17 July 2008

me: you awake na?

[call]

me: have breakfast. oatmeal. good for you.

[call]

me: i forgot to tell you that someone asked me about the ciac project. wala lang.

7:44 am
who?

me: a friend who used to work with ***. she now works for some singapore firm.

7:46 am
ok

me: if you aren't playing golf or if you finish early, have dinner with me na lang. :-(

[call]

me: you should have gone to this briefing. ***** is makig a killing with rate setting. which makes *** so relevant to him!

11:22 am
ok. i love you

me: ok. that was unexpected. buti na lang walang nakatingin.



me: called *** na. nothing super important daw with their board. skipping it. still in ***. still at item 1 of a 4 item agenda. matagal pa to.

12:06 pm
ok princess. miss mo ko?

me: yes. very. :) your fault. you won't take me to dinner. maski house of minis lang. :)

12:08 pm
will try to meet up later

me: was just teasing! :) you should just go home and rest.

12:10 pm
call kita after golf

me: ok


me: guess where i am? am checking out units in serendra.:)

2:03 pm
ok

me: gosh. you're such an sd. :) have fun. :) don't miss me too much.


me: will go get a massage. will be unreachable in half an hour for about 2 hours.


me: where are you?

6:11 pm
last hole.

me: wow. ang tagal. ok.


me: where are you? i'll just have dinner at home.

7:54 pm
still here. just finished dinner

me: you didn't mention you were going to have dinner there. would have been useful information.

8:14 pm
sorry. ended late. they wanted to eat

me: you could've text so i wouldnt have waited. i had to ask you. i told you this morning that you didn't have to pass by, to just go home an rest. you were the one who said you'd call. you called nga. you didn't say anything naman. you could've text.

8:19 pm
im very sorry

8:25 pm
im very sorry. i love you

me: i don't like being made to expect. especially if you volunteered. i waited. i dont presume you will spend all you time with me. but a text would have been common courtesy. i can pretend it doesn't bother me. but it does. just let me be for now. am still annoyed.

8:31 pm
sorry again kung wala akong common courtesy

me: don't text me na lang if you're going to be sarcastic. i don't need that.

8:33 pm
sorry.

me: in case you think am over reacting, am annoyed because i had a very light lunch and was hungry. but i didn't eat because i was waiting for your call. i thought you were on your way back.

8:41 pm
nahihiya ako sa yo. sorry. how can i make it up?

me: you don't have to. just let me be for now.

8:43 pm
ok my princess. again, sorry

9:45 pm
is it ok if i call?

me: sorry i missed your call. i still have to temper my expectations and my reactions. i'll just talk to you tomorrow.

10:09 pm
i know its m fault pero ganun ba kabigat ang kasalanan ko? just asking

me: i was waiting for your call or text. i didn't want to make you kulit so i waited. i felt like a total idiot waiting for your call or text. you were eating na pala. 4pm pa lang, was hungry but i didn't eat so masabayan kita in case you call. when you said you were done, i had the tiniest slice of cheesecake so i wouldnt be too hungry. i waited till 8 for your text. you want to know how inis i am? naiiyak ako sa inis. but am telling myself its no big deal. pero yes. am that pissed. i text you that am having a massage so that if you call, you won't be pissed that i didn't pick up. i told you to just go home straight an get some sleep. you said you wanted to meet up. so i adjusted my life. then you forgot to text me, or just assumed it was ok not to or that i wasn't waiting.

10:29 pm
i will ofer no excuses. i am truly very sorry for making you feel like an idiot, that you didn't eat, for making you wait for nothing, that you adjusted your life, that i forgot about you. sorry.

10:50 pm
im very sorry. nanliliit ako sa hiya m*t**

me: go sleep. you're tired.

10:54 pm
i don't think i can sleep early. night. sorry again.

11:17 pm
watching mulan

11:33 pm
ok. i won't make small talk anymore, night.

me: k. night