23 July 2008

6:57 am
Hello. How are you? i love you

me: hi. thank you. still sleepy.

7:07 am
ok. go back to sleep my princess

me: you at the office na?

7:08 am
house pa. getting ready

me: ok

me: i'm so sleepy. i have two zits pa.

7:27 am
call you in a bit

me: ok




1:56 pm
hello

me: hi. what are you doing?

1:58 pm
meeting with *****. **** was here kanina?

me: yes daw. he called me. thought i was going to be there.

3:34 pm
miss you

me: hindi halata

3:36 pm
where are you

me: *****. *** is telling jokes

me: your we roam box

4:14 pm
oops. will bring tomorrow.

me: ok

4:22 pm
what are you doing?

me: board resolutions. you?

4:28 pm
1 more meeting. might go home early. have headache.

me: ok. you do that.

5:34 pm
i miss you.

me: maybe. but parang more than just sad. maybe connected to my moodlast night. been thinking about why am sad. couldn't put my finger on it.

5:51 pm
i know why its sad different - because we didnt see each other

me: i know na. i couldnt feel you today. like it was all artificial.l you know how it feels when you touch something with latex gloves. its there. you feel the pressure the object exerts against your touch but you cant really feel it. ganun.

6 pm
in short, you miss me so much

me: you know what? its not even that. its just sad.

6:01 pm
ok

6:02 pm
what are you doing?

me: finishing board resolutions. this is a discussion topic, so don't throw drama on me. is renting really a good idea? apart from practicality aspct,why do you want to rent?

6:09 pm
so that we will have a 'home'

me: why?

6:10 pm
because we are 4

me: we made up the numbers. what does that, being 4 and renting, mean to you?

6:17 pm
commitment

me: but you seem lukewarm about it. and parang ang tagal mong inisip ang sagot. this is not a fishing question, is commitment something you really want or are ready for? or is it just something you feel you should put on the table because of the practicality of renting?



7:08 pm
sorry

me: for?

7:09 pm
calling you and saying the same thing

me: you're old. what can we do.

7:11 pm
yes

me: you know what, i think you're right. maybe i do just miss you. and am a bit tampo cause you haven't made time for me. i feel better now that you've made drama. sorry. am i giving you a hard time?

7:15 pm
sorry if i was not able to make time for you today

me: and yesterday

7:20 pm
i am very sorry. you are therefore correct in doubting me

me: is that sarcastic? thing is this, before, ok lang that we see each other outside of office once a week. but now, its different. even ifi see you in the office, parang its kulang. today, i didn't see you na nga,we didn't talk too much either.

7:23 pm
no sarcasm there. i am just truly sorry

me: ok. but don't be. its not kasalanan or anything

7:34 pm
i don't want making you feel sad

me: well, you did. but i'm ok na. if you're really committed to this, show me.

7:37 pm
so talagang kulang ang ginagawa ko?

me: not saying you are kulang. you've given more than you should. and am happy., but you're also promising more than befre. you're making level 4 promises. you've upped the ante. you have to follow through.

7:44 pm
i love you

7:45 pm
i love you

me: :) i love you too **.

7:49 pm
where are you na?

me: ten minutes away from home

me: am i becoming too demanding. that's why i always ask what level we're in, what framework we're using. so i know how to act and what to expect.

7:49 pm
you are not.

7:51 pm
have you taken your dinner

me: no. you?

7:53 pm
sinigang na salmon. what will you eat?

me: not really hungry.

7:54 pm
you eat. hindi puedeng hindi

me: i'm fat. i should be trying to lose weight, remember?

7:57 pm
eat something

me: does cheesecake count?

me: where in de leon?

me: disqualification?

8:03 pm
i'm looking

me: :) thi is cute. we're parang studying over text. hehehe...

8:13 pm
i'm still looking

me: ok

me: hindi ba under prohibition against more than oe position by appointive officials?

8:16 pm
chapter?

me: chapter 6, subsection a

me: its not about ex officio

me: did you get my email?

me: pwede na ba yun, prof ****?

9 pm
reading it

me: sorry

me: emailed na.

me: call me please

me: don't forward that, i will resend

10:52 pm
ok

11:03 pm
thank you. i love you.

11:05 pm
thank you. i love you.

11:34 pm
sana im in bed with you

me: with my kids?!? :)

me: dom intentions?:)

11:48 pm
just hugging
me: ok. let's try that once. hugging lang.