dinner still ongoing? Your house lang right?

8:57 pm
Kwentuhan. House lang.

9:02 pm
are you home na?

me: on our way pa lang.

me: home na. javi had a long naughty list. He got spanked 6 time with ruler.

9:29 pm
Hay

Me: question. With your wife’s medical condition, do you have space for an issue like me? this is just me trying to put myself in your shoes. I might be taking time and energy you already have very little of. Naisip ko lang. I need time and effort too. But I’m the most expendable.

10:12 pm
i love you

me: non-responsive.

Me: sab wants to know what you look like.

10:16 pm
she can check in web

me: haha! Sab says, foto, ahora mismo!

10:22 pm
mismo. i will sleep early. night. love you

me: ok. Night.